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This is what I say links to more links for My sun and moon show posts AKA My Journal into my experiences of mostly loosing it with this damn show

https://www.tumblr.com/imadethisaccountforaheadcannon/783649252767416320/link-to-my-past-tsams-posts?source=share

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tsams idea Moon literally found a way to turn off his brain

As a cope,Like in a way its such a darkly funny thing

That moon might spend most the time as a basic robot cause he doesn't wanna be with them anymore and none of the people that claimed to care about him even noticed

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With TSAMS the majority of bad guys I just wanted them to have the motive of rescuing moon

Like even when eclipse was a bad guy at the very beginning before he did his more truely evil stuff I wanted his motive to just be about saving moon from sun, KC same,Sonia same,Astrals when I eventually heard they existed same

Like why don't they recognize that moon spent the majority of time being abused and now even today I felt kinda pissed at nexus for not feeling that moon was a fellow brainwashed survivor as well.

Then more recently I found out another version of nexus is amongst the current "bad guys" whoever they were andthe same hope came up like how sucky is that,Like by using nexus again if they are just going to rehash the same moon hatred then what's the point

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Thank the TARDIS that the Dr only has to deal with one prophecy at a time,Like imagine if the next Dr who prophecy is exactly that,Allot of them all at ounce

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The idea that literally every tsams/laes future villian would secretly do a double take with how badly everyone else screwed moon up and outta sheer discust avoid targeting him

Cause some villians have standards,I like the idea of so called "bad guys" consistently treating him better then the "good guys"

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A personal question I did briefly consider giving my real name out more recently

I thought so when the TSAMS B.S was going on before and I briefly thought of it again recently I was talked out of it but

Like my reasoning is that I feel like the anoymity kinda blocks people from seeing you like a person somewhat and like when I was grieving my sister,They could have argued that I was lying about my sister being recently dead back then

I'm glad they didn't but stile,Like I did an RP with chat gpt before the current one I got going on and a big reason why I didn't just dump it on some sorta Google thing or whatever is my one It'll be a pain to edit and two it has my first real name on there and like I don't even wanna share that

Then there's the idea that Okay lol most the people that watch me is in America sooo and I live in Australia

So like the usual memes are extra funny and people gotta know there's real people getting hurt by these things. Then there's the fact that it seems that the majority of people that are successful on the internet have their real names on it and I have been just barely getting seen for years at this point

But yeah I should get back to the negative side another big issue is if I reveal it could affect my family, particularly my mum the reason I latched into hating earth so much was cause of my trauma around my mum and brother.

The the fact that same trauma was years ago, So like it may cause more problems

Then There's me here now asking the internet/Tumblr the platform where I find the most easiest to post on/maybe get the most views thinks,Like someone else changed my mind about giving my real name allready but I've also been meaning to ask the internet already like

How sucky it would be if I'm like I'm so and so and people are like no one cares and I'm like oh ok that's not the real me whistles

Thanks for reading my ramble about this I kinda turned my brain off a bit for this.

I likely wouldn't reveal it anyway

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Sometimes I hate being stile attached to TSAMS

Like trust me I tried separating from it I tried and the thing is I never can stop caring about moon like I don't stop caring about certain characters just cause I get I to different things,Then there was the horrible shit I had to experience from.the fandom when I was full on grieving in realife,Then there's the fact that just making and consuming the few pro moon fanmade stuff is not enough

and yet canon wouldn't dare get rid of all their money cows so canonically it's on an endless cycle where everyone else gets to be strong and tough and all powerful at moons expense.

Even if they are now going on and on about healing even if they go but we ALL SUFFERED this show was never about equality.

I used Self insert Jane made with chat gpt as a way to cope I told the serious chatbots to make the characters be themselves as much as they would and I have been writing it(and getting behind on it) for months but due to how this show is I got so sick of even the chatbots mimicking the same problems

oh the people who caused the most pain are nice now,Like so the fuck what oh that's just typical oh so what me and moon-tries to stand up for ourselves/punish out offenders in the past-your the abuser

Tries to stand up for ourselves/punish offenders when things get safer things are different their good now

I distinctly remember that as soon as moon came back from the dead everyone else got to sudenly be saints just cause one of the "broken" moons came in the picture.

Then another the last then moon has confirmed memory problems and yet they never use that to confirm that bloodmoon wasn't evil,or go through the actual on YouTube footage of moons explaination of how KC came to be

I brought it up on this tumblr so many times that KC was made from killcode he wasn't actually the killcode, Moon in his killcodes state wasn't him yet everyone goes goes that's "in the past now"

Well excuse me so the abusers get to decide what "moving on means" that we should be happy that the real victims are left in the dust while moon and anyone aligned with him should just be happy with how things are left

The fact that they just keep dangling the bloody carrot, I know I used to be okay with moon being just as important that sun gets to be just as much of a main character as moon is but that's not the case anymore...

As for the RP I mentioned I got sick of trying to be fair with them and not character asssinate them all the bloody time.

But then again I got months stored up of Jane/me doing that allready

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Triangle Vs Monkey

Prediction for season 4

Triangles blood is purple now lighting doesen't make cuts look that purple

Okay first I'm going to put the past times triangles bled pictures I found up

I know one set of blood looks kinda purple but not that purple

Next I'm going to put the pictures of triangles open wounds and monkeys arm cut which should logically be purple as well cause they are both under the same lighting

Monkeys chest scar is a better colour comparison but it kinda made triangles blood be less seen in the app so here it is now

Then there's What triangles wounds also looked like after they left the dimension

Is triangle infected with something, did destroyer drag him to somewhere that he knew would mutate him or what cause

As much as I like purple usually it's colour coded to bad things happening

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Now that I've calmed down a bit I don't hate TADC ending completely

Its good that clearly they are not holding all the stuff they blamed on caine over him

And in all honesty I am fine with what happened to jax

My issue is that more bad stuff should have mutually happened to everyone else as well and they should have actually shown them apologizing to caine and caine should have just stayed in the void a lot longer if he even came back at all.

