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OK!!! I am finished posting all of the chapter! Enjoy this crazy, cringy, funny story.
Also Warning: lots and lots of cussing in this story.....
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Prologue
Chapter one: Where the hell am I?
Chapter two: Complicated Explanation
Chapter three: Aizawa
Chapter four: Quirk
Chapter five: U.A.
Chapter six: Classes and Starting War
Chapter seven: Bandages and Books
Chapter eight: Dates and Annoyances
Chapter nine: Shit is about to go down
Chapter ten: U. A. Sports Festival
Chapter eleven: NOT A DATE
Chapter twelve: Haru and Name
Chapter thirteen: Grilled Cheese and Tomato Soup
Chapter fourteen: Take me out on a date first
Chapter fifteen: Hero Killer
Chapter sixteen: Knife
Chapter seventeen: Tree House
Chapter eighteen: Memories
Chapter nineteen: Fall and Rescue
Chapter twenty: A home vs. a house
Chapter twenty-one: Vivid
Chapter twenty-two: What exactly is this?
Chapter twenty-three: Coffee and Packing
Chapter twenty-four: Camp fun
Chapter twenty-five: Kids...they're annoying
Chapter twenty-six: Text Message
Chapter twenty-seven: Fell asleep
Chapter twenty-eight: Don't hide, just run
Chapter twenty-nine: Haircut
Chapter thirty: Dark Knight in Blue Flames
Chapter thirty-one: Coming with us
Chapter thirty-two: A change of clothes
Chapter thirty-three: Making a Deal with Devils
Chapter thirty-four: Fight
Chapter thirty-five: Trust
Chapter thirty-six: Bakugou
Chapter thirty-seven: All for one
Chapter thirty-eight: Now I know why
Chapter thirty-nine: Heroes to the rescue
Chapter forty: So many questions
Chapter forty-one: Leave
Chapter forty-two: No... wait... stay
Chapter forty-three: So much noise
Chapter forty-four: I hate saying this but -
Chapter forty-five: You Owe Me
Chapter forty-six: Text message...again
Chapter forty-seven: How the fuck -
Chapter forty-eight: Desires
Chapter forty-nine: Only Us
Chapter fifty: Don't worry, I'll fix this
Sorry not sorry
Done!!!
Cursed into Damnation
So.... I have an idea... of making a Black Butler fanfic so here is a sneak peak... of basically the middle of the fanfic but I just wrote it down before I wrote everything else... so uh yeah.. this can also be a oneshot I guess
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Rowan Phantomhive… er.. Actually Rowan Evans. Don’t forget, Ciel Phantomhive is the only Phantomhive in this century. It would be very questionable if there were another Phantomhive that suddenly showed up.
Now.. Rowan Evans, she looks in shock at the blood on the butler, Sebastian Michaelis, and how he is still standing.
“How the hell is he still alive?!” Rowan yells, holding onto Ciel as Sebastian and Grelle are fighting.
“Rowan… you cannot be this dense… He isn’t human,” Ciel says, deciding to tell her sense she is witnessing the fight go down… Plus, she is from the future.
“He’s a demon,” Ciel states and then shoves her, “Now get off of me!”
Rowan lets go and stares at the fight between Grelle and the so-called demon, “Huh?”
Ciel sighs, “You’re shocked that he’s a demon when you are from the future…”
Suddenly another man intervenes with the fight but Rowan can’t focus on anything else.
Everything is wrapped up and she stays quiet on the ride back to the manor.
Rowan gets out of the carriage and makes her way to her room, while Sebastian takes Ciel to his and helps him get ready. She walks to her room but stops in the middle of the hallway. She can’t help but think about the curse of her family. She can’t help but remember when her mother was telling her. ‘Oh Rowan, don’t even think about it too hard. I even looked into the legend and it said a demon cursed the Phantomhive family… It’s ridiculous… and the name.. Sebastian Michaelis doesn’t even exist.’
Rowan hears footsteps behind her. She turns around and sees him… the one that cursed her family.
