Note: This story features consenting adult characters and is intended for a mature, 18+ audience only.Â
This story was originally published on Ream. I will be publishing all four chapters here over the next week.Â
Andy shifted on the hot vinyl of the backseat. The plasticky hot-car smell was strong enough he couldnât even smell his own sweat or the copious amount of baby powder that dusted the inside of his diaper. âCan you please roll up the windows and put on the air conditioning?â he shouted at his step-sister.
Bri sat up front in the driverâs seat, long dirty-blonde hair blowing in the wind that flew through the open windows. Some too-upbeat pop song blared out of the windows, and Bri sang along to it.Â
âBri!â he shouted again. âWeâre cooking back here!â
She shifted her head slightly. Her eyes were hidden behind dark glasses. She turned the stereo down, but only slightly. âShouldâve worn shorts, baby-bro. Your little buddy looks comfy enough.âÂ
Jason sat beside him in basketball shorts and a Nike tank top that showed off his sunburned shoulders. His friend shrugged and smiled good-naturedly.Â
Andy rubbed his damp palms on his jeans. Jasonâs basketball shorts also showed off the squared-off shape of a diaper underneath.Â
Andy didnât need to call everyoneâs attention to the fact that his underwear was thick, absorbent, and generally pee-soaked.Â
Elise doesnât need to see that.Â
Bri fished around in the diaper bag on the seat next to her and then extended her arm over the backseat, a bright green sippy cup in hand. Clear liquid bubbled around big chunks of ice inside. âI packed Sprite in your diaper bag. Thatâll cool you off a bit.â
âIâm good,â Andy said.Â
âCan I have it?â Jason asked.Â
Bri laughed. âSure. I thought you might want one, so packed a second.â She handed Jason the sippy cup.
He took it and slurped down a quarter of the liquid. He gasped and ran a wrist across his lips. âThanks. That hit the spot. Sure you donât want some?â he asked Andy.
Andy nodded.
Jason leaned back and sighed contentedly. âPoolâs gonna feel soooo good today. They have a waterslide, too. And they usually have popsicles. The good ones that have chunks of berries in them. You think theyâll have popsicles today?âÂ
âI canât go in the pool. I need Derekâs help with my college essay.â Andy raised his eyebrows at Jason. âRemember?âÂ
Jason shrugged and looked out the window. Theyâd talked about this at length. It was the closest theyâd come to an argument since the time they both blamed the other for the missing Switch controller before finding it under the couch. But Andy was desperate, and Derek was the person you went to when you were desperate. Â
Bri eyed him in the rearview mirror. âI told you Iâd help you with that essay.âÂ
âYeah,â Andy said noncommittally.Â
Her eyes were still locked on his in the rearview. Why didnât she watch the road and get off his case? This was a perfect reminder of why he needed to meet with Derek in the first placeâto get out from under her thumb, and everyone like her, before it was too late.  Â
âWhat about Elise, then?â Bri asked. âLast time we were hanging out, she mentioned something about your sketches and said what a cute little guy you are. Iâm sure sheâd be happy to help, and sheâs a lot smarter than her idiot brother.âÂ
Andyâs cheeks burned. âCute little guyâ was exactly the box he needed to pull himself out of before college started in a few months. Once a girl saw the waistband, that was it. Puppy. Kid brother. Cute. Â
Jason grinned and nudged him with his elbow. âDid you hear that? She thinks youâre cute. You should totally go swimming with us. That essayâs not due for like another month, right? You have plenty of time.âÂ
For the essay, yeah, but not for the other thing. I need all the time I can get for that.Â
But he wasnât about to say that out loud. Not in front of Bri.Â
He almost denied it, then realized he was rubbing his sweaty palms on his jeans. He stopped and dropped them at his sides.Â
The car pulled up to the curb in front of Derekâs house. It was nicer than his home, or Jasonâs for that matter. All open and airy stucco construction that seemed to stay cool even when it was boiling outside. Carefully curated cacti and low bushes dotted the space between the road and the front door.Â
Bri twisted around in her seat. She lowered her glasses. âYouâre not planning to talk to him about anything else, are you?âÂ
âNo.â
âAre you sure?â she pressed.
