baby girl

I do not promote the use of illicit drugs. 19 years young. Scorpio. Indianapolis, Indiana. Pansexual. Sex obsessed. Borderline personality disorder. Depression. Anxiety. Junkie. i love meth and heroin more than myself.

[0nly-an-illusi0n]

the courage it took to get out of bed each morning to face the same things over and over was enormous.

C.B (via 0nly-an-illusi0n)

[blurryclau]

[illmindofajunkie]

Why!

Random fellow tweaker: what do you do when you tweak?

Me: I take 562 selfies to delete rough 542 of them during my come down.

[illmindofajunkie]

do you ever miss any friends you lost during your use of drugs?

Yes i do.

[bittersweet-chemical-clouds]

I wish..

I could let it go. The dope, ya know? Im trying so fucking hard. Struggling constantly, Trying to get it right. I know what it does to me. The monster it turns me into. I remember how bad the crash is. I can still recall the heavy dead feeling locked inside my chest. How it would creep up on me, filling me with dread a little more every hour. I’ll never forget the violent outburst or the break downs. I hate it. All of it. Yet when its infront of me, I still pick up the pipe and twist it left and right.

[purplebuddhaproject]

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

[ppersonal-fictionn-deactivated2]

$UICIDEBOY$ - LOWKEY

[thecheeziersnack-blog]

[rebelliousroyalty13]

[goingdownn-deactivated20171028]

What's really stopping me from getting high?

All the reasons I’ve had for staying sober are becoming less and less important. Except for one or two. I just want to get spun the fuck out.

[stardustandswirls]

me to the demon in the corner of my room: ain’t u got shit to do

[slinvak]

Demon to me: I could ask you the same thing

[adolescentmoney-deactivated2017]

I hate playing “never have I ever” because I’m a fucking slut

[domdean]

I hate playing “never have I ever” because I’m a fucking virgin

[falling-slowly-fading]

you will never know which of these two statements reign true for people who reblogs this and that bothers me

[thestoicgod]

😆😅😂 reblogging to cause further confusion.

[idktorn]

[kushandwizdom]

…

[aki-anyway]

When someone says these days sexism and misogyny don’t exist anymore show them this.

[wnq-writers]

She’s honestly the girl you don’t see coming at first. She’s the only girl you find yourself wanting to try for. You’ll find yourself remaining soft for her no matter how hard life gets. Even when you’ve built your strong exterior she’ll be the one who can see right through it. She knows exactly how to crumble every wall you build. You’ll still find yourself craving her. Even when she’s a chaotic storm herself. You find yourself storm chasing into the unknown because she’s the one who makes you feel safe when your mind is raging and confused. She’ll be your calm. In her eyes, you’ll find beyond them lies a familiar soul. And that’s why she’s different than every other girl. I want nothing more than to be able to take her hand and guide her through showing her how to love again. Just like she taught me to remain open and soft. Good things do come to good people. And I believe she’s one of them even if she’s not mine.

S.S.  (via wnq-writers)