THIS IS A POST TO HONOR MY MOM! It was tragic when I lost my grandma, but nothing compares to the pain of losing my mom. She was unresponsive due to the brain cancer taking over her body, but i don't know who suffered worse. At least she's in Heaven and with my grandma but I'm still suffering here on earth without her. I wish she could take me too.... I'm so lost without her hugs and kisses and her calling me "baby" and cradling me. I'm going to miss sleeping and cuddling next to her every night. I'm really going to miss her beautiful voice and touching her face. I'm also going to miss when she stopped me from self harm no matter how bad my depression got. She's in Heaven now and I think she's going to try and keep my mental health under control. Her angel blessing me... This hurts to say this about the woman I love most in the world! She survived colon cancer, liver cancer, lung cancer, and what killed her was the brain cancer! I'm 100% serious! It's amazing she survived all those other times. I guess God knew how much I needed her and how much she need to live. She wasn't ready to die, though! She wanted to hold her grandchild most of all, and I wanted to see her reaction to being a grandma... (I'm not having a baby yet but I'm hoping soon with my bf James). I think the worst thing is knowing that it'll be such a long time before I see her again, and we were inseparable before. She also recognized my nurturing side and left me with baby dolls to take care of and hold until I could have a baby of my own. Mommy, please keep me stable! Mommy, you are my hero! You inspired me to be a MOTHER, the most honored title ever!