âI said no! I donât even know what youâre talking about.â
Briâs eyes narrowed. âHmmm, okay. Elise says heâs a bad influence. Mom and I donât want his negative attitude rubbing off on you.â Â
Of course theyâd consider Derek a bad influence: he was proof that boys could escape. But he wasnât going to bring that up with her. Andy cleared his throat. âI mean, weâll probably talk about baseball, too. He still has the strikeout record for the Sailfish. HeââÂ
Bri sighed. âOh, Iâm aware. Everyone has heard about his glory days as a high school pitcher. I wasnât talking about baseball. Itâs fine if you look up to him for his playing; just donât take anything he says too seriously, âk?â
Andy relaxed, but only a little. âOkay.â
âI just wonder if youâd do better focusing on putting together your art portfolio,â Bri pushed. âThat picture you were drawing the other day of the anime character with the big eyes? That was adorable. I betââÂ
âIt wasnât an anime character,â Andy said. âThatâs Kefka fromâŠâ he shook his head. âNever mind. Can we just go in? Iâm cooking.âÂ
Bri opened the car door and stepped out. She walked to the driverâs side first and unbuckled Jasonâs seatbelt.Â
âThanks, Bri,â Jason said.Â
She ruffled Jasonâs hair by way of response, then leaned across the bench seat to unbuckle him.Â
âI can do it myself, you know,â he said. âItâs not exactly complicated.âÂ
She unclicked the belt. âI know. But Iâm in charge when Mom isnât around, and she wants to be sure youâre always buckled correctly.âÂ
Andy gritted his teeth. She said it with such smug superiority, but she hadnât even addressed his question, just danced around it. âFine.âÂ
She paused, her face inches from his. âDonât get fresh with me or Iâll tell Mom. You know she still has your car seat in the attic. If you fight me on thisâŠâÂ
A chill prickled his skin, despite the overwhelming heat of the day. âOkay.âÂ
She leaned back out of the car and walked around to the sidewalk.
Jason giggled. âHer boob brushed my arm a bit.âÂ
âGross, dude,â Andy said.Â
âHey, come on, relax,â Jason said. âItâs Saturday. Weâre going swimming at Eliseâs house.â The corners of his mouth slowly drew up. âI bet sheâll wear a bikini,â he said in a sing-songy tone.Â
Elise in a bikini wasnât the worst thing he could imagine. Far from it, actually. Those full breasts, straining against the fabric of theâ
Andy shook his head. âNo. I told you. Iâm running out of time on this. College move-in day is September first. Derekâs the only one who can help me...get ready.âÂ
Jason threw his hands up. âIâm moving in the same day, remember? Thatâs why we should be relaxing. Having fun and enjoying our summer together.â
âIâll relax once Iâve startedâŠâ he didnât even want to say the word out loud out of an almost superstitious fear that itâd summon Bri or his stepmom or pretty much any other woman in his life. He shook his head and gestured at the puffy mound of his crotch. âI just donât want to show up to school like this, you know?âÂ
âNot really,â Jason said. âAny girl worth my time will like me for who I am.â
Andy groaned. Heâd heard that exact phrase from his stepmother a dozen times. If Jason wanted to walk into his dorm carrying a case of diapers, that was on him.Â
Bri knocked on the window. âI thought you boys were cooking? Come on, letâs go.âÂ
***Â
The gentle slap of flip-flops on tile announced Eliseâs entrance. She might as well have stepped out of an American Eagle ad. Her long, dirty-blonde hair hung down both sides of her sun-freckled cheeks. She wore what looked like a red bikini, but had a white, semi-transparent covering over it. Still, the covering did nothing to hide her tanned, toned legs.Â
Andy stood up a bit straighter in the foyer. She was a couple of inches taller than him, and he didnât need to make their height difference any more obvious than it already was.Â
She smiled, cheeks dimpling. âHey, girl,â she said to Bri. âHope youâre ready to catch me up on all the gossip about June and Olivia. I heard something about a fistfight at Target?âÂ
Bri laughed. âOh my god. You have no idea. Iâll bring you up to speed on all that and the situation with Danny and my cousin. Itâs ridiculous.âÂ
âCanât wait,â Elise said. âLetâs just swing by the kitchen on the wayâI picked up some of those watermelon seltzers you love.âÂ
âHell yeah,â Bri said.Â
Elise turned her eyes on Jason and Andy. âHi, boys. Thanks for coming over.â Her tone had changed to something syrupy-sweetâthe kind of voice youâd use for an adorable golden retriever puppy you met at the park.Â
âHi,â Jason said, giving her an awkward wave.Â
âHi, Elise. Good to see you,â Andy said. He cleared his throat. âHope youâve been doing well.â
Elise giggled and cocked an eyebrow in Briâs direction.
