I might be kinda high

I'm probably high if I'm posting here. : - )

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Wish I could smoke weed with Gandalf.

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I think part of what I like about Supernatural is 'cause it's like a more high-stakes, dramatic, and older version of Scooby-Doo do if the monsters were real. Or at least that Scooby and the Gang would eventually stop running. I just saw a new Scooby-Doo cartoon recommended to me by Netflix, but all I can think as the preview plays is "Daphne's STILL scared by shit? Wait they're ALL still freaking out like 3 or 4 generations later? They should be reacting to things like Sam and Dean by now. 😂

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Oh my god I just realized my 'k' key is working on tumblr again!!! I don't know why but for literally YEARS my 'k' key has been broken, taking me ALL THE WAY BACK TO THE TOP of my dash, instead of just to the top of the previous post, anyway it's workin' again and that's fuckin awesome!

I know I'm high but seriously being able to just go back and forth on PC with the 'j' and 'k' keys without even leaving the home rows, like that is one of those old tumblr desktop features that just always felt right to me. Pretty sure somebody else copied it after too. Fb? Anyway...

Fuck Yeah Keyboard Navigation!

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I'm diggin' the King Bowser 64 cameo in BuyPoloDisorder's Daughter Wears A 3000r Shirt Embroidered from the new André 3000 album. This one's a joy when you're high 😂 This whole album I mean. Damn. Snoop Dogg picked a hell of a time to stop smoking.

Really though this is fantastic for doing design work. Really sets my mind at ease to just think about or focus on whatever I'm doing. Feels safe to let my thoughts wander without losing focus as I work.

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I went to Denver for a concert/festival and of course bought some weed while I was there and hoooly shit this stuff is so much stickier and more potent than what I've been getting locally here for the most part. Maybe it's just my plug, but he's the only one I've found because I still know so few people here in general. Anyway this shit DEFINITELY hits DIFFERENT!

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Today in First World Problems, my bud is way too sticky... ickyicky... oooweeee!

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I wonder if sometimes when i feel like shit and smoke to feel better, I was actually feeling like shit because I was exhausted and my body was trying to tell me to rest, but since I feel better after smoking, I stay up, and that's why I feel less rested on occasion the next day. I think I need to set a weed bedtime. And a regular bedtime.

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I get why it exists but the way you can disable reply's on posts just feels wrong to an elder tumblrite. It used to be half the fun just reading replys, or these long-ass reblog chains, some of which would be hilarious, other's super informative and fascinating (hi science tumblr). Now some posts cant be replied to and that "Oh you love the color of the sky? Which one?" post would never work. Anything just a little long gets an automatic readmore.

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Posting on main when I’m high is stressful. lol.

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Birthday Bowl. Happy New Year! 🥳

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Ooof. I gotta tell my guy these new “micro dose” capsules are a little too strong. I’ve just been hit while walking my doggy with what I’ve been consistently feeling, unpleasant wooziness and elevated anxiety on them.

The point of “micro” was supposed to be that you don’t actually feel any of the psychoactive effects. I also primarily started trying in order to see if I could help my anxiety, and to a lesser extent depression, and just overall try to feel less overwhelmed. Instead I feel very overwhelmed.

What I’m feeling does make sense though since I’m pretty sure they’re 300mg up from 200mg the last time. Actually I thought I read a micro-dose could be more like 100-150mg. Anyway, yeah these are too much. Gotta worry about how they’ll effect my work performance and possibly cause visible intoxication if I’m around family on them. Just strong enough I can only do so much to play it off. 

I’m fine though. It goes away. Just a little journal entry to remind myself what I’m feeling and what to watch out for, and he does like to hear feedback so I’ll let him know.

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Jeeeezus, I’ve been trying to keep it low after a tolerance break but I just had some reeeealy finely ground stuff in my bong along with a pretty good bit of kief and I am higher than I’ve been in a while at a time I did not mean to be, lol. I got shit to do tomorrow and I’ll probably sleep in.

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So purdy when they're clean.

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The old 90s X-Men cartoon is legit pretty dope. And the main theme is great of course a classic but the end credits music in the first season was fuckin awesome too with that guitar. Glad I started re-watching it before the new continuation. I'm curious just how close they're going to stick to the old art style. I actually hope to see subtle improvements. Like same style but maybe with smoother animations, and better lighting, angles, and camera work.

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I cannot express how much I appreciate the modern advancement of USB-C so I don't have to fumble with shit when I'm high. lol

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I feel really good right now.

It was an unusually okay day at work. It was also my second microdose day.

I’ve also got a handle on where my weed tolerance is now after my 5-week long break, so I’m at a nice comfortable level among the clouds.

Except for my wrists. Those still hurt, more than usual today actually. Fuck. lol

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Trying my first microdose of psilocybin today. Golden Teacher apparently? Took it about an hour ago. Not sure it if it’s a good or bad time to do it given that I’m kinda fighting against a big wave of anxiety and depression right now given recent news. I know you’re not supposed to do a full dose in a negative headspace, but not sure if that’ extends to microdosing. I wouldn’t think it would considering it’s not supposed to be sense-warping the way a full trip is. We’ll see though. That’s why I’m doing my first try on my day off. No pressures of responsibility. Might just mute my phone in case my boss tries to call me.