don't you see it?

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no matter how happy i am and no matter how often i reach my goals i am somehow still convinced that my life is going to end by my own hands someday

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why am i not happy with the life i was working for?

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nobody ever wants to go out with me, nobody talks to me unless i talk to them first, nobody cares about my presence but as soon as i say i have no friends everybody pretends like they've been there for me the entire time

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cause i'm so scared that no ones there to save me from the nightmare that i call myself

[the-wise-mans-fear]

i don’t understand people who read The Name of the Wind and then say they can’t stand it because Kvothe’s so stupid, like that’s kind of the point? it’s hilarious and entertaining??? he jumped off a roof? tried to kill a dragon with a drug overdose? what will he do next!? who knows! every day is an adventure when you’re a fucking dumbass 

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2020 had me wearing 2 masks. one emotional and one physical

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2020 has been equally horrible and wonderful to me. i somehow was so unconfident but if i didnt i would have never encouraged myself to step out of my comfortzone

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you could leave life right now. let that determine what you do and say and think

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being happy by striving instead of striving for happiness

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the pain of today is the power for tomorrow

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waiting for my letter from Hogwarts for almost 10 years now. must be a very slow owl

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next few months are going to be tough

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someday we'll find what we've been looking for but maybe we wont and find something better instead

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sleeping=escaping

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not everyone whos intelligent has to be a genius at school and not every genius at school has to be intelligent

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dont be a prisoner to things u cant change