#0007 saturn and his lesson for you
aries saturn — identity and self-reliance
you may feel as though their impulsiveness is constantly being challenged. one way this fact might manifest is through “karma” biting you when they take risks or initiate something. there is a fear over being a leader or expressing the self authentically in fear of what others think. there is a lack of self-confidence when it comes to taking chances, though also a terrible habit of investing time into projects when there is no need. your lesson will require you to adapt to a more objective pov rather than an emotional one. your lesson to invest time into valuable things instead of everything at once directly intertwines with the lesson of being yourself, despite what others may think of you
so, there is the subject of identity and personal boundaries. there may lack a series of personal boundaries ranging from common “always saying yes” boundaries to more personal boundaries, such as “don’t do x to me, because I don’t like it. if you do x to me, then I will x.” there may be confusion between the father figure who may have caused you to feel deluded about your identity, or can speak of a father whose identity was very vague; he could have had a secretive past
accessing your inner courage but directing it to relevant directions will be your key lesson with this placement. authenticity and honesty when it comes to embracing and expressing who you are is crucial. you will come with obstacles that challenge your faith in yourself and how self-disciplined you really are. you will be challenged in your leadership and ability to be self-reliant and responsible, as opposed to reliant on those around you to do the thinking, talking, and walking. you will be met with many questions with regards to who you are to yourself and others; do you hide yourself from others in fear of what they think?
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taurus saturn — money and self-worth
you may be the type to rely on yourself too much and fear asking for help. you are an independent person but can sometimes let it get to an extreme where you are unwilling working with others because you feel it may jeopardise your independence. you feel guilty asking for help and asking for others’ advice. you feel guilty enjoying life’s pleasures. you work hard but feel guilty for the rewards you reap. while you look towards the future and plan long term, you sometimes struggle enjoying the present. you overwork yourself to achieve your dream life as soon as possible but fail to look at what currently surrounds you
lessons will revolve around themes of materials/possessions and work. you may be the type to have an identity built on financial and material success; you may believe that, in order for you to have worth, you must be wealthy and own a lot of things. you may face challenges in which you lose valuable things or are forced to live life in a way that doesn’t involve finances or materials. you will be forced to look through a spiritual lens rather than a rational one. your obsession for planning and realism will be hindered through scenarios in which you will have no option for planning; you will have to let karma run its course. your need to control will be challenged through situations in which you must simply let go
saturn will teach you self-worth through the enjoyment of materials, but not excessively. saturn will teach you to use materials and indulgence as a method to treat your body, but not as a way to build a false worth. you will learn that materials and wealth are not your life’s soul purpose but can be a way to treat yourself. eventually you will realise that other things, like relationships, family, and travel, are also benefactors in your life. saturn will present you many situations in which you work with others
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gemini saturn — interrelationships and objectivity
narrow mindedness reigns throughout this placement. you may be quite stubborn or arrogant in life and will go through a series of lessons that challenge your way of thinking and viewing the world. this placement can breed a gossiper who loves to talk of others. you look through everything with an subjective lens, than an objective one. this whole narrow mindedness and arrogance stems from the inability to communicate effectively and simply being shy around others. there is a strong need to defend the self when you feel undermined or underestimated but are totally unwilling to communicate anything else. your arrogance stems from your inability to look at things objectively, and would rather base your opinion on personal experience or based on what you perceived from afar. you are the type to observe and notice but not the type to fully scrutinise what you are seeing. you prefer shallow information than in-depth information
communication issues will be challenged when you meet other people with differing personalities and opinions. you will feel irritated as you don’t seem to “get along well” with the other person. you will completely miss the point of knowing other people and respecting their way of life and thinking without inputting yourself into it. your shyness will be challenged in situations where you have to talk to others and become more expressive. the way in which you articulate yourself and present themselves will be challenged also. you will come across many situations in which you must network and work with other people for a favourable outcome, instead of relying on yourself
the person may have had a flaky father who was absent in their lives, or at least distant. this placement has no correlation to emotions but the native may still feel as though logic is superior to the heart. saturn will test you when it comes to working with others for a mutual benefit. saturn will test you on your objectivity and ability to communicate and perceive information accurately. your fear of expressing yourself will be challenged also. education and schooling may be of importance to you; obstacles in which you are called to have a broad vision on everything and everyone will come to you.