“Oh… No… No no no,” Rowan says, shaking her head, stepping back away from Sebastian.
He looks at Rowan, very confused, “Why are you so alarmed, Miss Rowan?”
“They’re right… they have always been right…” Rowan says.
Sebastian’s expression turns serious, “What are you talking about? Who has been right?”
“My.. my family… my mother and I thought that my father’s side was crazy…” Rowan says.
Sebastian folds his arms, “They’ve been right about… what, exactly?”
Rowan looks right into his eyes, “I truly am cursed… The next girl born in the family will be cursed into damnation…” Rowan shakes her head and continues to step away from him slowly. “My f-father and grandfather were right….”
Sebastian suddenly pins Rowan against the wall, looking at her with a serious glare, “Cursed into damnation? Can you elaborate what you mean by that, my lady?”
“There was a legend in my family where it said that the next girl in the family will be cursed into damnation to make the deal sufficient to Ciel Phantomhive’s soul because he found a way out of the deal with the damned… b-but I thought it was just that… a legend.” Rowan says.
Sebastian is looking at Rowan, not letting her go yet, his expression still serious, “That is a rather grim thought to live your life with. But are you really going to pin your current predicament on a family legend?”
“Well… I’m in 1888 where Ciel Phantomhive is still alive and his butler… is you.. Who is also a part of it… You, Sebastian Michaelis, the demon who cut ties with Ciel because his soul was no longer enough… And I’m the first girl that has been born after four generations.” Rowan says.
Sebastian sighs, clearly thinking her logic is solid enough, “Fine, I’ll admit it’s a rather coincidental predicament. But.. the question is then: what are you going to do about it?”
“I-I don’t know… I don’t even know what cursed into damnation even is but apparently it was so bad that any sign of having a girl, the women that were married to any Phantomhive would make sure they wouldn’t have them,” Rowan says
Sebastian lets Rowan go suddenly and straightens up the cuffs of his sleeves, thinking to himself. “Cursed into Damnation. A rather open-ended term, if you ask me. But that is also rather worrying… if all the previous generations thought it was terrible they would refuse to have children if they had a daughter. Then they might have good reasons to be so alarmed,” he says.
“I don’t know… You tell me! You’re the one that cursed my family!” Rowan yells.
Sebastian turns to Rowan, an eyebrow raised, once again arms crossed, “How do you know I was the one to curse your family?”
“Because! The legend says! Everything else was right, so might as well this,” Rowan yells.
Sebastian rolls his eyes, clearly not convinced by her logic, “Everything else was right you say? Do you really trust the words of your ancestors that much and their ability to predict the future?”
“No! I didn’t ! That’s why my mother separated from my father because she thought my father’s family was crazy! Now I've been here, with the person who cursed my family in the first place and Ciel who is alive…” Rowan says
Sebatian groans, frustrated, “You realize you’re basing your entire theory on the fact that I happen to still be serving the young earl who, mind you, is still alive. It’s all just convenient evidence to back the theory.”
“Well… Again… He lives until he’s 30 because his deal with you isn’t sufficient anymore for some reason. His son that he had at 25 actually died unexpectedly at 30… Then any boy in the family dying unexpectedly at 30 for 4 generations later.” Rowan says.
Sebastian rubs his temples, trying to make sense of it all, “And what happens to any girl who is born into your family, then?”
“Apparently cursed into damnation… But I have been the only girl… Like I said earlier, if a woman married into the family had signs of having a girl… They would get rid of it…” Rowan says.
He closes his eyes, annoyed, “Yes, I’m aware of that. But you still haven’t answered what this supposed curse even is. Do you have any information on that?”
Rowan rolls her eyes, “I don’t know! I only know what I have been told.”
Sebastian sighs, “I see… so in other words, you’re just making assumptions based on your family’s legend because you got stuck in the past. How do you know that any of these things will even come to fruition?”
Rowan deadpans, “Because… I’m standing in front of the demon who cursed my family… so you answer what that means… You’re the one that did it.”
