Nine lives, remember?

( SEMI HIATUS )

[imhardlythewomaniwas]

// Have some Caryl :3

[imhardlythewomaniwas]

suellenalmeida said: Que legal! O cosplay ficou mto bem feito. Esse evento foi no Brasil?

// Obrigada!! :3 Sim, foi. Festival do Japão & Anime Buzz, em Porto Alegre.

[imhardlythewomaniwas]

More pics of my group <3 there’s even more people that wasn’t able to go to the con, but we’ll have this day with everybody :3

[imhardlythewomaniwas]

Finally cosplayed Carol. The group was awesome but all I can think when I look at the pics is omg how I’m fat. Melissa is a cutie and I am this big ball of fat ‘-’

[imhardlythewomaniwas]

the power of cosplay :3 I only need the costume now ignore my cat

[imhardlythewomaniwas]

BEST

PICTURE

EVER

I CAN’T HANDLE THIS OMG HAHAHAHAH

[imhardlythewomaniwas]

OOC: Just wanted to say that:

Yeah, I’m alive. I’m in semi hiatus bc reasons, but I’m alive and you can find me on bringdownthekxng

THE NEW IMAGES OF S6!!!! ALL THIS CARICKYL I’M GOING TO DIE

This and the fact that I’ll cosplay Carol with an awesome group next month may bring my muse back so I can reply to everyone.

MY BOOTS ARE FINALLY 100%, I HAVE THEM IN MY HANDS <3 I need the clothes and the rifle/revolver/knife and they are working on that

MY GROUP WILL BE SO AWESOOOOOME

There will be no more Walker Stalker at my country </3 I am sad but happy because I wouldn’t have money (another state far away as well) and it would kill me know that Norm would be on my country and I wouldn’t be able to see him.

I love you all, come talk to me at my new muse while I don’t have muse for Carol or other muses

[imhardlythewomaniwas]

OOC: I’m not dead, I’m just working in a very slow rhythm because I don’t have a lot of muse these days (I’m mostly on my new muse tbh). I’m feeling like a shitty rp partner right now because of that. But I didn’t forget you. If you’re tagged, I owe you.

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[madwomanlexie]

Doing warm up sketches. Of course one turns into Caryl heh.

[imhardlythewomaniwas]

OOC: I’ll be more selective on my threads for a while. And I won’t be making greeting posts. Thing is I don’t have the muse, but I have a lot of threads here, so I’m not putting her on hiatus. But I may took longer to answer, because I don’t have muse. I’ll be more active on weregonnamovesomefurniturearound, my blog for Meg from Supernatural.

[veronikalovesthis]

This hug kills me (of love)

-Vero.

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Secret Feelings | Rick/Carol

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Rick knew once the prison had fallen he had made the wrong choice of banishing Carol.  Sure, she was strong enough to make it on her own, that much he was certain off.  But to send away someone that had already been through turmoil as Carol had was a mistake full of guilt that he had to wear.  When he realized that she had saved them all, he couldn’t make the tears stop even if he wanted to.  He pushed down feelings back at the prison, feelings that should have made him stop when he said the words that banished her from returning to the prison with him.  

And now that he saw her again, something he didn’t think would happen but had silently hoped, the rush of emotions and feelings made him hug her that much tighter.   He knew Carol–knew that she was stronger than she initially was when he first met her after being reunited with Carl and Lori after leaving Atlanta.  The woman she was then was a mere shadow of the strength of a woman she was today, especially now that she had managed to save them from being slaughtered by the monsters at Terminus.

Holding her as tightly as possible to him, he whispered again.  "No, it’s not.  I never told you some things.  And I feel like an asshole for sending you away.  Don’t ever go away again because you’re family and I forgot that.  I’m so sorry,“ he said very quietly so only she could hear him, still hugging her tightly.

[imhardlythewomaniwas]

At the time, when he banished her, she could allow herself to feel betrayed, to feel pain. Because it hurt her that someone that she cared so much about -- and that she thought cared about her too -- could just send her away; could forbid her to come back home -- if they could call the prison home. But for sure he forbade her to see her family again. Because they were all family. And she was sure she would never see them again.

But she loved him too; she cared. She couldn’t be angry forever. And she would never let him or any of them to die. He wouldn’t. He even protect her from a walker back in the day when he banished her. She knew that it didn’t matter his decision of banishing her. He still cared about her as she cared about him. And that day when she saved them all, she knew he would do the same for her.

That was why she didn’t see reason for any explanation from him. In the end, he cared. He made a decision that hurt her. She could even think that wasn’t necessary, not after everything they have been through. But she could see his side. She felt his hold tightening and she returned the hug. “It’s alright. Maybe you’ve learned with that...”, she replied with a chuckle

[bringdownthekxng]

About eight years of roleplay

OC friendly

One-liner to multi para

Multi ship

+21 years old

[imhardlythewomaniwas]

I am always wanting to write Rated R material threads but I’m never sure of who would be comfortable doing so. Can roleplayers please reblog this post if you are fully comfortable writing mature subjects in your threads? { Blood, gore, rape, murder, alcohol and drug use, hack&slash etc. } I’d like to find out by this post who IS comfortable with these types of roleplays rather than making someone uncomfortable just by asking. Thank you!

[imhardlythewomaniwas]

+1 cookie in the oven

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“I-I think so.”

[imhardlythewomaniwas]

“You can count on me if you need something.”

[imhardlythewomaniwas]

+1 cookie in the oven

[xvivere-blog]

“Fry them up?”

[imhardlythewomaniwas]

“How are we supposed to do that?”

[t-chambler-archived]

“I feel so useless laying her.” Tara admitted. She hated knowing people had to take time out of their day to help take care of her. She hated knowing that they were using supplies on her. She hated what had happened in general. She had woken up to the news that Aiden and Noah hadn’t made it. And although, she wasn’t a big Aiden fan, it really stung that they were short two more men. And Noah was much more than just a man. He was a brother. She was just tired of losing people. “I’ll be back up on my feet soon. I know I will.” She offered Carol a small smile. “Dude, when does anything end like it should? I’m surprised it’s not any worse. You know for a group that has pretty good luck, we do seem to find ourselves in all kinds of trouble.”

[imhardlythewomaniwas]

“Well, it’s necessary that you lay down and get better.”, she said. She understood how she felt, she also wouldn’t feel good about it too. But she needed to stay there until she was completly healed from what happened. “I know you will, you’re strong. You’ll be up before you realize it.”, she replied. And Carol did believe in that. She was already much better than before. “Yeah, it could be worse...”, of course that was bad, but yes, it could be even worse.