Bri sighed. âHeâs been acting like this lately. AllâŠformal. Weird.âÂ
Andyâs fists clenched at his side. Like a grown man and not a toddler, you mean?
Elise reached out, her slender wrist covered in a henna tattoo, and smoothed his hair out. âThatâs cute.â
âIf you say so,â Bri said.Â
âNow, you boys know the rule for this houseâI know itâs the same in your homes,â Elise said. She held out her hand. Â
Jason was already stripping off his shorts, exposing his sagging diaper. He handed them over to Elise.Â
âThanks, sweetie,â she said. She turned her gaze on him. âAndy? Do you need help getting your pants off? Iâm sure you must be pretty sweatyâitâs way too hot to be in jeans, ya silly billy.â
Her smile was wide, her eyes twinkling. She knew heâd comply. She was certain of it. But he wanted to meet Derek like a peer. Or at least someone who wanted to be a peer. Not just another diaperboy waddling around, doing whatever he was told.Â
âCome on,â Elise said. âThen we can all go get in the pool. That sounds good, doesnât it?âÂ
âYup!â Jason announced. âIâm gonna go on that slide!â
âActually,â Andy said. âIâm here to meet with Derek.âÂ
Elise grimaced. âDerek?âÂ
Bri groaned. âI know. He wonât stop talking about it. I figured heâd give up on it once we got here and he saw the pool, butâŠâ She shrugged.Â
Elise shook her head. âYou donât want to hang out with my icky brother. Come and play in the pool. When Mom heard you boys were coming over, she bought two adorable new swim diapers youâre gonna love. One has sea otters on it, and the other has sharks. First one to the pool gets their pick.â
âI call sharks!â Jason said.Â
Did she actually think a swim diaper was tempting?Â
Andy shook his head. âI really need help with my essay. Itâs for a scholarship.âÂ
âI can help you with that after we go swimming,â Elise said. âBri will tell youâIâm a great writer and a gentle editor.â She leaned in close. Close enough he could smell the sunscreen on her skin. Her bubble-gum breath touched his face. âWe have popsicles. And a whole bucket of pool toys. Itâll be so. Much. Fun.âÂ
An image of Elise lounging in her bikini, licking a popsicle popped into his head. Maybe sheâd need to rub more sunscreen into her skin. He could offer to help. Maybeâ
No.Â
No. He needed to focus. âThanks. Maybe if thereâs time after I go over stuff with Derek.âÂ
Elise stood up straight again and shrugged. âSuit yourself. As long as thatâs okay with Bri?âÂ
Bri shrugged. âWhatever.âÂ
âAlright,â Elise said. She held out her hand. âIâll still need those pants, though.âÂ
Andy groaned. But he complied, taking off his sneakers and working his jeans down his legs. He handed them over to Elise, unable to make eye contact with her.Â
âThanks, sweetie,â she said. She reached out and gently squeezed the front of his diaper.Â
His heart immediately beat faster as she compressed the wet padding around his parts.Â
Her hand lingered a moment, the diaper crinkling, then she let go. âYouâre wet, of course. But I think you can wait until we change you into a swim diaper, unless you want a fresh diapie first?â
âIâm fine,â Andy said, his voice small and hoarse.Â
âAlrighty.â Elise pointed down the hallway. âDerekâs room is down there.â She pointed across the living room. He could see a sliver of aquamarine pool out there. âAnd if you change your mind, weâll be out there, having fun.â
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I squirm from my seat in the playpen, the crinkling from beneath me causing me to immediately blush. I'm not supposed to be here, reduced from a 27-year-old man to some sort of overgrown toddler.
I should be sitting on the couch with Lydia kneeling on the floor, blushing as she sucks me off in that slutty cheerleading outfit she absolutely hates.
