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woke up in a dream today (tagata/imigo fic)
Replayed Yotsume God the other day and just wanted to write a little for these two.
Title: woke up in a dream today (1176 words) Fandom: 四ツ目神 | Escape Game Yotsume God Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Tagata/Imigo Additional Tags: Ending 12, Unrequited Love, shifting pov Summary: Tagata was used to being alone. Was used to losing.
The Magnus Archives
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The Magnus Archives (Podcast) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Elias Bouchard | Jonah Magnus/Jonathan “Jon” Sims | The Archivist Characters: Elias Bouchard | Jonah Magnus, Jonathan “Jon” Sims | The Archivist, Martin Blackwood, Basira Hussain Additional Tags: Assault, Blood and Injury, Hospitalization, the fears are sexy actually, Season 4 Spoilers Series: Part 2 of Ouroboros Summary:
After their encounter in the hotel, Jon can’t stop thinking about Elias. And wouldn’t you know, Elias can’t stop thinking about him, too.
One of my Fandom Trumps Hate (2023) auction fics written for @imiriad! Thanks so much for bidding on me, I had a great time writing for you :D
Author: imiriad
Rating: G
Pairings/Characters: Kiryu "Joshua" Yoshiya/Sakuraba Neku
Warnings: None
Partner: Yammer
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Title: Found You!
Artist: Yammer @doufusoup
Pairings/Characters: Kiryu "Joshua" Yoshiya/Sakuraba Neku Partner: imiriad Artist's Note: hope you like the art! :D thanks to miri who encouraged me to participate in this year’s bang ^^
[Image ID: Joshua meets Neku in three different ways, depicted in three different panels. 1) Joshua meets a Neku who is too clingy, too close, and not tsundere enough. 2) Joshua meets a Neku that wants nothing to do with him at ALL, so he leaves. 3) Joshua meets his Neku, the one he’s been looking for this whole time! /.End ID]
Fandom Trumps Hate auction
For the first time I'm participating in the Fandom Trumps Hate fandom auction! It's an event where fans offer to create works or give other kinds of fan labor, others bid on their talents, and the money goes to charity. You can read up on it here on Tumblr.
I'm offering 1 fic for either The Magnus Archives or A Voice From Darkness (podcasts), 10-20k, any rating. If you enjoy my fics, please check out my action page, and the rest of the auction as well! Bidding starts March 1st.
I'll be browsing around for auctions to bid on, too. See you there!
Bidding is open! ✌️
reading through material on Gankutsuou sometimes feels like there is an unspoken pact that the entirety of media coverage agreed on to never. EVER. mention the queerness.
I’m not even talking about Peppo, an actual trans girl in an anime in the year of the lord 2004. or Franz and the fact that he is in 100% homosexual love with Albert and how that informs a huge part of the emotional backbone of the show.
I’m talking about the fact that Gankutsuou is actually a queer love story.
and yet?
all the reviews I’ve seen so far do the exact same “yadda yadda Count of Monte Cristo Sci Fi AU in SPAAAACE, also what the FUCK is up with the patterns” sing and dance, with no mention of the fact that you basically have to strap in for a 24 episode slow burn friends-to-enemies-to-lovers fanfic of Alexandre Dumas’ literary classic.
then again, the material the anime itself provides does the exact same thing. the character relationship chart that comes with the DVD labels the line between Franz and Albert “Good Friends”.
which isn’t. wrong? per se? but Idk man it feels like that way one of the most important layers of meaning of this story just gets lost.
and part of me is glad, because not everything that has gay romance in it should be labelled BL. not that there’s anything wrong with BL. but not every anime that has a straight romance in it is labelled “romance”. things sometimes just happen to be queer, without revolving around the fact that they are. Gankutsuou was a revelation for me as a teenager. cause it showed me that epic stories about revenge and forgiveness and love can just happen to also be queer.
BUT. the fact that the queerness just gets sidestepped, no, I wanna say swept under the rug left and right… also doesn’t sit well with me?
it’s almost as if everyone’s either ashamed to acknowledge it, or. you know. impersonating that nice lady up there. and in 2004, that was no surprise! but now, almost 20 years later? I hoped Gankutsuou would be celebrated as the absolute fucking triumph of gay love story that it is.
