I love you, I'm ready

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I just wanna be your first go-to

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I love you.

I’m kind of jealous of how “you” you are, how very unique, you have your own colours and they’re beautiful, you’re beautiful. You’re deep and you’re wonderful. 

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I will say it again: sorry for making this about me.

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Aaahhhhh I’m so happy for you though.

I knew this year would be your year, I knew it would be awesome for you, ain’t no shit coming in the way that could come in your way.

You’re thriving, I feel like it’s happening to a part of me too.

In some alternate reality, I’m you and I’m winning.

You’re winning for us. For me. But what makes me happiest is that you’re winning for you.

You deserve this and so much more.

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Am I an idiot whose even professional life revolves around you?

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Passion never goes out of fashion But it's hollow when it's followed by goodbye I don't want to be clever and talk about forever But I think I see tomorrow when I look into your eyes

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You believe in my dream You and I, we're such a team

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At this point, I’m getting used to the idea of being a lot of things to a lot of people. I will not be an unanimity, and that’s okay. Some will know me as a great *insert one of my jobs*, some will remember me as someone that *insert a verb of something I do* good *insert a noun of something I make*, some will remember that I did all of this at once, some will be inspired by me and some will just think I was a crazy person who tried too hard and didn’t accomplish anything.

I can be okay with all of that. I can be a lot of things to a lot of people, and ultimately, I am a lot of things to myself. But for you... for you, I wish I was everything. 

I don’t mind if people will be confused by everything I am and everything I do.

But, for you, I really, really wish to be, undoubtedly, the love your life. 

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I’m not good, but I love you.

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Last night I felt a lot. 

I wondered what would be the best way to do justice to you and to make my live beyond me. I wrote songs for you in the past, but they’re not good enough. I’m writing a book dedicated to you, but even this book doesn’t seem good enough.

How can I immortalize my love for you? What would you prefer? I know you would never ask me that. But if I was to do it, which way would make you happier, prouder?

I also thought of all the years that I was searching for you in the wrong people. I don’t blame myself, I had good reasons to believe that I was in the right way, or that, at least, there was no other way I could go... But now that I know it’s you, I just think of all the years I didn’t get to live you, to experience you, to know what was going on with you. How can I access these past versions of you? I don’t think I can. How can I reach the you that you were while I was looking for you? I can’t barely reach you now. You are alive, you are sharing this same space and time with me, on Earth, right now, somewhere in the world you are alive and I can’t even go there. 

Do you think about this? Have you ever cried thinking about things like these? Certainly not for me, but have you ever cried thinking that somewhere in the world there is someone with the same blueprint as yours and you don’t know them and can’t reach them? Because, actually, you can. But you don’t know that. Do you cry?

These were my thoughts last night. After I cried, there was a silence in my heart, and I heard a few piano notes. A song was born. I’m naming that song “Calling you”.

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One more time, One more chance - 弾き語りVer.

One more time, One more chance - 弾き語りVer., a song by Masayoshi Yamazaki on Spotify

If I just wanted to avoid loneliness, anybody would have been enough

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Nandemonaiya - movie ver.

Nandemonaiya - movie ver., a song by RADWIMPS on Spotify

Crying even when you're happy Smiling even when you're feeling lonely It's because a part of you Has made it here before the rest has

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Any one knows your songs

No one knows private life

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That melody has made me feel as if I travel so many times

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I would like to know how many people you've made fall in love with you

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Tell me the reason

The world seems to be there but I can't touch it

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A melody is playing from the turntable And the rhythm makes my chest tremble Waiting for you The night when I heard his song for the first time Catching for you I felt a strange sympathy passing through my entire body