Lestat de Lioncourt

I'm A Waking Hell And The Gods Grow Tired Indie 18+ Lestat de Lioncourt from AMC's Immortal Universe

[ofmagicallonging]

"What if they say something is wrong with me." He whispered. He was so scared about what he was. He wanted answers but at the same time he was terrified of what they could be. "Eventually. But i want to spend time with you first please.... there's so much else to learn first." He had this need for Lestat and he wanted to deal with that first. He needed the man more than he needed answers.

He let out a soft moan as the hand touched him. His cheeks flushed a dark shade of red as he became completely embarrassed from his state. "I do.... " he stuttered out. He grabbed the pillow, bur this time to hide his face. "The first video did that... and then it just. got worse. But I wanted to ignore it...cause you said I need to learn."

[im-a-waking-hell]

"Learning means doing as well. What would you like, my sweet bird? Would you like my mouth? Or would you like me to fuck you for the first time? To open you with tongue and fingers and finally with my cock, buried balls deep inside of you?"

He nipped gently at Robin's neck.

"I want to get you everything that you desire."

He pulled away, and stripped himself of clothes. He set the computer aside, and he looked at Robin.

"Remove your clothes for me. Do not hide yourself."

[ofmagicallonging]

Robin cuddled into Lestat. He instantly buried his head in the man's chest. "I trust you won't... but I was certain I was just a normal person." He said quietly. His head was spinning with thoughts. There was so much he didn't know, but he thought he knew himself. This was so much to take in. "But I'm human." He said quietly. "My fanjly are human.. they would have said...right?"

Robin curled into a tight ball. "I am yours..." he repeated quietly. That did give him comfort. He liked saying that and hearing it. "I thought that leaving with you meant I was yours. Or at least I wanted to be yours." He whispered.

[im-a-waking-hell]

"I have a feeling it is more than just want. There is a...group...that studies things that are not human. Some beings...have destined soul mates that they can find."

There is a thumping in his chest that is not his own heartbeat.

It shouldn't be there. But it is.

"I think we should speak with them...eventually."

But the pillow is gone, and the other's erection is visible.

So Lestat's hand moves down and cups it, slowly slipping into Robin's pants and stroking him slowly.

"Do you want to have an orgasm now? Do you want to cum?"

[daddysboyys]

Open to: Men who top (and aren't the "My guy would never pay for sex" type.) plot: Pretty obvious.

"I'm not saying no. I'm just - I mean, look at you. All dressed up like that. You look like you could afford one of those fancy escorts downtown. What're you doing picking up a street whore from the projects?"

[im-a-waking-hell]

"Perhaps I like the movie 'Pretty Woman' too much. Maybe I have fantasized about taking a beautiful young man off of the streets and giving him everything he has ever wanted."

Lestat's butt rested against the car door as he looked at the man across from him.

"What do you say? Would you like a warm bed, food, and perhaps a chance to get off these streets?"

[ofmagicallonging]

"I want to wear them." He said quietly just before he was bitten into. A soft moan escaped him from the pleasure of the feeling. It felt good. It hurt but it was a good hurt. He wanted it again but in places other than his wrist.

But then it was over so quickly and the other was on the other side of the room. He looked at the man with wide eyes, filled with nothing but confusion. "I don't know what you mean." He stammered out. He felt so nervous at the thought something was wrong with him. "I don't know." Hw repeated. He had tears in his eyes as he quickly withdrew into himself. "I'm nothing special... I don't know." He couldnt think of anything else to say. He didnt understand anything right now. "But it felt nice. I liked it."

[im-a-waking-hell]

Those tears send an ache deep into Lestat's chest, and he's holding Robin in an instant, kissing his face and neck gently.

"Shh. You are very special. You are special because you are mine."

He catches his image in the mirror, eyes glowing. They glow starts to fade.

"Vampire eyes do not glow, Robin and yet your blood caused that. It was like electricity coursing through me with your blood. You are not fully human. I do not know what you are. But human is not it. And that is nothing to be ashamed of. Nothing at all."

