looking at a beautiful sea of lights with @ilsseojun
though the girl is relieved to be able to have control of her body throughout the whole entire day thus far, she also found herself stressing out quite a bit. of course, it’s understandable. with... whatever was going on with her body and her mind, it’s hard to be sure whether or not she was going to either have full control of her actions or whether or not she’d be “controlled” again. but this time she’s acting on her own. and she knows this for a fact because when seojun suggested going on the ferris wheel together, she was more than happy to accept.
she doesn’t know for sure if he was even aware of her struggle right now. even though she herself isn’t aware of what was going on, she wonders if her fiance would recgonize that she wasn’t feeling... herself. was it obvious that she seemed a little bit down this entire day? all she did was just worry about when she would “lose control” next. she was witness to what the other her has done, but it felt as if she was just dissociating from her own body seeing that other person act. she doesn’t know why this was a recent change. she doesn’t know how she can stop it. most importantly, she is afraid to see what it will do to change her life forever.
mainly.... what would happen to her engagement if she continued to live like this?
she lets out a dejected sigh as she takes a look around herself while they waited in line (they were almost at the end!), looking down at her hand to make sure that she herself was fully there. it sucks that she isn’t able to tell nowadays. not too long after she lets out that sigh does she remember where she is right now and who was next to her. oh no. she looks over at him and gives him a forced smile and a light laugh. “ah, sorry. i didn’t realize how tired i was until now,” she lies at the spot, hoping that he would buy it. “it’s been pretty busy for me. i guess i’m just a little sad that after we spent the whole day together, i’ll be bummed out with having to go back to work the next day.”
i don’t even know if i’ll be able to spend time with you like this while i’m fully aware, anyway she wants to say. i don’t want this moment to end. but instead, she stays silent to not cause any more worries.
good evening everyone!! i’m so glad to finally be here with everyone! my name is clem (they/them) and i am the mun behind the lovely xu jia, the kind nurse who seems a little too perfect for comfortability. it’s been a while since i’ve rped (a few months), but i’m still very excited to plot with you all and have fun connections with you all!
below the cut will be a short tl;dr on jia (though tbh her bio is alr a short ver of what i wanted to write for her… lack of creative juices atm) as well as a little bit of information on the alien that lives inside her brain! if you guys would like to plot, please like this post and i’ll make sure to send an im your way! i also have a discord that will be given upon request, as well as a twitter in the case either are easier methods of communication.
HI EVERYONE! i’m sorry it’s been a while since i’ve made this intro. i’ve been busy and also exhausted the last few days </3 i’m going to get back to ims and discord messages for plotting as soon as i can later today!
good evening everyone!! i’m so glad to finally be here with everyone! my name is clem (they/them) and i am the mun behind the lovely xu jia, the kind nurse who seems a little too perfect for comfortability. it’s been a while since i’ve rped (a few months), but i’m still very excited to plot with you all and have fun connections with you all!
below the cut will be a short tl;dr on jia (though tbh her bio is alr a short ver of what i wanted to write for her... lack of creative juices atm) as well as a little bit of information on the alien that lives inside her brain! if you guys would like to plot, please like this post and i’ll make sure to send an im your way! i also have a discord that will be given upon request, as well as a twitter in the case either are easier methods of communication.
born in chengdu, jia is the second youngest child in a family of four kids, a mother, and a father
jia grew up always having to be a version of herself that she didn’t want to be because her mother was narcissistic and manipulative to all of her children. it took jia a while to realize it (aka up until her second year of high school)
her father was basically just listening to what his wife told him to do and didn’t really have a voice of his own because he believed that she knew what was best for the family
only her and her little brother know how much of a maniac her mother is
after a successful business deal, her father told the family that they would be moving to south korea. with a new start in a new country, jia took the opportunity to also become a new version of herself by officially deciding to act on her own terms from now on.
fast forward to university: jia is introduced to her first love during one of the shared classes that they have together. it doesn’t take long for her to realize she has a crush and all of a sudden, the two begin to date.
with the both of them having rocky relationships with their family, seojun (mentioned bf) proposes to her and she accepts, knowing that if she were to run away from her past life, she’d do it with him
thus, they elope to the town of ilsang!
jia’s excited to live in ilsang for the first few weeks since moving there but all of a sudden... things get a little fishy (aka the alien gets into her brain)
jia’s alien is in the process of trying to adjust to jia’s life and brain, thus it hasn’t completely taken over jia’s body. because of that, jia’s brain is literally like an ongoing tug-of-war competition between her own self and her alien where they see who gains complete control of her body versus who clocks out
jia’s alien’s goal is to make sure that jia is living the perfect life because it wants to live the ideal life that the sitcoms portray. however, this is unfortunate to jia bc she just accepted that she is imperfect and she ran away from being forced to perfection because that’s also what her mother wanted from her
so basically she’s just back in the situation she ran away from except she’s fully cautious AND there’s nothing she can do about it
she just lives a rough life and no one is aware of it bc no one sees the little thing in her brain!
now some little plots!
fellow nurse coworkers with jia! it’d be even funnier if you’re the case file nurse who started getting clumsy bc u both have aliens in ur brain
anyone who frequents the clinic and witnesses jia’s perfect work ethic and always congratulate her on it not even knowing that half of it was just the alien taking her credit
u see jia wandering around in a grocery store and she doesn’t seem to be there for a goal. in fact, she does something a bit out of character: wander around the grocery store. because the real xu jia knows what she’s looking for.
you think that jia is acting a little too wonderful and you begin to suspect something. and while the real xu jia is ecstatic that you noticed something, it’s the alien who is assuring you that everything is fine and making sure that you don’t think otherwise.
the real xu jia hates medical dramas because of how inaccurate they are. but all of a sudden, you see jia at the local diner looking absolutely hooked on reruns of hospital playlist (side note: mun has not watched hospital playlist)
you’re busy wanting to know more about jia’s life because she’s just moved in a few months ago with her fiance! you wanna know everything about her life but fail to recognize that she herself doesn’t seem to know what’s going on in her own life either besides the fact that she works at a clinic and lives with some weirdo who is constantly on his computer and tries to kiss her all the time.
you run into a gloomier jia and it surprises you seeing her look so down when she’s usually sporting a smile on her face at her workplace and out in public.... what you don’t realize is that you’ve been tricked by the other her and this is the rare time where you see the real her. and she’s distressed because of this situation, but it’s not like she can tell you about it because she doesn’t understand what’s going on with her herself!
you see jia looking as happy as if nothing is wrong with her life... which is odd... because just the other day, you saw her look completely miserable. how is she able to move on from... whatever was worrying her so easily?
you’re wanting to ask jia about how she feels with her job as a nurse, but are a little startled with how jia’s only mentioning facts that everyone knows about the medical field but not the gritty topics.