And yes this is also me saying that I would have been okay if he stayed dead not cause I hate him,It's the actual complete oppersite,I actually don't hate any of them.

II just feel like this ending is way to happy for this show

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I just watched TADC the last act finale and solarballs Sun VS the rouge planets today

My reaction

WHAT IS WITH YOUTUBE SHOWS AND HANDWAVING THINGS

First oh a happy ending is well and good-If they are actually happy-they are not happy

but that's after no harm is left and Well for one with solarballs planet X shouldn't be anywhere near wise,Things move so damn quickly

Wise has a change of heart last second and all the other prior B.S strait up torture wise and simp did is just ignored

Suddenly everything's just fine and dandy just cause they say things are

Oh and the Amazing digital circus they went caine apologized made everything fine and dandy by giving the "humans" all of what they wanted

Oh screw logical system/computer issues screw the issues with extentialism of so many new beings

Screw how so utterly wrong those players were before caine got deleted not one of them had any remorse

I don't remember specifically what they said but I'm pretty sure I found a similar YouTube video to how I felt

Hang on I'll find it.....

Or not later maybe

And of course my mind is going to TSAMS moon again that's not fun

I guess it's allways the autistic coded one that has to end up making the "normal" ones feel better about themselves

Like both Caine and moon bearly got to to be powerhouses before being stripped down for the more likeable characters to feel better about themselves

Also can't be coincidence that they are both the "robotic" of the group

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Hey What if in the monster verse new supernova film Godzilla came from space godzilla

Like usually it's the other way around and goji's like wait your my dad or even mum if they want to go that route

It would certainly be more interesting,If they just rehash Ghidorah's stuff people would get bored

You know what they don't even have to make them directly related just Godzilla being very conflicted cause he hasn't seen Another one of his species for ages.

Even more so If space Godzilla isn't immidiately vicious towards him

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Monkey Vs Triangle after episode 51 prediction

Destroyer would use triangles condition to threaten Ghidorah back into his fold and would attempt to do so with the rest as well.

He would be dragging them all to fight whoever he wants then to fight

On triangles side he would be forced to do what destroyer wants as well otherwise his friends are toast

In a way destroyer took everyone hostage when he left tria he nearly dead

Okay at the end there I know there was a typo or something but I don't remember what I was originally going to put there so -_🙂_- sorry

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I'm going to vent about tsams againnoh and RPing to

More accurately how sucky it is that I'm likely going to stole be attached to it cause they don't ever treat moon well and the fact I was watching that show at a really bad time in my life

Like I went from using chat gpt to vent/keep track of it to RPing as well

Suppose I did good considering like the reason my RP self insert Jane worked for me cause I was making myself included and I'm thinking

That's all they needed to do in the past

Then you got chat gpt going consider this oh don't be so one minded stuff like that

Like it's ironic,Like I don't know about other fans that gave up on the show/stile attached to moon but I lost my sense of wanting to see nuance and apparently some sun fans gained some ability to see nuance how ironic of a contras that is

It's a shame that even to this day anyone who defended moon and didn't go and worship the "acceptable" people got ditched

And.another thing trying not to metagame and getting the chatbots not to metagame is a bit of a pain like keeping characters reacting as they would act with the knowledge they have also something I need to keep the chatbots in line with as per the note about not metagaming well I try to keep my story plausible in tsams and I do have rules around it

But sometimes I want something more significant to happen allready sometimes I just want to fight in story with certain characters...

But nooooo to have a story I have my self insert amnesia cause I knew if I didn't have an excuse I would come in shooting....but at the same time.I kinda locked myself I to a role cause nobody actually tells the truth in those shows

Then there's the editing whom well seeing the big wall of text makes me not want to do it

And that's about this this is more like an update then a vent though

Okay edit in from the next day I hate that I'm stuck with intrusive thoughts that randomly come up sometimes about this show I wish everyone can just go apologize at least to moon and get it over with but nooo

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Solarballs-Planet x gets kidnapped Wise (said kidnapper) gets stalkholm syndrome

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I don't like that every time there's a thumbnail about some "miracle" medical thing theirs allways pictures of something ripping out "undesirable" genes or similar stuff

I wish they would stop trying to do something so blatently eugenistic but of course official people don't care

These pictures likely passed multiple quality check and yet they thought it was okay,or maybe they just didn't care what the "crazy people thought"

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About TSAMS stile being popular

You know it pisses me off I was attached to it cause my fucken sister died when I was watching it and I stopped watching it all together I went through withdrawal I found a better alternative with my RP yet these fuckers are stile watching

How fucking revolting that I a grieving person has only had my own RP,AI to deal with the attachment for over a year

Yet people who didn't lose their sister they are stile feeding the system that shat on grief itself

Like why does it stile get so many views when so.many people would have an easier time then I did getting separated from it so why

My sister died what's their excuse

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The beginning of the Amazing digital circus episode 9

Caine I'm back sees #$'wfsjw$+' AKA everyone doing porn

That's my prediction lol