──── # 3.4k ◞ ୨ৎ teach me, touch me, love me. 𖦹 ۪ ࣪ loser! ellie x loser! reader, both are major nerds, best friends to lovers au, smut, soft sex, soft spoken! ellie, finger fucking & riding, ellie talks reader thru it, r! receiving, squirting, overstimulation, praise, etc etc.
she didn’t look up from beneath her glasses—no matter how much she could feel you staring at her from beneath your textbook. a subtle flush was on your cheeks, hair pulled back, and casual clothes tight on your skin. ellie suddenly felt very hot and very aware of the way you were looking at her.
this was supposed to be a normal study session. you two always had them every wednesday night. especially to go over the questions you had about monday’s lecture; you were hardly any good at anything mathematical. you were far too into the arts and ellie was more technological and analytical leaning.
“you’re being creepy.” she said finally through a huff. her green hues met yours, causing you to let out an incoherent squeak as you hid your face behind your book. despite being best friends for the past fifteen years, you still got very shy around her when you were hiding something.
ellie pushed herself up from your desk and sauntered towards your bed where you laid. “what’s wrong? why’re you hidin’ from me like a scared bunny?” she laughed, shaking her head.
her hand came up to brush a strand of hair from your face and behind your ear, her fingertips brushing against your skin.
“c’mon, don’t hide from me,” she cooed gently, coaxing you to look up at her. when your eyes met her’s, your cheeks reddened even more. the idea that was in your mind was hardly appropriate and needless to say, very hard to voice from a shy demeanor. “what’s got you so worked up.” ellie questioned, licking her lips.
she leaned back against her hands on the mattress, admiring your face. sure, she had seen you shy like this before, but this kind of shy—it was only the only kind you got when you wanted to ask her for a favor.
you two were complete polar opposites. while you were shy and hid behind ellie 24/7, she was more outgoing and made friends easily with the other computer techs in her department. despite you both being relative losers and academically inclined, you were far worse at navigating life than she was.
ellie smirked. “you wanna ask me somethin’, yeah? what is it, bunny?” she murmured, leaning towards your face. instead of looking at her, you rolled onto your back and faced away from your best friend. this was far too embarrassing.
especially with this kind of request.
“bunny~” she cooed the nickname again—the one that had you absolutely reeling over her attention, usually. soon enough, she had her arm across your waist and was hauling you into her lap.
“oh hush,” she shushed you, grabbing your hips and holding you down firmly so you couldn’t squirm away from her. “you don’t get to just stare at me and then shy away.” her green eyes met yours mischievously. pulling you closer, her head tilted up in order to keep gaze with you.
as if on demand, you wrapped your arms around her neck. “mm..” a soft hum left your mouth as you were unable to stop yourself. she was just too good at making you even more nervous than you already were. ellie knew you all too well, and therefore, could tell exactly what you were thinking.
“you need another lesson, huh?” she quipped, rubbing her thumbs against your hips. “kisses weren’t enough? do i have to bite you—?” her lips churned up cutely as she bit her bottom lip.
sucking on it for a moment, she tilted her head. “are you wanting to experiment more for someone?” she asked finally. the question had been weighing on her mind for a while now. after all, you were oh so innocent. never had been touched in the way she really wanted to touch you. she was happy she got to teach you how to kiss weeks ago.
happy enough that you trusted her enough for her to see you in your most vulnerable form—naked and exposed. but this form; this would be the most beautiful and most precious. ellie inhaled through her nose before letting her head tilt and bury itself into your neck. you were warm and always smelled sweet from the perfume you wore. it intoxicated and encapsulated her soul.
entertaining her with you in a way that could never feel real. “what—?” you stammered, cheeks red. “i-i.. no, i just.. well, i—“ another pitiful tripping of your words that made it more difficult for ellie not to push you down right then and there. you were too cute.
too innocent and naive. of course she would give you what you asked for. how could she ever leave that up to anyone other than herself? she could never trust anyone to take care of you the way she did.