Instead, I'm sucking on a binky, watching the clock, hoping that Lydia decides she's had enough fun with me before I lose the battle with my bladder that feels full to bursting.
I should never made that bet.
I should have known better.
Fucking Patriots screwed me again.
"There's my little football star," an all-too-familiar, sickly sweet voice coos as my wife walks into the room, "Are you enjoying your day as Mama's special little man?"
I scowl up at her, frustration and embarrassment boiling in my belly as she approaches.
"Uh oh!" She coos as she catches my expression, "Is someone feeling like a wittle grumpy goose?"
I groan and roll my eyes at the childish treatment, absolutely hating being treated like a child.
"Hm," Sheila says, placing a thoughtful finger to her lip, "Are you cranky because you need a change?"
In a moment, her hand is between my legs, squeezing and massaging the crinkly padding between my legs.
She shakes her head in disappointment.
"No? In fact," I feel a carefully manicured finger slip under the leg band of the diaper, "You're bone dry! No, no, no! That won't do! You must be dehydrated! Give me a minute, big guy, and Mama will get you all fixed up!"
I whimper as my wife walks off and my bladder twinges.
Wearing the diaper for losing a stupid bet is one thing, but, wetting it?
I shudder.
It doesn't take long before my wife is back, a large bottle of what appears to be juice in her hand.
She smiles as she unlatches the gate to my pen and gently pats her thigh.
"Come on, big boy! Crawl to Mama! I've got some delicious num-nums for you!"
In a moment she stepping back, slowly backing away until she reaches the couch and sits down.
Sighing, resigned to my fate, I do as I'm instructed. I shift to all fours and crawl, diapered ass swaying behind me, to where my wife sits waiting.
"Good baby," she coos at me as she reaches down and helps me crawl into her lap, "Such an obedient little loser! Yes you are!"
I whimper at her sing-song at the reminder of why I'm in this position as she settles my head on her thighs. As I blush, looking up past her beautiful breasts to her grinning face, for a moment, I can't help but think this whole situation isn't too bad.
That thought is short lived, though, as Sheila reaches over and squeezes the bulge involuntarily forming in my diaper.
"Oh," she giggles, "Does my little football know-it-all actually like his little didi's? Just you wait until their wet! I hear that's when most silly little things like you learn to love them the most."
I kick my legs, blush, and moan as her hand works its way back up my body to the ring of the binky in my mouth, before she plucks it from between my lips.
"Now," she coos, "Let's get you fed."
In a moment, the rubber nipple of the pacifier is replaced by the nipple of the bottle. A single drop of sweet juice drips from the tip of it and hits the back of my tongue.
I make eye contact with my wife and shake my head no.
My bladder aches as I silently plead with her for some relief to this humiliation.
"No?" She hums softly, looking down at me with a raised eyebrow, "Someone wants to welch on his bet? He never wants to see this in that cute little cheerleader outfit he loves?"
I blush and avert my eyes in shame.
As humiliating as this is, am I really willing to give up any chance of retribution to avoid this?
I feel my cock press against the dry padding of my diaper again as I think of Sheila looking up at me with her mouth full, wearing an embarrassing outfit, instead of the other way around.
I shake my head, 'No,' again.
"That's what I thought," my wife clicks, "Now drink."
I do as I'm told.
Slowly, I start to suckle the sweet liquid out of the small hole in the nipple of the bottle.
Sheila brushes my hair back, cooing at me like an actual infant, while a drink.
"Such a good boy, such a good little boy," she purrs.
My bladder screams.
I know I'm on the verge of losing control.
I know there is no escaping my fate.
I close my eyes, slow my suckling, and give in.
HHHHHIIIIIIIIIISSSSS
The sound of urine splashing against the filling of my diaper announces my defeat.
Sheila grins.
"Oh! Looky here! Is my big, strong husband making tinkles in his didi?"
Her hand is back on my crotch in a moment, pressing the warm, swelling, sogging padding into me.
"Good boy! Doesn't that feel much better?"
I can't make eye contact with her as she begins to massage my growing member through my infantile pants.
"Oh, it definitely does! At least your no-no bits say so!"
I whimper into the nipple of my bottle, the juice nearly drained from it.
"You know what would make it feel better? I bet if you got to nurse a little straight from the tap? What do you think, little man?"