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cancer saturn — feelings and commitment
natives with this placement will constantly feel as though their emotional space is constantly violated and disrespected. there is a deep insecurity when it comes to emotions and tapping with the inner feminine. one way this placement can manifest is with the native being completely closed off emotionally or being ultra-sensitive to those around them. most of the time, the person is very sensitive and takes things very personally while also displaying zero emotion. saturn will challenge your emotional strength through obstacles that test your emotional agility. will you cry at the minor inconveniences caused, or will you be more rational at how you can fix things?
commitment, marriage, and the home will be key issues in this placement. the domestic life may have proven to be unstable or so erratic the native may have needed to disconnect themselves from the house at a relatively young age. the domestic life may have had an unstable marriage with commitment issues coming from both parents, or commitment and marriage issues will come for the native strictly. we are not talking about commitment issues in the sense that the native will cheat; in fact they are very loyal and empathetic when it comes to relationships. relationships and marriage, in fact, come hand in hand. there is an unresting need to nurture and mother the partner. but the native may struggle when in a committed relationship because they fear emotional depth and letting others see them for who they are. there is a heavy need to nurture and support but the native feels uncomfortable or awkward giving this to their partner or friends or family. it’s always said that cancer saturn seem to rush into marriage at a very young age because family gives them stability. this impulsivity typically leads to later divorce, although this outcome is obviously not always accurate…
saturn will challenge you to tap into your inner feminine and expressing your feminine side. you will be tested on whether or not you are willing to let others see you and feel you. you may be tempted to shut off or distance people from you in fear of what they think of you when you start feeling. saturn will also test you on whether or not you will take everything to heart or be willing to look at things from an objective view. your focus on the past may also be challenged: will you stay in the past or move into the future? additionally, saturn may look to see if you are willing to fight for your family and your friends. do you have the courage to keep them in your life?
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leo saturn — creativity and honesty
you will feel a strong need to be creative and openly expressive, but will fear what others will think. this can breed a person who overthinks how others perceive them. there is a deep insecurity within you regarding public opinion. you may be shy despite wanting attention and social glamour. one extreme of this placement talk of a person who is so overly the too confident and arrogant who needs to be humbled and think of others. the other is someone who is shy and doesn’t like being looked at. you may relate with both or either. the way it can manifest in both is feeling shy but finally having the courage to open yourself up to the world, only for it to come crashing down on you. you may feel irritated upon coming out of your shell, which further tempts you to stay within your boundaries. however, if we return back to the two extremes, we may also add that one further extreme may speak of a power misuse and an unsettlingly fat ego. the other speaking of little power and a very fragile ego
personal creativity is a way of self expression for leo. leo wants to express the self through creative ventures and relationships. however, you may restrict yourself on being creative or being childish in fear of seeming immature. there is a strong possibility to mature when young, and a strong possibility of completely sheltering your inner child. you fear letting your childish feelings blossom because you may not be used to feeling them, or because you are simply scared of what others think. you will be presented with lessons that require you to tap into your inner creative genius and let life flow through colour rather than misery. you will mostly learn through children how you should view life
you will meet many people who teach you to let go of your need for control. you may be a control freak in the sense that you hate having something not go your way. children especially will teach you to look at something and simply let it go, rather than constantly trying to fix it. you will have opportunities presented to you in which you will have to express yourself and let your inner child be. your shyness will have to be replaced with confidence. your creative genius will become required in many scenarios. it’s merely a series of lessons that require you to be yourself and to be honest about it, rather than trying to control what people think of you because you are insecure
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virgo saturn — rationality and selfishness
you are the perfectionist type who loves to work and earn money. you have a love for the collective and love helping others. you may have self-esteem issues and have a low self-worth. you love to cultivate a comfort zone that’s reflective of your likes and what you enjoy but you tend to never think anything is good enough for you. you have an eye for detail and are great at observing but are obsessive over tiny details and plans. you are obsessive when it comes to making things perfect. you are prone to burnout from trying to make everything the way you want it to be. so, you may also have control issues in which everything has to go your way. while you are superb at communicating and studying, you may actually be shy in articulating yourself. you may humble yourself to a level so low in fear of looking pretentious or as if you are bragging
many lessons will revolve around your need for perfection and letting details be. your obsessive need to control will be tackled with situations in which you must let things go. you may turn defensive in fear of feeling undermined, or as a habit. you criticise others as a personal projection from your inner imperfections. you see flaws as something that lowers your worth rather than something that differentiates you from others. you will learn to criticise less. you will also learn to be more selfish and stop helping people at every inconvenience they get into. you will feel rude or you’ll feel as though you’re not a good friend for simply protecting your own peace