“use your words, bunny,” she encouraged softly, lips brushing against your neck. “you can do it.”
inhaling shakily, you closed your eyes and relished in the warmth that radiated from her body. she was always so warm—like a human heater than never extinguished its furnace. “i want; no, i—i saw,” you corrected yourself through trembling lips. “a video.. and i just.. it made me feel—well, i just.. i want to feel it. you know?” her eyelashes skimmed your jawline.
“the um.. touches against my.. you know.”
“use your words.” she pressed again, pushing you down against her lap. “don’t make me ask twice, okay?”
again, you nodded. ellie could be rather demanding when she got you wrapped around her finger like this. she may be a loser and a nerd, but with you? god, she was completely different. you were unable to deny her the desires she asked for. “my pussy.”
she smirked, grabbing your hips. steadily, she leaned you onto your back against the mattress. making sure to cradle your head against the pillow, she stared down at your face with a dark and hungry expression. the heartbeat inside of your chest was erratic. far too fast to be any good.
and yet, it didn’t outweigh the feeling you felt when you looked up at her. “really bad, huh? how long have you been thinkin’ about it?” she murmured, her knee pushing between your thighs to slot into place. she nudged your cunt with the top of her knee, jeans creating a sweet friction against your pajama shorts.
“um.. i don’t know,” you replied, glancing away from her. ellie quickly grabbed your cheeks with her hand and brought you back to her gaze. “a little while now.. since we kissed.”
the girl chuckled darkly, nodding in understanding. she let her knee press gently to add more pressure, the redness on your cheeks spreading like wildfire at the sudden sensation. “you’re too cute, bunny,” she cooed again, squishing your cheeks gently. “and what do you want me to teach you today?”
she used her knee again, rubbing in a way that made your thighs quiver.
“i-i—“ your stammering was getting worse. cheeks so red and pupils blown wide. ellie smirked, leaning down to brush her nose against your jaw. she inhaled your scent again, letting it wash over her like a tidal wave. “there we go,” she moved her knee again; another quiver. “you like that feeling, yeah?”
when you had fallen quiet, ellie took the opportunity to begin taking what she had been craving for. her lips skimmed your throat before layering kisses against it. she nipped beneath your ear before letting her hands swiftly move beneath your shirt. you were so pliant for her touch. so gentle and needy.
too much in fact. it made her crazy. she was like a addict but for the feel of your skin and the expression on your face.
“m’ gunna show you what it feels like to be taken care of,” she said, pulling back to flicker up to your gaze. “teach you what pleasure is and how it can make you go crazy.” her nose touched your cheek as she tilted her head and lined her gaze up above your own.
her green eyes poured into yours as she used her hands to grasp the buttons of your pajama shorts, “let me get these off of you,” she murmured. there was absolutely no way you were going to say no to that. actually, you desperately needed her to take them off.
once your shorts were pulled off, her eyes immediately found that cute pink thong. her eyes met yours again, a mischievous smirk playing on your lips. “look at that, wore this for me?” her palms flattened against your stomach and she pushed them up your tank top. tugging the material over your head; and it left you in your underwear.
“there we go.” ellie sighed, leaning back to look at you. perfect tits, stomach, thighs. you were so breathtakingly beautiful that it made her want to simply eat you all together. she needed to contain herself. needed to remind herself that she was to go slow in order to teach you.
but, honestly, to hell with teaching you. she just wanted to touch you in general. firstly, she pressed her hands beside your head as she came down to capture your lips in a searing hot kiss. she tased like mint and weed—the usual combo she went for after smoking. to which you had become relatively used to.
it did all for nothing to hide the warmth and bubbling of emotions beneath her skin. trailing the kisses from your mouth and down your neck, ellie quickly found herself idling at the swell of your breasts. having them so close was jarring, and it created an unfathomable heat inside of her lower belly. “fuck, baby doll,” she murmured, lips lazily dragging against your skin.