I don't have time to even comprehend what is happening before my wife is using her free hand to pull out a breast and replacing the bottle in my mouth with her beautiful, round areola.
Suddenly, I'm overwhelmed with sensations of pleasure, embarrassment, and submission all day once.
It takes what feels like seconds until I am bucking my hips into my wife's palm, squirting a sticky load into my already soaked diaper.
I pant around my wife's breast as the world slows down and the reality of what I've just done washed over me.
"Good boy," Sheila coos, brushing her fingers through my hair as I nurse on her chest like an infant, "I think you and I are going to have lots of fun for the rest of the day. This was the best bet I've ever made."
She kisses my forehead.
I close my eyes and let regret wash over me like the waives of the ocean.
Just like the rest of our life, Mommy made the decision without your input.
The baby blocks scattered in front of you offered little stimulationâbut it was still better than naptime.
Naps meant an hour of staring at the ceiling, wondering why you let yourself fall so far down the rabbit hole.
Mommy hovered over you, silently waiting for you to grab the blocks and put them away.
âIâm not even sleepy.â
Squatting down next to you, her hand slides under your chin, forcing you to meet her expectant gaze.
âToys in the bin, honey.â
Her voice was sickly sweet, dripping with an innocence that betrayed the authority beneath it.
This wasnât a negotiation.
A rare emotion bubbles within you: defiance.
âN-no!! Donâtwanna nap!â
You wield it clumsily, like a technical skill you havenât used in years.
Because you havenât.
Turning away from Mommy, you see the room that you once believed was the culmination of every fantasy you ever had.
Now it mocks you as a monument to the monotony of your life as her baby.
Dreadful silence blankets the room. Every second weakening your resolve as you wonder what she will do. Mommy never tolerates disobedience.
Will she spank you? Will she tell Daddy? Will you spend the next 20 minutes in the corner with a bar of soap in your mouth?
You take a deep, steadying breath. It doesnât matter what the punishment is. Youâre sick of being a baby.
âIâŠI wonât!â
Mommy sighs.
âJason, look at me.â
Whatever reaction you expected, this was not it. She hasnât used your name or addressed you like an adult in well over a year.
Maybe she understands!
You stare into your eyes, searching for some hope.
âWhatâs gotten into you?â
Her question seems genuine. Inviting. This is your chance to tell her everything.
That youâre tired of living life as her baby, without any say in what happens in your life. Tired of the mind numbing baby shows and Fischer Price toys that turn your brain to mush.
That youâre tired of everyone in your life dismissing you like youâre some silly toddler, unworthy of respect or dignity. Tired of early bedtimes, daily naps, and boring, unspiced food.
That youâre tired of wearing diapers and having them changed whenever and wherever she decides. Tired of Winnie the Pooh overalls with snaps at the crotch, Bluey diaper shirts, and pastel onesies.
That youâre tired of diapers being the only place youâre allowed to cumâif Mommy gives you permission. Tired of listening to your best friend fuck your wife while you sleep in a crib.
Itâs not cute anymore. You want to be an adult again.
âI want my old life back. No more baby stuff. Iâm an adultâtime you remember that.â
Mommy laughs.
âOh, honeyâŠno.â
The simple denial, unburdened by any explanation, feels like a slap in the face.
âWhat do you mean, no?â
âI mean, no. Nothing will change for you.â
âYes, it will! You canât force me to be your baby!â
âYouâre right.â
âSo, youâll stop treating me like a baby?â
âNo.â
âThenâŠthen Iâll leave!â
âThe doors right there, baby.â
For a split second, you think about your freedomâuntil the reality hits.
Mommy smiles knowingly as you work through the situation.
You have no adult clothes. No cell phone. No money. No car. No driverâs license. Nothing but a stack of diapers and a closet full of onesies.
âNeed help packing a bag?â
Her voice oozes with the same infantile cadence you hate. No different from how a parent would entertain a toddler threatening to run away.
âMommy gave you everything you wanted, hun. You wanted âthe real thing,â remember? Not role-play, not a dynamicâno, you wanted authenticity.â
She pokes your diaper.
âWell, you got it! Why do you think I insisted that you give up your law license? Or close your bank accounts and credit cards? Let your driverâs license expire? Hmm?â
She tickles your tummy.
