Imaginary

Count to three... And then it's gone.

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We finally broke.

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When did we stop loving with all our hearts? Now it feels like I'm barely on your mind.

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You used to love me. When did that change?

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I can't see the silver lining anymore.

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You're a fucking liar.

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I refuse to listen to another word you say.

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I can't stand to face you anymore.

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Did you even like me?

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I can't feel anymore.

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Even though I was nothing to you, all I want is for you to come back.

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I feel like earning someone’s trust is a thousand times more flattering and just overall important than earning someone’s love. You can love someone you don’t trust, but you can never trust someone you don’t love.

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Thank you all for proving that no one missed me.

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I have to be fine. I am fine. I’m fine. Really.

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When I disappeared, I thought you’d care.

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Why is everything so wrong?

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Your life feels fucking empty. Everyone who says they love you feels like they’re lying because they said it but they still left. Every single time you close your eyes you think, did I do something wrong? Was it my fault? Was it me that made them leave? But you can’t do anything to fix it, you can’t wave a magic wand and make them come back.

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Some of my happiest memories are now the most painful.