#oh i believe that in 2009 when i first watched it everyone was talking abt how gay the story was #but yk #i guess that people now are less inclined to callit a love story #bc while in 2004 gay romances were almost nonexistent #nowadays calling the relationship btw albert and the count ‘a gay love story’ might uhhh #get you some side eyes #what with the grooming and the age gap and albert being 15 #i mean this is just food for thought #i dont think the queerness is being swept away #but there are also very valid reasons why ppl wouldnt see albert and the count’s relationship as a love story #and more of a one sided crush on albert’s part #at best #im not trying to start shit up i just… yea #want to explain (via @mgnajjh-dmp )
hey there! yeah, I’m not trying to fight either, but I have to give my two cents on these tags cause unfortunately this line of argument is exactly where queer representation discourse has gone wrong imho.
when did we start arguing that something is only gay representation when it’s healthy, wholesome, without any objectionable content.
why is a relationship not a homoerotic one, just because it’s abusive, or has a power imbalance? yes, it’s important that we get healthy and wholesome gay rep. but it’s also important we get to see all kinds of stories involving queer people.
heterosexual relationships in media are allowed to reflect all facets and flavors of human connections, they can be affectionate and sweet, they can be dark and violent, they can be manipulative, they can be vague, they can be complicated. and if heterosexual relationships are allowed to be depicted like that, the same should be true for queer relationships.
I gotta say I’m somewhat defensive of the fact that Albert is in gay love with the Count. because after everything that happened, after all the bad blood, all the hatred, the conspiring, after years of betrayal festering in and destroying a soul that in turn seeks to destroy the lives of so many people. after all this. it’s a chaste little kiss on the cheek, it’s the purity of Albert’s love and admiration and forgiveness for the Count that saves the day.
and denying that this is queer love is denying us one of the handful of stories we have where it is queer love that takes such a center stage, that is depicted as beautiful and cleansing and healing, and that is an unstoppable force which vanquishes the dark.
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For Segawatober2021 Day 6 : Food! (Also sorry for my lateness!)
TWEWY Fics (JoshNeku, HazRindo)
SO FOR THE LAST MONTH IVE BEEN ENJOYING NEO TWEWY....
Once I finished the game and let it settle in my brain I ended up writing a couple fics in a frenzied rush. These are all rounded up here!!
Spoilers for NEO in general including the Secret Report and Secret Ending for basically all of them lol...
Apparently I really like Hazuki/Rindo so. Yeah. There’s quite a few of those.
by glare of night Rating: G Relationship: Joshua/Neku Additional Tags: Pre-Slash, Post-A New Day (TWEWY), Pre-NEO: The World Ends With You Summary: It was almost too long before Neku got his first visitor in Shinjuku. Joshua did like to make him wait.
house blend Rating: G Relationship: Joshua/Neku, Hazuki/Rindo Additional Tags: Post-NEO: The World Ends With You, ships are mostly implied Summary: Hazuki was in Shibuya again. The reason why was especially obvious to Neku.
catalysis Rating: G Relationship: Hazuki/Rindo Additional Tags: Post-NEO: The World Ends With You, Hazuki has a crush Summary: There was something new taking root in Hazuki, ever since he met Rindo.
spring thaw Rating: T Relationship: Hazuki/Rindo Additional Tags: Post-NEO: The World Ends With You, First Kiss Summary: Hazuki had forgotten how intense one's senses could be in the RG.
overcurrent (18+) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Underage Relationship: Hazuki/Rindo Additional Tags: Post-NEO: The World Ends With You, Underage Sex, Age Difference, Established Relationship, First Time, Dubious Consent, Mind Manipulation Summary: A night alone with Rindo was an excellent opportunity for Hazuki to explore the growing host of feelings in his chest.
Dropping by to tell you that your fic is giving me life and I'm eager to read the next chapter I adore your writing✨
Thank you so much!! I’m glad you’re enjoying it! I’m having fun too~ Though you’ll have to wait a lil longer for the next chapter than usual as I’m a little distracted this week, but I appreciate your comment (and patience~)!