many lessons will come to you through other people. you will learn that hard work is good but isn’t the one place you should put all your energy into. you will learn to work with others instead of being on your own. you will learn that helping others is merely an extension of your kindness, not an obligation or something you owe to others. you will learn to criticise less and let things go their way. additionally you will also learn to let karma run its course and will learn to adopt a less controlling grip on your life
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libra saturn — relationships and teamwork
two extremes can manifest in this placement, with one being shy of social groups, and one being completely reliant on them. the former extreme may manifest as you being shy and lonely and thinking you’re awkward. I believe the latter may be more common and will manifest as someone who is so reliant on friends and reliant on a social life, they don’t know how to be alone. there is a fear when it comes to disagreeing with people and maintaining your own personal authority. you may feel as though to keep the peace, you must agree with what everyone else is doing or saying. you are scared to speak up because you don’t want to feel ostracised or different. in friendships you may obsess over their company so much, you find it hard being without them. this is also true for romantic relationships. you may revolve yourself around their existence instead of maintaining your own. you may prioritise others instead of yourself
this can also speak of someone who has a low self-esteem and therefore creates an identity through other people. your need for harmony and balance makes you the type to agree with everyone else. you feel bad for not conforming to what’s normal. you have trouble working with others because you neglect your needs and settle for someone else’s. many lessons will be taught to you regarding self-prioritisation. you will be put in uncomfortable situations in which you will have to establish your authority and personal boundaries
a lot of lessons will come to you through other people. you will learn your flaws when confronted by romantic partners and friends. you will eventually come to a realisation that others can use you for your kindness and that others can walk all over you with no regard. you don’t like speaking out on what bothers you, and so saturn will teach you how to do exactly that. you will be put in uncomfortable situations in which you must establish boundaries between you and others. you will learn effective teamwork and working with other people
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scorpio saturn — evolution and relationships
you shy away from the intense parts of life in fear of the unknown. while you crave for intensity and passion, you feel as though you simply can’t grasp it. there is a deep pull towards the unknown and the occult; you want to delve into the taboo and the ugly. you are fascinated by the rough and want to explore the psyche through penetrative experience. however, you are very awkward at doing this. your fear of the unknown prohibits you from exploring anything at all. this fear of the unknown stems into many other issues, such as resisting and avoiding change when it’s due. you are a ruthless person when it comes to getting what you want but you also suffer with major control issues in which everything must go your way, or it won’t go any way at all. you are observant and private but almost to an extreme where you don’t let anybody in. you may isolate yourself for the sake of feeling secure, but fail to realise this costs your relationships with important people. marriage and the sort will be of importance to you
many lessons will revolve around you learning to let go and letting the universe taking the wheel. you will learn to embrace change as a vital part to your development. you will learn to face change head on instead of avoiding it. you will learn to stop isolating yourself at any minor inconvenience for fear of emotional vulnerability. much of your shadow side will be revealed in romantic relationships where your emotional vulnerability will be tested to see whether or not you are willing to transform the ugly parts of your self. you will learn change through having t evolution in which you learn to adopt new mindsets and broaden your way of viewing things
moreover, there will be some lessons in your life revolving receiving kindness as well as giving it to others. you are willing to be selfish for others but forget you deserve it as well. you offer loyalty to others but forget others must be loyal to you too. so, you may spiral into self-degradation where you think you’re not good enough. heartbreak will reign in your life if you fail establishing boundaries to prevent it. you will learn to give and receive compassion, loyalty, and sensitivity
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sagittarius saturn — adventure and faith
you may like travel or see it as a way to expand your mindset. however, you may feel as though travelling lacks the spiritual satisfaction you yearn for. you may be the nomadic type who travels and has no home, while simultaneously looking for somewhere to belong. you may not like learning about other cultures or are simply not used to it because you may be hard-headed and/or arrogant. the lack of education and knowledge proves detrimental for you because you become ignorant to others’ way of living and being. saturn teaches you to embrace other ways of living instead of knowing just one. you may not even like other cultures or feel awkward embracing them because you are so used to your own. in actuality, this placement calls for a broadening of everything: your comfort zone, travel, your expansion of knowledge, your sense of right and wrong/morals and ethics
you will experience many lessons in which you will be beckoned to learn. you may be the type to think you know everything and turn defensive when you are confronted you actually don’t. you may feel like an outsider in society and relentlessly try to fit in. your lack of belonging and difference makes you feel awkward. you may feel as though the beliefs you have are different and could never be understood by anyone else. you will eventually learn your place in society and learn how to adapt to different social groups without feeling threatened of other people’s history and origin
there may be a legitimate fear of flight; this fear will eventually go. you will, for the most part, stumble upon obstacles that challenge your sense of right and wrong. while you have strong morals and a personal ethics code, your values will be projected in real life events. you will learn to explore without fearing the unknown and fearing what you don’t know, as you are already convinced you know it all. you will also be met with scenarios that challenge your faith. eventually you will even establish a proper foundation within you for your faith that you will build from. your spiritual healing will then be accelerated once your spiritual self is recognised
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capricorn saturn — responsibility and maturity
