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Mr. Jaky

Well if you don't know I am still alive

Love is revolutionary....

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The heart wants what the heart wants....

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Love Parents

My mom would beat all my sporting events, let's say I was playing football. My mother would be on the side lines and if the play on the field started going one way my mother would be like oh my gosh. I get in the huddle with the other guys that go mark is that your mother. I go no I never saw her before my. The greatest gift my mother ever gave me she believed in me. I have overdosed on drugs on three occasions where I should have been dead but I believe I was kept here for a reason. You show me your friends I will show you your future how do I know this I hung out with losers and I became the biggest lose them all because I gave up everything I dreamt about as a little boy because of who I chose to surround myself.

When my friends drive me home at 2:00 3:00 4:00 in the morning we'd be drunk and high laughing in the car we pulled it from a house in the earth they go, mark mark the light sign I go oh man, my mother is up see my mom wouldn't go to bed until she knew her son was still alive. I'd walk and she say hi mark how was your night it was good mom it's gonna go to bed shoes can I talk to you for a minute. I say mom I'm tired I'm just gonna go to bed shoes mark. I haven't seen you all day and all night can I please talk to you. I said man just leave me alone you bugged me I'd slam my bedroom door.

I'm the one person who believed in me I was on a worldwide tour we arrested overseas in Japan after my wrestling match we all upstairs in my hotel room and I fell asleep there was a knock at my door three o'clock in the morning. I got out of bed I looked for the safety window and I could see it was a Japanese promoter. I opened the door he said mark you need to call home there's been an emergency I went and got a hotel room phone. I called back tonight, citizen hey what's going on and he said mark I don't know how to tell you this I said just tell me what happened he started trying to go mark can't tell you I said just say it he said mark your mother died. I just threw the phone down I ran out of my hotel room I took the elevator to the lobby when the doors opened up I just ran out into the street.

I mean there was no cars there was no people's 3 o'clock in the morning and I walked down the middle of a street in Hiroshima Japan and I remember looking up and just say mom I am so sorry. I flew home for a funeral and I was so nervous to walk up to her casket so I just stood way in the back and I kept looking from a distance. Then kept thinking to myself please get up and then I finally got the nerve to walk up to her and as I got closer I could see my mom for the first time. I mean she was so beautiful she was dressed in white I mean she looked like an angel and I stood over and I said mom you are my hero. Everything I am everything I hope to be was because you ,you loved me so much you gave me a life you're the only one that ever believed in me how did it repair I can drunk by getting high by getting stupid by hanging out with losers for all she ever wanted to do was talk to me I wish I could talk to you now mom I wish you see what I'm doing why can I have been a better son.

We are defined by our choices but if you surround yourself with people involved in drugs and alcohol and pills it's a dead end. I'm not here to preach to you I'm here to tell you I live that life it leads to broken hearts broken relationships broken dreams and death for what to get high if you have a mother or a father when you go home tell them how much you love them see my whole life was about being rich and famous. I had to be a millionaire I had to win the race I do win the race expense my marriage my family my friends for what to be all alone in the world and learned what is truly important and that is how precious this gift of life is and our families. And how quickly it could be taken away see I no longer live in time I live in moments she's not what's in your pocket that matters it's what's in your heart that truly matters love is just a word until somebody comes along and gives it meaning you, you're the meaning. So be happy love and respect your parents because this life is mortal. And we all have to leave this mortal life with empty handed.

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Finding Peace...but that is difficult because the world is full of tears...and sadness...

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Beautiful Words

“It was many and many a year ago, In a kingdom by the sea, That a maiden there lived whom you may know By the name of ANNABEL LEE; And this maiden she lived with no other thought Than to love and be loved by me. I was a child and she was a child, In this kingdom by the sea; But we loved with a love that was more than love- I and my Annabel Lee; With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven Coveted her and me. And this was the reason that, long ago, In this kingdom by the sea, A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling My beautiful Annabel Lee; So that her highborn kinsman came And bore her away from me, To shut her up in a sepulchre In this kingdom by the sea. The angels, not half so happy in heaven, Went envying her and me- Yes!- that was the reason (as all men know, In this kingdom by the sea) That the wind came out of the cloud by night, Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee. But our love it was stronger by far than the love Of those who were older than we- Of many far wiser than we- And neither the angels in heaven above, Nor the demons down under the sea, Can ever dissever my soul from the soul Of the beautiful Annabel Lee. For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams Of the beautiful Annabel Lee; And the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes Of the beautiful Annabel Lee; And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side Of my darling- my darling- my life and my bride, In the sepulchre there by the sea, In her tomb by the sounding sea.” ― Edgar Allen Poe