[angesirene]

The Moon and Venus, early this morning ♡

[positiveautistic-deactivated202]

。・゜              ♡ ・ 。       。・゜ ♡   。・゜              ♡ ・ 。       。・゜ ♡        ♡   。・゜                   ♡           .               .♡             ・ 。       。・゜ ♡  

Please keep going, I know you can do it

    。・゜              ♡ ・ 。       。・゜ ♡   。・゜              ♡ ・ 。       。・゜ ♡        ♡   。・゜                   ♡           .           .♡   ♡   。・゜   。・゜              ♡ ・ 。   

[summersweeet]

[realizes]

[imakulate]

It feels amazing getting to a state of indifference

[imakulate]

When I feel like giving up, I go here and remember how beautiful life is.

[tkkatherineblog]

[imakulate]

Woke up after screaming for my grandpa in my dream... it was terrifying. I've never experienced that and I don't know what brought it on. It was extremely weird. But nice to see him again.

He passed away a few years ago.

I always wonder if my grandparents presence is around me. I think it is for sure.

[imakulate]

Depression

Numbness

Emptiness

[imakulate]

Me;

The concept or me the person.

You choose

You chose

You chose wrong

I'm worth a lot more than you're putting in

[imakulate]

The warmth of your hands, spite on your tongue

Love lost, you’re etched in my brain, in my memories you live, fading, but not fast enough.

Me

[imakulate]

Still relevant

[imakulate]

Woke up at 333 from a dream about you. That I was asking the girls about you, about why you left, what's different, what's happening. Which lead me into a website (tumblr funnily enough) which then led me into the apartment you shared with her and she doesn't even look like anything I imagined.

I was there snooping around and went around the corner and there you were sleeping, naked. I couldn't risk it. I had to escape. So I went downstairs and bumped into the girl. I asked her some questions and she said it's best that you come up and we can talk.

So I come up and when I see L, his face says it all. "What the fuck are you doing here". I remain calm and cool. I try talking to him but it's the same old story.

Woke up realising I'll never get to hold him or touch him or even talk to him again unless some miracle happens. Will it happen?

I just want to be on speaking terms, not deleted. He promised we'd keep in touch.

[imakulate]

When your ex calls you in a panic after taking drugs, and you end up belly laughing and being silly and having deep conversations in the span of an hour.

The ex that was toxic. The ex that does this routine. The ex that has clear mental issues and is now admitting to it.

But now I'm seeing that this ex is vulnerable because he told me that people leave him due to this drug thing and they hurt him.

He asked me if I'd ever leave him and I could just hear the pain in his voice. And I said I won't unless you hurt me.

[daddyfuckedme]

“All my life my heart has yearned for a thing I cannot name.”

— (via naturaekos)

[cottonvibes]

wishing i was on a balcony in italy, wearing a long floral dress, eating fresh fruit, and staring at the sunset and landscape below me

[imakulate]

Now I'm longing for you.

Break ups suck.

Big time.

[tkkatherineblog]