He set the computer aside and lay down with Robin in his arms.

"You are in safety here. I was...shocked...and scared for a moment. But I will never hurt you."

He kissed Robin's tears away.

"But while you are mine...I have a feeling that I am yours as well. That our meeting was fate."

[askbigbrolucifer]

Luca nodded and smiled his eyes lighting up with excitement as he sat down grabbing the gifts one by one opening them. Luca made sure to spend time on each one taking it in and vocalizing his appreciation for each gift. The colors for the outfits Lestat had picked for Luca were all wonderful choices and would definitely look good on him. Luca had mentioned a few colors he might like and ones he definitely did not want but other than that he left the rest to Lestat since the older man tended to know what looked good.Luca had gotten through everything and finally gotten to the tickets for Paris his eyes lighting up once more.

“Wait really? I don’t think I’ve ever been outside the U.S. and my first time gets to be with you this is so exciting” Luca said happily wrapping his arms around the other in a hug before pulling away after a few seconds just enough to be able to look at the man “all these gifts were wonderful, thank you”.

[im-a-waking-hell]

He held up two passports now.

"Pack your bags. We're leaving tomorrow morning. I have someone who will be coming to watch over the house while we are away. Someone we can trust."

He placed a small peck on Luca's cheek. He knew Luca was not yet in love with him, though Lestat himself held a great affection for the other. He was hoping that this month together in France would result in deeper affections on Luca's part.

*** They were in First Class. While they were seated next to one another, they were in 'pods' that could lay flat with their own entertainment.

As they boarded, some people whispered about seeing 'Lestat' and he made sure to blow them kisses.

Once they were seated, he smiled.

"Is there anything in particular you want to see while we're in France?"

[ofmagicallonging]

Robin blushed dark red at the kiss. His gaze stayed fixed on the spot that Lestat had kissed him. It was so gentle and yet he wanted more. "I think I'd like that. Please." He confirmed. He left his wrist outstretched towards Lestat then. Letting it stay in the others grip. "But if I like it, could I maybe be something you feed from occasionally?"

He finally forced his eyes to look at the screen again and pointed out the next one he wanted to watch. One with lingerie. His eyes completely lit up as he watched it. He had to shift his position a few times and hold the pillow a little tighter to kepe his erection hidden. "I really liked that.. don't they have to be done separately?"

[im-a-waking-hell]

"They do not have to be done separately. Do you want to wear the lingerie and the collar? Or have your partner wear them?"

He hadn't bitten yet. He was trying to think of the best way to do it and cause the least amount of pain.

"Hold that answer. I'm going to bite you now. And if you do like it, I will gladly feed from you regularly."

He adjusted so that he wouldn't be holding Robin's wrist at too awkward an angle. Then, he sunk his fangs in.

Stars.

Electricity.

Blood had never tasted like this before. His eyes grew wide and after only a few gulps he pulled away quickly...after using his own blood to heal the wound of course. He was on the other side of the room in an instant, hands resting on the wall as he took in deep breaths that he didn't really need.

"Fuck. What the Fuck was that?!"

He turned to look at Robin...unaware that his own blue eyes were glowing faintly.

"I have never tasted anything like you before."

[ofmagicallonging]

Robin leaned over to look at the tabs that were coming up. He started to read the information in front of him and nodded. "I think those both sound good." He said quietly before it dawned on him. "Is this why you were so insistent we talk before doing anything?" He whispered. He was finding it all click into place now. It made so much more sense.

"Do you think maybe we could watch some more videos and things? Despite me feeling like this. Cause I think i want to watch more like that one." He asked softly. He looked up at Lestat and smiled sweetly. "Please.. I'll ignore the conflict feeling for now and focus on the fuzzy."

[im-a-waking-hell]

"There is perhaps one way I could punish you. When you feel you need to repent...I could bite you. Just enough to take a mouth full. You may even find that you enjoy it."

He took Robin's arm and brought his wrist to his mouth, kissing gently.

