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[strovii]

opera prince minor details

[woodmeat]

Are you alive

Don’t ask me no personal shit like this

[lascitasdelashoras]

Brian Level, Vertigo

[longislandairpower]

[pjackk]

High key the nut vids use to be crazier. Wjht happened?

[pjackk]

Nobodys busting hard no more

[dogpuppy]

He’s got a point here, you just don’t see it anymore.

[cottoncandylesbo]

can you not play with his nasty ass corpse please.

[fairycosmos]

i think the thought loop is going to save me this time

[greyspaceghost]

Hey guys have some bad news. But I recently demolished my screen on my iPad. If you would like to help me fund my repair it would mean so much. Pleasse share if you can you can also dm me up here or on bsky ( https://bsky.app/profile/grey0ghost.bsky.social) if you would like to commission me

Here’s the link !!

Grey Ghost's Commissions

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[bonivers]

going on a guilt trip do yall want anything

[secondbeatsongs]

if you really cared about me you wouldn't have to ask

[iloveyouvirus]

all i ever do is talk about how much physical pain im in and im sure thats super annoying because theres really nothing new about it to say, everyone knows about this shit like why am i even talking about it anymore if this is just how its gonna be forever. i hate it a lot. i already mourned a normal life so i guess i have no choice but to constantly gauge when i can and can't do things anymore and let everybody know that i can't do something with them outside anymore, or being forced to stop drawing when i still want to and just slow down my progress on everything i ever wanted to do in life by months and possibly by years. i dont want it to be my whole personality but its hard when it's never going to go away and theres no cure for this

i knew it was over when i went to japan and lived off their diet for 2 weeks and experienced little difference in pain levels since doctors are always saying fibro can "go away" when you leave american food quality. it was SOOOOO OVER LOL!!!!!!! i lost so much weight too! i'm cursed for eternity. i feel like a cursed soulsborne monster npc rotting and groaning in a corner for eternity

[iloveyouvirus]

theres some research pointing to fibro being instigated by an overactive nervous system from repeated traumatic situations (constant fight or flight mode) and that ptsd havers tend to develop it later in life. i'm in my later in life now i guess. but its very interesting

ive always described it as my body being on fire daily, the typical warning nodes that shock the nervous system into staying alive seem like they've just never stopped firing and thats why my doctors keep suggesting cympalta for me because fibro is psychological as much as it is physical its so weird. so so weird. which is true. when my cat almost died my body was in the most pain it had ever been.

i feel sad in some ways that my neural pathways decided to stain what I went through and infused it as part of my body instead of remaining solely within my psyche. its really sad i think! i'm grateful all my doctors are really thorough. sometimes i dont realize how good i have it compared to most people who struggle to be taken seriously at all

[miamaimania]

“Projection Play” by Yooyo Keong Ming ◆ Makeup made of light instead of pigment.

[kissmychainsaw]

[casadelanime]

me showing the doctor where to amputate my leg as i ready the tourniquet 

[calupos]

osamu tezuka's american psycho

[bagel-lox]

von dutch thursday ft. a pile of rocks

[burakku-jakku]

NEWS: Tezuka productions has unveiled a new product line of premium sofubi figures, with the first two being Atom and Rock. Both figures are directly based on manga panels, with Atom being based on a panel from Ambassador Atom and Rock being based on a panel from Vampires. Preorders for these figures will open on December 5th and are set to release sometime in January 2025.

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