Sebastian steps forward, towering over Rowan with his arms crossed, “You’re acting like I’ve already admitted to cursing your family. What if I didn’t have anything to do with your ancestors? Hm?”
“Well, you are the butler of Ciel Phantomhive right?” Rowan says, rolling her eyes.
Sebastian looks down at her with a blank expression, “Yes, yes, I am currently in the service of the young earl. I’m well aware. What’s your point?”
“Well, it says that you are the one that did it… so…” Rowan says.
Sebastian groans, running a hand through his hair, “It, the damn legend. You’re basing all this off the word of your ancestors. Tell me, what evidence do you have to back the theory that I apparently cursed your family, other than being the butler of the current earl?”
“I don’t know! I’m stuck here in 1888 with my very great grandfather and his fucking demon butler from hell!” Rowan yells.
Sebastian rolls his eyes, not seeming very amused by Rowan’s answer, but also not looking angry either, “I don’t know is not a very valid answer. You’re basing all of this off of your personal theory that I cursed your entire family bloodline. Do you not see the issues here?”
“Yes… I do but I don’t know what to do,” Rowan says.
Sebastian huffs, “That’s obvious enough. You’re obviously acting without a plan and you’re letting fear cloud your judgement. You’re not thinking anything through rationally.”
“Oh really?... Why do you think I'm not thinking rationally? I’ve been stuck in 1888 for five months with a demon butler…” Rowan says sarcastically.
Sebastian rubs his temples, “For one, you’re treating your legend as gospel that I've already cursed your entire family. You’re treating your ancestors as if they could see the future and you’re taking their words as law with no second thought. Do you honestly not see the issues here?”
“The issue here is I'm in 1888! No way of getting back and talking to a demon!” Rowan yells.
Sebastian groans again, more frustrated than before. He steps forward and grabs Rowan’s arm harshly, clearly trying to be intimidating, “That’s not the issue at hand right now, miss. Can’t you put your own predicament on hold for a moment and concentrate on the current topic of who you believe cursed your entire bloodline, hm?”
Rowan winces, “You… You’re the one that did it…”
Sebastian tries to keep his temper under control, but he’s slowly losing his patience, “Alright, let’s humor your theory for a moment. And if I actually did, so what? What’s it to you?”
Rowan glares, “I don’t know! I don’t know why my family is cursed. I don’t know why I’m here! I don’t even know what the curse of damnation even means!” Rowan rips her arm away from his grip, “All I know is the legend I was told and what caused it was you… I don’t know why and I don’t know what it even is… All I know is that you’re a demon, Ciel is my fourth great grandfather and I’m in 1888.”
Sebastian’s annoyed that Rowan got out of his grasp so easily, but he sighs, trying to stay composed, “Fine. We will take your “legend” into consideration as valid information for the time being. I won’t question it further, even if the reasoning makes no sense whatsoever. But do you see that you’re making a mountain out of a molehill? You’re panicking for no reason at all, miss. What good is it to freak out about something you don’t even have answers to?”
“Because I grew up where women could wear pants and have jobs and have rights and now I’m in 1888 where we have none of that… Also… No modern technology.” Rowan says.
Sebastian sighs, “So you’re freaking out because you suddenly got transported to a time period without any modern technology and you don’t have any right as a woman and you’re scared of the curse. Is that a correct summation?”
Rowan nods, “Yup.”
Sebastian looks at Rowan, clearly not understanding your distress, “That is why you’ve been cowering against a wall, panicking all this time?’
Rowan nods, “Well…. I have never met my father because of this so-called curse that my mother thought he was crazy and now I’m here… so … I’m trying to wrap it around my head.”
Sebastian sighs, rolling his eyes again, “I’ll admit I'm getting a headache trying to process the thought of your family being so paranoid about the legend you believe in that your parents separated because you got stuck in the past… you’re so dramatic…”
Rowan huffs, looking away, “I didn’t believe in it until now.”