"But only if you think it will make that conflict inside of you go away. As for more videos, of course."

He found more videos featuring leash and collar.

"Pick whichever ones inspire you."

He also found ones with men wearing lingerie.

[ofmagicallonging]

Robin looked up at Lestat with wide almost teary eyes. "I want to do those things in that video... and look at other videos and explore these things with you." He whimpered. He shifted a little to get more comfortable, keeping the pillow to hide his erection.

He listened carefully to what Lestat had to say. He bit his lip hard, much like hed had back at the church. "It was so drilled into me that thoughts like this need to be repented for. I feel I need to. But I don't want to hit myself with a belt. So i don't know how I can fix this... but i need to do something so guilt doesn't cosume me while we watch more." He explained. He was feeling a little at ease with being able to watch more. But in order to watch mode he needed a balance.

"I feel conflicted... I still feel fuzzy... but guilty... I want more. But I want to make up for it. " he paused as he played with the pillow a little, but remainded careful not to move it. "What if I can never move past these thoughts?"

[im-a-waking-hell]

Lestat leaned back against the headboard of the bed and pondered. He had never dealt with someone with this sort of conflict before. He pulled out his phone and started a search.

"I'm not ignoring you. I promise. I'm doing research on how to help you. I...have never had to deal with such a thing before. And I want to be able to help you."

And then he found it.

There was a place in town where youth in the community went for safety. There were beds for those without a home. There were support groups. There was a soup kitchen as well.

"Love's Haven"

He smiled softly.

"There is a place called Love's Haven that offers support to youths in the LGBTQ+ community. They are always looking for volunteers. I think perhaps God would prefer for you to help others in your own community than to punish yourself for what you see as sins. Repenting does not always have to be something painful. It can simply be doing something you would otherwise not be doing. Charity work is a wonderful way to repent."

He brought up the website on a separate browser tab.

"There are support groups as well. Especially ones for those who grew up in highly religious environments. You want a way to repent and I want you to have a support system."

[symphonyofmalice]

Nicolas looks nervous, like a stray cat enticed indoors for the first time. Of course, this is not his first brush with luxury. But he looks wary, as if he expects the decorations to contain hidden traps, or the fine home to vanish from around him, or to get kicked out any minute now.

"Near the tree" he replied. The lights were beautiful, the brightness would help. He sat down, easing himself into a comfortable position. And he welcomed Lestat's arms around him- arms he had not felt for over a two centuries.

[im-a-waking-hell]

There is an oversized heated blanket that Lestat wraps around them. He turns it up to it's highest setting to get the chill down. He enjoys the warmth of it, but there is not telling how Nicki might react to such a blanket.

His arms wrap around his first love, and he lays his chin on Nicki's shoulder, letting his eyes fall closed as he takes in Nicki's scent.

How he's missed it.

His arms tighten a bit more around him.

And he prays for the first time since he had forsaken God. He prays that Nicki will stay.

[sweetsiins]

open to: m. 35+ the older the better.

muse: kevin thompson. 22 — 27.

plot: meeting his sugar daddy for the first time and turns out it's actually his relative. only voice notes and faceless pictures / videos were exchanged but y/m might or might have not know he was his sugar baby all along.

connection: any full, half or step relative.

f version.

he knew being a sugar baby was a bad— a terrible idea, and seeing the older man in front of him just confirmed it. "well... this is..." he couldn't even think of a proper name to define this situation, but it was at least a mix of weird and awkward to face the other knowing what their real connection was.

[im-a-waking-hell]

Ancestry DNA was a remarkable thing. Lestat had been only one of his mother's children. There had been others who had survived and who had children of their own. And as much as vampires liked to think that they were...different...they still held DNA.

It was through this site that Lestat was able to discover living family. A young man with nothing left to him. The last of his family's line.

Sure, there was...separation...generations for one. The de Lioncourt blood had been highly diluted in Kevin. To the point where the fair skin and blonde hair of the family had been lost in favor of dark hair. And then...of course...Kevin looked so much like his lost love Nicholas de Lenfent. Nicki who had been lost to him for centuries.

