Treat Her Like A Princess

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December 23rd, 2015

Today I woke up crying for him. It’s been a whole week since I’ve really been with him. I cried realizing it was just my body pillow next to me instead of him. I wish he was holding me and telling me he loved me again. What did I ever do to make him stop loving me. I tried so hard and now I miss him more than ever. The promise for forever and always will always swirl in my head, the memories of sneaking around my parents house to fool around and dry humping on a tire, the night I told him about my ex boyfriend and I. I never told anyone, but I knew he was special and that’s why I told him. On thanksgiving night when he woke up at 4am to get me soup because I was so sick and in so much pain, the first night we kissed under the stars, the stars in this fucking sky mock me now. Every thing just laughs at me for losing something so fucking great. He got away because I became a selfish asshole and I would do anything to make things right again. I am so in love with him and this pain is just too real for me to take. I’ve tried to release pain with a different pain and I’ve had no such luck. TheseJournal entries do not make me feel better or worse its just a place I can go because now I have no one, everyone’s getting annoyed with my sadness already. I lost my best friend and the person I ran to when I was sad. I guess it was too much for him to handle. I don’t even know what I’m doing here anymore.

[imcharlenewbu]

It's crazy how I went from the most talkative and out going bitch, to just the girl who sits at the back of the class and doesn't say a word...

[wnq-writers]

i held my breath, then laughed, convincing myself that maybe we were soulmates in another lifetime.

frances huynh  (via wnq-writers)

[silhouettesandsunrises]

We might be the most complicated mess I’ve ever seen but together were absolutely magical.

Things I said to him when he kissed me (via smilingbecauseitsworthit)

[imcharlenewbu]

What happened to the old me?

She's dead and gone...

[imcharlenewbu]

Focus on success... Put my mind at ease

[amaltheas]

don’t ever take me on a date to an aquarium because i will ignore you and spend the whole time looking at the fish

[perfectionistdia-deactivated202]

But, if you think about it, that’s all the more reason to go. The person you’re dating gets to sit back and watch you smile and have fun. All the while, he/she’s falling deeper in love with you.

[amaltheas]

thatS REALLY CUTE IM GONNA CRY

[twistedviper]

[imcharlenewbu]

Found this too cute🙊🙊

[imcharlenewbu]

When a heart breaks, it doesn't break even💔

Constantly asking myself why I left... I know things were tough we could have got through them, now I'm sat here looking through photos and texts, tears falling down my face, wishing I could turn back the hands of time... It will never be the same with anyone else, my mind ALWAYS wonders back to you. Whilst I'm wide awake trying to move on, you've no trouble sleeping, I guess broken hearts never truly heal. We were so good together, what happened to us?😞💔😣😢

[myheartin--words]

But I am trying. I wake up in the morning to birds chirping outside and sun shining through my window. I wipe the sleep out of my eyes and reach over for the glass of water I poured for myself the night before. I am trying to take care of myself  But there’s that moment where I remember him And it hurts. But I am trying. I sit at the edge of my bed and practice concentrating on my breathing very carefully as a way to cope with the pain that comes with knowing that he is gone. I sit at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee warming my hands and I think of the green shade of his eyes. I get upset. I try to do something productive, try to wash my hair or take a walk But I get so frustrated with myself for feeling so defeated that I forget to begin. I watch my mother and father kiss And I feel like throwing up. But I am trying. It is the middle of the day and my mind is wandering. I wonder what the next girl you love will look like Wonder if her eyes will be prettier than mine Wonder if you’ll tell her about the way we used to love Sloppy kisses and hearty laughs and heavy breathing Wonder if she’ll know how lucky she is Wonder if she’ll cherish it. As the sun sets behind me I sit on my porch and write you a letter about how much I miss your hands With no intention of sending it. I throw it out before the sky gets dark. I think that what I’m trying to say is There’s a part of my heart that is only going to know how to love you. There’s a part of me that’s always going to be weak for you. But I am trying. I am doing my best to handle your absence as best as I can.

(via myheartin--words)

[duck-l0ve]

I want you to be happy, but I wish it could be with me.

You’re my weakness (via duck-l0ve)

😪

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[nomenu]

[imcharlenewbu]

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[naked--thoughts]

My pride is stronger than my feelings. don’t try to play me. I could think of you 24/7 and you still wouldn’t hear from me.

(via awkwarddly)

😢

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[imcharlenewbu]

Literally😐

[thelovewhisperer]

I used to think I needed you in my life. I used to think you were the only one who could make me happy, but I was wrong. I was so wrapped up in you that I almost forgot: I survived without you before, and I still can. It’s just a matter of getting used to the idea.

The best quotes about moving on in this tumblr page (via thelovewhisperer)

[wnq-writers]

Self love is so important. Because when you’re all alone and it’s 3 in the morning and you’re lying on the floor crying and shaking and wishing it all would end, who’s going to be there for you? You. You have to pick yourself up and find the strength to carry on. At the end of the day, you’re all you’ve got.

arobotzombiedinosaur (via wnq-writers)

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