“gunna fucking destroy you if i don’t hold back.” she admitted through a hungry daze. then, without waiting or any warning, she took a nipple into her mouth as her free hand came to massage the other. you jolted, of course. this feeling as like no other—and definitely unlike what you felt when you watched porn.
ellie’s lips around your nipple was completely different. wet, sloppy, tugging, and sucking. she used her tongue just perfectly as her other hand massaged your breast like a cat. she mewled when your thighs shook around her waist, and she already knew that she had a relatively good affect on you now.
she smirked, “like that?”
her voice was muffled around your nipple, but it was loud enough for you to make out; in which you nodded with a pleased whimper from your lips. “els—fuck, i’m.. shit, i’ve never—“ you were incoherent. it was hard to speak when you were discovering a whole new territory of pleasure. especially from someone whom you are so close with. someone who has seen and will see every part of you again and again.
“i know bunny,” she replied, letting go of your nipple with a smooth pop. she fondled the other breast before switching sides and giving the other nipple her best attention. “just be good f’me, okay?”
you nodded. after all, there wasn’t much else for you to do. you were far too incoherent and whiney to form full sentences, and besides, you wanted your mind to succumb to the pleasure that was ellie. instead of massaging your other breast, her free hand made its way to the center of your thighs.
she cupped your cunt in her palm, and began grinding against your clit in a way that sent electric shocks through your entire body. your back arched, and your eyes shot wide as your pupils grew dilated. she was certainly pleased with the way you responded, and it only coaxed her feverish need ever more.
tugging on your nipple with her teeth, she took two fingers and massaged the cotton material above your entrance. a whine escaped your lips out of habit, as your fingers found their way to her auburn strands of hair. it was easy to get lost in the feel of pleasure, and you found yourself slowly slipping into a state of shock.
your hips bucked against her palm, signaling to ellie that you needed far more than what she was already giving you. she smirked, “use your words.” her voice coaxed, earning a soft whimper from you. it was hard to voice what you wanted when you didn’t know exactly what that even was.
“t-touch me,” you whined, glancing down at her green hues desperately. “u-under—fuck, take my panties off..”
ellie smiled pleasantly, “there we go,” she murmured again, kissing your stomach. “sucha good girl.” two fingers hooked your thong before sliding it completely off and down your thighs. now that you were bare, ellie could truly see what she was working with.
the sight of your dripping pussy made her stomach constrict and her throat go dry. her hand twitched at her side before she looked at you again.
“you want me to go slow?”
the response came rather quickly, and it surprised her at first. however, when she saw the desperation on your face, she couldn’t deny you what you asked for. you didn’t want her to go slow. no, you wanted her to use you just how she wanted to. you wanted her to truly teach you what it’s like to feel pleasure and to completely forget your own name.
your best friend—or likewise even more—licked her lips with greed. she felt satisfied with understanding your answer, and trailed her eyes down to your thighs again. slowly and carefully, she grasped the flesh and moved to position you in a way that was both comfortable to you and for her.
“be still for me, bunny,” she murmured gently, one hand coming to brush against your cunt. it was hard not to jolt at the sudden action. after all, you were so sensitive. so much so that it was almost impossible to obey her commands of staying completely motionless. “don’t wanna have to tie you up,” her green hues met yours. “unless you’d like that.”
her fingers prodded your clit and slowly began to swirl in circles. “els—els, fuck—“ you grunted, pulling your bottom lip between your teeth. when she picked up her movements, you let your head loll to the side as your eyes shut tightly. “don’t.. oh god, don’t tease—m-me..” more whimpering.
it was intoxicating for ellie. she loved the sound of it—your whimpering and whining. it was like music to her ears. something that could coax pleasure from her without even being touched. it was amazing how much power you had over her without even having any experience.
“aw bunny, you don’t want me to tease you?” she chuckled darkly, moving her fingers down to slip between slick folds. your back arched as you writhed slightly. ellie used her free hand to hold your hip down, “but it’s my favorite part. you know foreplay, yeah?”
ellie hummed, “then you know that teasing lets me build up all the tension you have,” her eyes trailed up your body. she felt her need grow thicker. “and lets you crave the sweet release i’m gunna give you even more.”
using those same two fingers, she gently stretched out your pussy. she knew you weren’t apt to touch yourself and were relatively new to this whole thing, so she wanted to be gentle. “tell me if it hurts.” she whispered, watching as you arched and bucked your hips onto her fingers.
