illuminot-i

Stuck in a very comfortable, dark rut after some failures. Might rise, find some light and write.

[babyanimalgifs]

Find someone who supports you like this cat supports his owner’s music

via @sarperduman

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just incase you’re having a bad day, watch this

[sappy-little-trees]

Absolutely fucking infuriating that the default music player on my phone, the phone that I paid hundreds of dollars for, gives me an ad that will come back every week if I dismiss it. I'm so fucking sick of ads. I'm getting ads on amazon music now too so I guess all the money that I pay for amazon prime doesn't cover that anymore.

It makes me so fucking mad that everything is constantly advertising to me, with most of them also throwing in their own ads that are like "are you tired of ads? Well you can pay a monthly fee to not hear ads while you're listening to the music that you paid for"

Remember when you could just buy music and put it on an ipod and that was it? You buy the ipod, you but the music, no ads.

But now, I buy the phone, I buy the music, I'm interrupted by ads telling me I can pay money every single month to not hear ads. I'm fucking fed up.

[illuminot-i]

This is an emotion

[illuminot-i]

Found my ginger cat's dead body, decomposing in the park. I don't know whare to go from here.

[quotemadness]

“You can’t just make me different and then leave. You can’t. You can’t change me and make my whole life centered around you, then leave.”

— John Green

[quotemadness]

“There are times when I am convinced I am unfit for any human relationship.”

— Franz Kafka

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“I considered suicide, but I felt a strange fondness for my body, my life. Scarred as they were, they were mine.”

— Charles Bukowski

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“How in the hell could a man enjoy being awakened at 8:30 a.m. by an alarm clock, leap out of bed, dress, force-feed, shit, piss, brush teeth and hair, and fight traffic to get to a place where essentially you made lots of money for somebody else and were asked to be grateful for the opportunity to do so?”

— Charles Bukowski

[quotemadness]

“The courage it took to get out of bed each morning to face the same things over and over was enormous.”

— Charles Bukowski

[quotemadness]

“Something else is hurting you - that’s why you need pot or whiskey, or whips and rubber suits, or screaming music turned so fucking loud you can’t think.”

— Charles Bukowski

[quotemadness]

“We don’t even ask for happiness, just a little less pain.”

— Charles Bukowski

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“Understand me. I’m not like an ordinary world. I have my madness, I live in another dimension and I do not have time for things that have no soul.”

— Charles Bukowski

[quotemadness]

“but we joke and laugh otherwise we would start screaming.”

— Charles Bukowski

[quotemadness]

“I take much pleasure in being alone but there is also a strange warm grace in not being alone.”

— Charles Bukowski

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“I often carry things to read so that I will not have to look at the people.”

— Charles Bukowski

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“Real loneliness is not necessarily limited to when you are alone.”

— Charles Bukowski

[quotemadness]

“I was settled into nothingness; a kind of non-being, and I accepted it. It didn’t make for an interesting person. I didn’t want to be interesting, it was too hard. What I really wanted was only a soft, hazy space to live in, and to be left alone.”

— Charles Bukowski