you may feel as though you bear responsibility more than others. learning to be mature and responsible may be crucial in our lives but this placement enforces it to an extreme. there is a hidden insecurity when it comes to status/recognition and wealth. capricorn is a hoarder, and so tends to look for money to keep for themselves. the money you may earn may be hidden from others, or you tend to hide your wealth pretty well in fear of it being taken from you. when looking at others, you typically compare yourself to them, judging others by their status in society or the achievements they have accomplished in life. you tend to look for successes and use those successes to give worth to a human. hard work and discipline is important to you, but you have an insecurity of it never being enough. you try climb the social ladder but no matter what you do, you can’t seem to fit in. you are scared to take proper initiative in fear of breaking rules, despite knowing rules are what restrict you. you tend to trust the book and go by the book, fully knowing you are not happy with how you are progressing
you will be presented with many challenges that will question your trust in authority and beckon you to fend for yourself. this may be subjective as authority can mean many things: the government or you. if you trust in the government to do everything for you, your feelings of doubt and insecurities will surely heighten. you may believe that the harder you work, the bigger the blessing. so, you tend to overwork yourself to get the most out of your ambition. this will end up hurting you as you run yourself into a burnout you will struggle to come out from. you tend to also overwork yourself to rush getting the success you want, rather than being patient and steadily building upon your dreams. you look at success as something that gives your life meaning
saturn will teach you lessons on how to let go and trust your worth is not determined by how many materials you may have. you will learn to take on less responsibility and to direct your ambition towards projects you know will benefit you one day, as opposed to carrying everything at once and not getting anything done. your leadership and your willingness to deter from the status quo will also be tested. you will face many challenges that irritate your comfort zone and insecurities with money. you will have to learn that money and status is not the only things to live for, but are merely additionals to life
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aquarius saturn — freethinking and friendship
the theme of friendship and originality will be a major theme if this is your placement. you may be the lonely type or the type who simply feels misunderstood in every crowd. you feel you are different from others and could have matured from a very young age. you are a dreamer by heart but don’t explore your dreams too much because they aren’t possible or unrealistic. aquarius is a creative genius and is always ten steps ahead of everyone else, mentally speaking. their mind jumps ahead faster than others’. you may have a yearning towards having a friend group that matches your vibration — a “squad” you can relate with — but are shy or distrust friends. another extreme of this placement can be someone who adapts to their friend group to the point they become their friends. they have no room for originality so they pick up on traits their friends have; so, they may like what their friends like, dislike what their friends dislike
saturn will teach you originality through giving you opportunities to chase your dreams, as unrealistic as they may come. you should start to trust your creative genius and pioneering spirit and take more initiative. you will eventually learn how to defend your authenticity rather than conforming to other people’s ideals and standards. in friend groups, you will learn to maintain your personality while working with other ones. you may fear being a leader in fear of other people’s opinions or people thinking you’re weird. regardless if you are weird or not, you will learn people will admire you and relate to you by you embracing your difference
you will come across many friends and people that challenge your comfort zone. you will learn to stop relying on the status quo or what’s “normal” and start progressing towards what resonates with you. you will become a proper pioneer and take initiative to cause change instead of simply watching it happen in front of you. you have a heart for the collective and will stumble across people who need your honest help. you will adapt a more humanitarian approach to life. you will, over time, want to try new things as you learn to let go of ego and fear of failure. you will learn to trust the result of experience rather than success or fail
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pisces saturn — spirituality vs. reality
there is a large contrast between this placement and others because this placement largely speaks of escapism and abuse. surely the father figure may have been absent or may have had trouble with alcohol or drugs. you too can have a temptation to escape reality at every inconvenience. you have adapted to living a life in which you can easily escape from to live in a fantasy world. you may yearn for a spiritual escape but struggle understanding reality enough to pursue a spiritual approach to it. you may distrust everything around you or feel overly fearful of life and responsibility, thus avoiding confrontation or responsibility whenever possible. you are not one to take initiative or do what you want to do because you feel bad or are scared. you are not impulsive and rather let others do what you want to do
many of your lessons will surround the theme of responsibility, reality, and spirituality. you may be overly selfless and help others out of habit. you will eventually learn how to support yourself instead of others and heal yourself instead of healing others. your love for the collective/humanity/family/friends overtakes your personal needs and all of a sudden you are emotionally and spiritually drained. people will have no issue taking from you as long as you are giving it away for free. you will learn to become more selfish and to prioritise your own needs instead of others’
saturn will teach you to discard your obsessive habit of escaping life and actually taking responsibility. you will eventually learn to not let karma or the universe take its course but to actually enact change yourself. you will be tempted to yearn for a spiritual escape from reality but will realise you can live your spiritual escape on earth. you will learn to morph spirituality and reality into one; you will live reality through spirituality, rather than disconnecting the two and yearning for one while not living the other. you will begin building personal boundaries against others and learning to be more selfish also