He watched Kevin with a predator's gaze.

"Are you afraid? Knowing what I am? That I am your flesh and blood. That I am a vampire who is centuries old?"

Lestat chuckled.

"The blood is highly diluted if that is what bothers you. And even if you do not wish for something romantic, the fact remains that we are connected and that I will do whatever I can to make sure you live in comfort."

[symphonyofmalice]

"Is it?" Nicolas asked, eyes wide in genuine surprise when Lestat mentioned Christmas. His sense of time was currently so absent that he couldn't even be sure of the year. Coming home to Lestat like a Christmas gift. God had a peculiar sense of humor.

"Yes. Yes, I'll stay. Tonight at least". He couldn't promise anything for the future. That was too abstract, too much to think of, for the moment. But he had found Lestat tonight, and that was success enough for decades.

[im-a-waking-hell]

His home is warm and well lit. There is an empty fireplace...normally he would have lit it but given Nicki's past, he foregoes it. He simply turns up the thermostat for warmth.

There is a tree with tiny lights and gifts beneath it. The gifts will be opened later. They are to his bandmates who are not currently here. They will come tomorrow night.

But tonight is theirs.

"Where would you like to rest? Before the tree or in the bedroom?"

He needed to hold him. If only for a moment. He needed it to know that Nicki was real.

[askbigbrolucifer]

Luca intently listened as Lestat spoke as he ran his thumb over the back of the other blondes hand wanting to silently let the other know he was a safe person to talk to. Whenever Lestat spoke about his past Luca would listen intently and would never press him for more information. It was always nice to know that the other trusted him with these bits of information from his past.

“Hmm? You mean besides a loving and perfect companion like you ” Luca mused flirting lightly with the other vampire unable to help but give a small grin before giving Lestats question some actual thought trying to recall what he had said what he had wanted previously not that he tended to ask for much anyways “I do recall mentioning some new nicely tailored suits, some with those corset vests, jewelry to match, electric guitar and amp and a trip with you”.

[im-a-waking-hell]

"How about you open your gifts."

He had gotten Luca everything that he had desired. How could he not? After all, it as Luca who had gotten him a daylight ring. Luca who had opened up that sunlit world for him once more.

And then...the final gift.

Two tickets to Paris.

Paris...So much had happened there. But he wanted to show Luca where he had spent his last mortal months. They would fly into Paris and see the sights. And then, they would go to his human home in the Auvergne region. To the old crumbling castle which had been completely redone into a beautiful one with all the modern conveniences. From Paris, to that castle...where they would spend the first month of the new year.

[ofmagicallonging]

Robin found himself getting turned on during the video. Not that he fully realised that was what was happening. So he quickly grabbed a pillow to hide his shame away from Lestat so he wouldn't have to be lectured about being wrong. But the entire time, he couldn't pull his eyes away from the screen.

"I.. I " he couldnt find the words to describe it. "Fuzzy... good fuzzy." He finally settled on. "I liked that. The being called a good boy... and collar really did something." He wasn't sure how to explain it all. Apart of him felt it was still wrong to even like this. He felt like he need to make up for watching this and repent for it. "But.. I don't think im supposed to like this... it feel wrong to be fuzzy and liking it."

[im-a-waking-hell]

He would have to take Robin to a high end kink shop tomorrow night. He was already sending an email to the owner to make sure they would be open for them.

Once he finished that, he addressed Robin's fears.

"There is nothing wrong with feeling that fuzzy feeling. There is nothing wrong with wanting to be called a good boy. With wanting to have another man inside of you. I have seen so many things Robin. I have walked with Gods and Demons. And I can tell you that this...this is not something that any higher being would hate you for."

He shook his head as he remembered his time with the devil Memnoch. The devil who had brought him to walk with Christ. Christ who had given his blood to him. Christ who had not shown an ounce of hate for him even knowing what he was.

