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5’2 | 15 cw: 98? lb gw: 85

[illregretthislol]

isnt this just lovely… i’m back

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the reason i have been so inactive was because i tried recovery... it was going good yk i was eating. i just felt into a relapse and everything in my body is telling me to restrict again. so here i am.

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ughhh i have a weigh in tomorrow:/ and i know i gained weight.

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can’t wait for school to start so i can stAAAArveeee ✨✨✨✨✨✨

[moonlighthobi]

im literally so dumb because i'm constantly shifting between "im so gross i need to lose weight now" and "im fat anyways so i might as well eat a lot" and it's honestly so exhausting

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WHY WAS NUTELLA A FEAR FOOD OF MINE AND NOW IM ADDICTED TO IT

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DAY 2

5’2 i hate it. i definitely wish i was taller lmao like 5’8 or 5’10 even tho i’m 15

[hongseokondeeznuts]

I can't wait for school to start so I can starve all day and then when I get home I can sleep so I can starve some more🥳🥳

[illregretthislol]

i think i’m gonna go back to being a vegetarian... i was vegetarian for a couple of months and i loved it. no one thought i was actually going to commit and i did it and people were suprised. it’s also a great way to restrict too. i ended up eating meat beacause my parents forced me and ever since i just didn’t go back but now i want to. and i also think i might have celiac (which means you can’t have gluten) and my ed is so excited to see if i do beacause i have to restrict certain foods more. having celiac and being vegetarian = *chefs kiss* lots of people loose a lot of weight having being gluten free or vegetarian! BUT. please don’t be gluten free unless you have too for health reasons!

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going to start heavy restriction tomorrow (saturday)

and today i’m going to restrict but not too heavy to get prepared moving on. After my doctor appointment and getting the vaccine which made me so tried i’ve just been eating whatever and not working out or restricting and my ed voice was quite. but now it’s back and i don’t want to loose my progress and i want to keep loosing and getting thinner. i’m also gonna start getting back to my daily workout today. my workouts have been helping a lot so if you want me to make a post abt it let me know!

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DAY 1

age: 15, weight: 41.277 kg/ 91 lb bmi: its around 17.06

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quick question.

if my diet plan says to fast a day am i still allowed to take my vitamins? there 15 cals for two but i could burn it off right after

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has anyone tried the abc diet? if so what were your results

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got the vaccine yesterday and i feel so yuck. my body is aching and i’m eating more than usual. i want this vaccine sickness to go away 😩 but i’ve been restricting so long that this day is needed and my ed brain is super quite today.

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IM 91 POUNDS YASSSSSS