âSee, being a baby isnât just about poofy diapies, colorful pacifiers, and adorable onesies, kiddo. Nope! Real babyhood requires utter dependence on Mommy for your every need! Babies canât survive without their mommiesâand neither can you!â
The full weight of her words crashes down on you.
âYou have no money, no job, no place to go. But, sure, if you want to leave, Mommy will put you in a fresh diaper and new onesie, pack you a diaper bag, and wish you luck.â
Her smile throws you off balance.
âIâllâŠIâll call m-myâŠmy friendsâŠâ
More laughter.
âSweetie, everyone knows youâre a baby. Who is going to volunteer to babysit you? You canât pay rent, canât help with groceries, and need someone to change your diapers. Nobody is letting you stay with them.â
âI donât need diapers!â
âYouâre incorrigible, kiddo. Your diaper is leaking, by the way. Did you know?â
âIâŠâ
âFace it, sweetheart. There is no going back. Mommy made sure of that. Youâre so far from adulthood that I claim you as a dependent on my taxes. Besides, what law firm is desperate enough to hire someone with a 3-year gap in employment? Your resume will be written in crayonâŠâ
She giggles at the ridiculousness.
âEven if you did leave, youâre not leaving behind diapers. You understand youâre not potty trained, right? And, honey, do you remember your last stiffie?â
Her silence demands an answer.
âI-I-I-IâŠdunnoâŠâ
She pinches your cheek.
âAww! Thatâs because I took them just like your potty training! Even if I played with it, begging you to get hard for MommyâŠnothing would happen. No more stiffiesâŠever!â
Your heart sinks into your stomach.
âLast question, baby boy. What woman wants an unemployed, impotent man-child who isnât even potty trained?â
You shrug, defeated.
âOh, sweetie, donât be sad! Mommy wants that, silly! Me! I worked hard to make all your dreams come true! And mine.â
âB-but you said you w-werenât into being aâŠa mommyâŠâ
âI wasnâtâŠat first. But now? Fuck it turned me on stripping you of every shred of masculinity and adulthood. Breaking you down into my helpless, docile plaything. Youâre my itty bitty Play-Doh, waiting to be molded by my hands.â
âTh-thatâsâŠy-youâre lying!â
âNo, baby. Youâre going to spend the rest of your life as my babyâall because it turns me on. You could never dream of doing that as my husband. Ugh, Iâm dripping just thinking about it.â
She bites her lip, sensing your surrender.
âNow. Tell me youâre Mommyâs baby. My good boyâŠâ
Your cheeks burn with humiliation of the truth.
âIâŠmâyourâŠMommyâs b-babyâŠandâŠand good b-boy.â
âNow, naptime. Mommy needs to play with DaddyâŠâ
You start grabbing your blocks.
âNo. Crib. You can clean after.â
Mommyâs cheeks are flushed with anticipation as she hastily tucks you in.
âBe a good boy and listen to how happy your rightful place makes Mommy.â
You barely have time to register what the rest of your life was going to be before Mommy is screaming Daddyâs name. Your useless nub twitches but remains as steadfastly squishy as your diaper.
This is how youâll spend the rest of your life.
Utterly and completely dependent on the woman who stole your adulthood, emasculated you, and relegated you to a lifetime of pampers.
A plaything in someone elseâs fantasy you foolishly thought was yours.
âAwww did someone just get an attitude adjustment from Daddy? Is someoneâs little tush bright red now? Cry me a river loser, I heard about the little temper tantrum you threw when Jake came in for a nice sloppy morning blowjob.
Maybe if you werenât such a fussy wussy and gave him sucky suckies like you were told he wouldnât have to beat your butt bright red.
For this little outburst we are cancelling your next TWO chastity releases! And donât even think about asking for a diaper change until you crawl your blistered butt to him and give him a very VERY sincere apology, both with your words and your mouth!
When youâre finished I want you to crawl back in here to me and show me proof that you were a good little cuck and just MAYBE we can talk about a diaper change. Thatâs right loser, that means I want you to hold all of his man milk in your mouth, crawl in here, open wide and show me the evidence before you swallow it.
Chop chop diaper bitch, Daddy is waiting!
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