“ellie!” you shrieked through a satisfied moan.
when she felt your hips rock and saw that you had begun to push yourself down onto her fingers, she bit back a deep groan. dear lord, you looked heavenly like this—using her as a personal sex toy. she could get used to this; watching the way you used her fingers and pushed them deeper inside of your cunt.
the girl sighed, closing her eyes as your walls constricted and stretched around her digits. the feeling was intoxicating. it was times like this that ellie wished women had dicks too—cause’ then she’d truly be able to understand what it felt like to fuck you senseless. of course, once you grew more comfortable, she’d fuck you real good with her strap.
that image in her head was making her grow increasingly turned on. just thinking about fucking you and watching the silicon disappear into your pussy. the thickness stretching you out until you had to bury your face into a pillow to keep yourself quiet. not that she’d ever make you. she loved hearing your moans and whimpers.
“fuck me,” she muttered, head lolling backwards. “you feel so fucking good. i can’t—fuck, i’ve always imagined this.”
her words made your eyes snap open. you wanted to see the equal amount of pleasure on her face as you had on your own. she looked absolutely wrecked; barely holding back from completely taking you in her the way that she wanted. you let out a shaky breath, your fingers finding the sheets as you curled them into your palm.
she picked up her pace after that. her fingers began stretching you out even further as she pumped them in and out of your pussy quickly. your hips moved in time with her hand and she smirked in please. “that’s a good girl,” she murmured, “yeah, just like that, bunny. you’re doing so good.”
the movements were so quick that it made you want more. needed her deeper inside of your cunt. you pushed yourself up onto your hands while keeping her fingers inside of your pussy. you wanted to take over—take your own pleasure as she guided you through it. “wanna.. wanna ride your fingers,” you said, confidence growing when you met her eyes.
ellie’s gaze widened, but she didn’t stop you.
instead, she used her free hand to guide you up and into her lap. the new angle created an easier access to shove her digits deeper inside. you groaned, head lolling backwards as you bounced up and down on her fingers. your tits moved in a mesmerizing manner; distracting ellie from your face.
she whined deep in her throat. “shit, baby,” she mumbled, lips wet and mouth dry. “you look so fucking good. ride me just like that—yeah, such a good girl.” she continued her praise that only fueled the burn in your lower belly.
ellie used her thumb to rub your clit, making you clench on her fingers.
“ell—“ you started to say her name, but the overstimulation was suffocating. she was fucking you so hard while also driving out that sweet sweet pleasure from that sensitive bundle of nerves. “o-oh god.. oh!” you moaned, bouncing rapidly as you worked the tightness out of your cunt.
this was so much better than anything you had ever watched, and to make it complete, it was ellie who was fucking you this good. someone who had taught you how to kiss, showered with you, and seen you naked. it was a full circle kind of moment, and the kind that you never ever wanted to let go.
ellie bit her bottom lip so hard, “shit, i can feel you—“ her words were cut off by the pleasure washing over you and hitting you like a wave hard.
you squirted on her fingers as you came, the hot and sticky liquid coating her hand. your movements quickly dwindled as your forehead came to rest on her shoulder. closing your eyes, your breathing came out rapid and rigid. chest heaving and cheeks flushed with both heat and need.
“fuck, bunny,” ellie smiled, helping to ease you back down onto your back. she licked her lips and brought her fingers to her mouth to suck your essence off of them. her green hues flickered to yours. “you did so good. m’ so proud of you.”
her confidence didn’t dwindle. if anything, it heightened now that she had gotten her hands on you. “c’mere, baby. lemme take care of my girl,” she said, helping clean you up before drawing you into her embrace. she held you tightly, tucking your head into her neck as she rubbed her hand against your back.
“so good, so good,” she continued to murmur into your ear, “i love you so much.”
the words slipped out like normal. you two had always said you loved one another, but this time, it held a deeper meaning. one that you had felt for a while, but were too afraid to admit. now, though, you never wanted that feeling to go away.
you hugged her tightly, “i love you, too, els.” you whispered, your best friend—and now more—chuckling as she kissed the side of your head.
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