Friends probably hate me, can't answer a message

[ "Filled with anxiety, always be hidin' me." ] [ M!A: None ] [ This blog will contain triggering content and DRV3 spoilers. ]

[imnotjustarobot]

It does, and it does for a while, but the hurt won’t stay forever. It doesn’t always seem like it will, but I promise you, the hurt will go away. It takes time, but things will get better, even when it doesn’t seem like it will. I wish I could give you better advice here, but I’m still in the middle of the whole figuring out how to make it better thing myself… if there’s ever anything I can do to help, please just ask. You shouldn’t have to suffer like this, but taking your life isn’t the way to feel better. *He’s offered a hug.* 🍀

He hesitates before stepping forward. One step becomes two and two becomes three. Before he knows it he's hugging you tightly, shaking in your arms. "I'm s-so sorry..."

[imnotjustarobot]

Yeah, it’s me. I’m here for you, Kiibo. I know that doesn’t mean a lot, but please… you’ve got people rooting for you, kiddo. It might not always seem like it but there are people here and other places that love you, and that care about you, and that want you to be okay. You’ve been through so much, and recovery isn’t easy, but you can get through it. I believe in you, Kiibo. So please… don’t end it here. 🍀

"But it hurts so badly..."

[imnotjustarobot]

Kiibo, I know it’s looking bad now, and it’s been bad, but dying now would only take away the chance for things to get better. Please, Kiibo, don’t do this. Closing doors isn’t the way to go forward. 🍀

"Clover...?"

[imnotjustarobot]

i would be glad to give you anything you might need for this (:

Walking is a difficult task, especially with the stiff joints, but he makes his way to the kitchen with slow, heavy steps. "Boiling water should do. Add some salt and it should work fine..."

[imnotjustarobot]

Kiibo this might seem good now but you’re going to regret this

"No I won't...."

[imnotjustarobot]

I’d say we could get someone to take them but the only bitch who would still care about you is missing so. Idk

Sitting up from the computer desk, Kiibo's head felt fuzzy. It had been a while since he'd been back in his body. The joints are stiff and he swearshe hears creaking when he gets up from the chair. "How hot does water need to be to melt [REDACTED]..."

[imnotjustarobot]

we can handle them. they’ll be okay.

USER KIIBO HAS LOGGED OFF!

"Kiibo!!"

[imnotjustarobot]

exactly. at best, it’ll rid you of the torture. at worst, nothing changes. there’s no loss

"What about the pets?"

"They never really were mine..."

[imnotjustarobot]

your birthday is a sore spot, isn’t it? think about it this way. you could make this the last time you have to deal with one (:

"Do you even know what would happen if-?"

"Nothing. It would be void of anything."

[imnotjustarobot]

don’t listen to her Kiibo. she doesn’t know what you need. you’ve been here for so long and it hasn’t gotten better, has it? why not end it before another year can make it worse?

"S-Stop it! Please just st-"

"Happy birthday to me...."

[imnotjustarobot]

of course we aren’t! if anyone still cared about you you wouldn’t be alone with nobody but a dead girl. kokichi stopped loving you, you even drove shuichi away! impressive (:

"K-Kiibo you can't seriously be considering-"

".........."

"After everything you've been through!"

[imnotjustarobot]

Live, love, I think we need to apologize and do better

"Don't even bother."

[imnotjustarobot]

might as well just kill yourself then because this isn’t ending if we have a say (: it’s not like anyone is left to miss you. they all left you already

"..........."

"How could you say that to someone!"

"They aren't wrong..."

[imnotjustarobot]

Oh sorry

"No, you aren't! You never are! You just like to isolate me more than being a robot ever did! I loved the creation my father made but you all tainted me so much I can't bare to stand seeing myself anymore!"

[imnotjustarobot]

This is it this is where Kiibo snaps and becomes the humanity destroying robot we all knew he would someday

"No matter what I say, no matter what I do it's never good enough. I loved Kokichi with every fiber of my being and it'll never be enough for you."

[imnotjustarobot]

Uh oh. I think we’re gonna die

"There's no point in agruing with you people anymore."

[imnotjustarobot]

Yes we have. That’s the point (:

"I'm tired of being treated like this!"