...I arrived in Connecticut today. All ive heard and seen had lead me here. God, I know she has to be here.
We havent spoken in months. I know she won't even want to see me, not after I...I dissapeared...
...im hearing things. Seeing things. I dont know if he's even real anymore. My... my therapist told me to start a journal. Maybe this what this is. I see other things popping up, entries I dont remember making...is it
him? Something else? She gave me this weird diary a while ago, I dont remember if it was some haunted artifact or not, its just the only thing I could find in the van...something to keep my thoughts somewhat organized off my meds... I should remember... Am I just really going insane? Im going to run out of paper at this rate. I cant organize a single thought, maybe im sleepwalking again...
Maybe this thing will give me answers No one's looking out for me up there.
Its okay. Ill find her. I have too. She was looking for a "Second Death" something.... guess ill be there.
....this.. I dont see how this helps. maybe someone can peel this off my corpse and see im crazy. Or maybe they'll finally beleive im not.
im not.
ill find her, even if i couldnt
the writing trails off.
(OOC under cut)
I ...COULD NOT TELL YOU WHAT POSESSED ME TO MAKE THIS. I JUST REALLY WANTSD TO WRITE STUFF FOR THIS FUCKER. I hate.
basic summary: this au is Mystery skulls but in the faith universe basically. I sent those bastards to the 80s! In this universe, however, arthur remembers killing lewis. He...pretty much goes insane, and after being in a mental hospital similar to John post incident, lewis was labeled as missing due to his body strangely disappearing. There was no evidence that arthur was a murderer. But he knows. He saw the blood on his hands.
Anywho. Vivi, alone in her own struggle of remembering lewis and wanting to get to the bottom of his disappearance, goes off on her own to investigate the cult. After going mostly mia to most family in her one track mind, arthur then learns of her odd disappearance (after a year of self isolation and loathing) and goes after her. This takes place roughly 2 months before the canon events of faith, and i will cross those paths when i get there!! (I do have a decent plan for this au already i hust wanted to make this self indulgent little blog...my joy...)
sooyeah.thats basically it. I wanted to give arthur a weird journal people could speak to him in or just like. find him on the street .hes probably out doing things anyways so idrc HAHHA. Or give him voices go wiildsldd (reverb. hes stuck in arthurs mind due to an exorcism gone wrong, only half of arthurs arm gone. Feel free to ask that green bastard things as well!) Be as angst or as funny as you want bro im just here to play and draw
I just.i just wanted an excuse to write him in Situations.pleade play situations with meee
go nuts babyyyyyyy I might make cool things happen with this blog the closer it gets to halloween...:]
OH! and feel free to ask ME things! My main blog is @cheeseinthesea .
