Right now, it felt wrong to laugh, like sheâd empty her stomach if she tried to really laugh. From the looks of things, she could see that Imani seemed to feel the same way. âI donât know⊠Everyone wears a mask, right?â She kept her back turned to her, choosing to limit what sheâd notice. Right now, the shifter was sensitive to even the smallest signs of departure; it would hurt to watch he leave. Even though Imaniâs words said otherwise, her mind was deep in a dark place, anticipating the worse.Â
Seiha pushed her palms into her face and then ran her hands through her hair. The Takanashi family disliked dogs, and Japan had folktales to detailing all the trouble they had with them. Over the years, Seiha guessed that the disdain against dogs moved over to the werewolves too. If she remembered her fatherâs words correctly, he said that, âshifters were better than the wolves tied to the moon and that we serve a higher purpose.â Seiha, of course, thought he was full of shit, and that was why she had gone back to meet with Imani. She chewed the inside of her cheek and dug her hand into her pockets. She hoped that she had a cigarette or something, but she wasnât so lucky.Â
âWhat?â She turned when she heard her name and before she could even realize what was happening, she felt Imaniâs lips on hers. Her eyes widened and then she quickly let out an apology. âSorry, I should have been more careful. Nearly locked lips with you there.â But she knew that it wasnât her fault and she wasnât mad at what happened. Seiha licked her lips and glanced at Imaniâs. âEhm⊠I didnât mean that. Do you want to try again?â
Imani knew a thing or two about masks. Itâs how she survived till this day with her brother. No one knew how she truly felt. She always kept it to herself, gave a front for everything. She was an alpha, she refused to break. As such she didnât say anything as she took the inquiry as a rhetorical question. When they faced each other, the alpha wolf braced herself and expected the shifter to tell her off, that she ruined their friendship. However, she was welcomed with confusion and an apology. âWhat?â blurted out Imani as she was thrown off by the response. âI did that on purpose Seiha, I wanted to kiss you. If I crossed a line and that wasnât what you wanted, Iâm...â And next thing she knew, the Councilwoman retracted her statement.Â
Standing there, the alpha wolf remained silent. For someone who wasnât into commitment, this was a whole new territory for herâa challenge in itself. She wanted Seiha that was a no brainer and she wanted her to herself. The fact that she almost lost her was...scary. The fear of losing her felt shitty and difficult to process, but Imani was so certain that she didnât want this outcome. So when the opportunity to try again presented itself, Imani decided to shoot her shot again as she nodded. The alpha backed Seiha up against the wall and closed the distance between them as she leaned up and gently pulled her down for a passionate kiss. Ideally, sheâd be more rough, but she was careful and wanted to make this right. Who would have thought she could have restraint? Sheâd shove it into Trumanâs face right at this very moment if she could.Â