Of his memories of Heaven.

Of his memories of Hell.

No. There was nothing wrong with Robin.

He kissed the top of the boy's head.

"You are not broken. You are not disgusting. You are not wrong or damned for this."

He made Robin look him in the eyes.

"You are completely normal."

[symphonyofmalice]

"I made you do it" Nicolas insisted. He let out a snort of a laugh. "Who do you imagine I would have fathered children with, Lestat?" He could count the number of times he'd slept with a woman on one hand, and none had been particularly what he had hoped. "What kind of life do you imagine I would have led, without you? No... I was doomed no matter what. I told you. I came to Paris to be doomed. And if there is no fixing it, no healing... I suppose you may as well enjoy the pieces."

[im-a-waking-hell]

"You're here now. And I am here now. And were are somewhat different than we were back then. And it is Christmas. Time for loved ones to return to one another. Come home with me, Nicki. If only for tonight. Sit with me in a warm home and we don't have to talk if you don't want to. Simply...let me be by your side."

[ofmagicallonging]

Robin got himself comfortable on the bed and curled up next to Lestat. He started to look at the website, trying to figure out what appealed to him on the screen. "More the second. I couldnt exactly look things up easily or regularly. My history was alwaus checked and so was my phone, like all good boys. You're phone should always be ready.for anyone to check it should they ask." He said, reciting one of the things he'd been told often.

He pointed to the first thing that caught his interest a screenshot of a man with a collar and leash on. "That appeals." He said softly. "I don't know why." He added on. He looked up at Lestat with wide eyes. "I managed to figure out some things from school but don't have a complete idea of everything. I mostly just used a pillow or something. But it alwaus felt wrong. Like something was missing."

[im-a-waking-hell]

"This appeals hmm? We'll have to see if you like the video. If it does, I have some shopping to do."

He started the video. It starts with one man slowly placing the collar on the other. And eventually ends with the dominant partner fucking his 'doggy' from behind while tugging on the leash.

He doesn't watch the video as much as he watches for Robin's reaction to the video.

He needs to know if this is what interests him...or if it's just a passing curiosity.

"How did that video make you feel?"

[askbigbrolucifer]

“Oh I love it it’s very cozy” Luca said happily looking around at the decorations in awe. For Luca when it came to the holidays he felt the cozier the feel the better so Lestat’s decorations for this year were absolutely perfect in Luca’s eyes. The holidays haven’t felt like the holidays for a long while now but with the older man he could feel his holiday spirit coming back.

When Luca and Lestat met their relationship started off as a sugar baby/daddy relationship but over time Luca had grown fond of Lestat. He wasn’t sure if he could call it love but he definitely liked the other a lot.

“You did a fantastic job Lestat, reminds me of the Christmas’s from when I was human” Luca complimented giving the the a warm smile gently holding the others hand “the holidays have felt off for some time now but spending it with you has helped a lot”.

[im-a-waking-hell]

"The holidays when I was human were spent with too little to eat and being perpetually chilled to the bone. We were, very poor."

And sure, he was the son of nobility. But that didn't mean they had money. Most of the village was better off they they were, in truth. Still, he had come into so much money and made so many good investments that he had more money then he could ever spend all of.

And he just kept making more.

So having Luca around to spoil was perfect.

There were gifts under the tree, and it was Christmas night. He smiled softly at Luca.

"Now...what was it that you said you wanted Santa to bring you?"

[im-a-waking-hell]

Have yourself a Merry Little Christmas - Open Rp

Open to: Anyone he knows in Canon OR perhaps someone he has taken in as a sugar baby.

"What do you think? It is much subdued from years past. And I assure you the presents under the tree will grow in number. There is still time, after all."

He smiled at his companion.

It was just the two of them this year. A quiet Christmas.

There had been balls in the past. Since coming into money he had always had an extravagant Christmas. At least, when he was awake and 'above ground' for it. But this year was different. This year felt different.

"And, this year I decorated myself. I didn't have any fancy designers come in to do the job."