Sebastian groans, clearly getting frustrated, “Yes, I understand that. But the fact that you’re letting your situation affect you so severely to the point of panicking is a bit ridiculous, is it not?”
“I still don’t even know if I believe in it,” Rowan expresses.
Sebastian folds his arms across his chest again, getting a bit annoyed at Rowan’s constant changing of her stance, “You’ve been flip-flopping back and forth about your belief of your family’s legend since this discussion started. Make up your damn mind, you’re making my head hurt.”
Rowan sighs, “What does cursed into damnation even mean?”
Sebastian rubs his temples, trying to think how he can put it best, it was a little difficult to explain, “Cursed into damnation basically means you were cursed to suffer a life of misery, a hellish one, so to speak.”
“Oh… that’s great…” Rowan sighs.
Sebastian raises an eyebrow skeptically, “I can’t tell if you’re saying “that’s great” because you’re being sarcastic or if you’re somehow being serious.”
“Oh, it’s sarcastic you idiot,” Rowan says irritatedly.
Sebastian groans, getting more annoyed, “Watch your tone, miss. I haven’t been insulting you this entire time.”
Rowan shrugs, “Well, you calling me dramatic is pretty insulting to me.”
Sebastian holds his breath for a moment, trying to stay calm and keep from snapping on Rowan, but the irritation is apparent in his expression, “Calling you dramatic is a matter of opinion. The only reason why I'm calling your reaction dramatic is because you’re panicking over the simple fact that you got stuck in the past. I understand being startled because of a sudden time travel, but you are acting downright afraid of it,”
“And I’m apparently cursed to suffer a life of hell!” Rowan says.
Sebastian rolls his eyes, starting to lose any and all patience for Rowan, “Apparently being the keyword. You don’t even know the full context of your family’s legend or what the curse even is. How do you know you’re definitely cursed?”
“Because I’m standing in front of you….” Rowan deadpans.
Sebastian groans in annoyance, getting more and more frustrated, “That does not mean you’re absolutely cursed. You’re letting your paranoia affect how you react to everything happening to you right now, and it’s becoming aggravating to deal with.”
Rowan rolls her eyes and steps closer to him, “Fine… then help me figure it out. You are the one that did it.”
Sebastian glares down at her, clearly annoyed and irritated, “Yes, and we’ve established that fact multiple times already.” He steps forward forcing you to back up against a wall, “You’re starting to become insufferable, you know that?”
Rowan looks up to him as she feels the wall of her back, “You never answered me… Are you going to help me figure this curse out?”
Sebastian grabs Rowan’s chin as he pushes her further into the wall, his expression getting more and more irritated by the second as he speaks, “Of course I’ll help you figure it out… but i expect you to stop being paranoid, to calm down, and to actually listen to what I have to say. Do you understand, miss?” Sebastian doesn’t let go of Rowan’s chin as he stands there, observing her for a moment, “Good. Now that we have an agreement… I will give you some answers as to what the damn curse is. But I will give them to you in pieces, you are not going to get the bigger picture all in one go. It will probably be easier to process that way, got it?”
Rowan nods her head and breathes out, huffing.
Sebastian lets go of her chin but still pinning her against the wall, his voice is quiet and firm, “Good… first of all, let’s clarify something. Your ancestors believed the legend that any girl born into the Phantomhive family would be cursed into damnation, correct?”
“The first girl… so i’m guessing just the one,” Rowan corrects.
Sebastian sighs, annoyed that she’s interrupting him, “Yes, I’m aware, the one female child. Don’t correct me, it’s irritating and it’s interrupting my train of thought. Just let me get through with my questions, and you can ask your own later alright?”
“Well, you didn’t say it correctly. You said any girl…” Rowan says.
Sebastian groans, getting increasingly more annoyed the second, “You realize the only difference between the two statements is the singular usage, yes? My meaning was clear enough.”
“Except it wasn’t very clear because I had to correct you,” Rowan states.
Sebastian groans again, clearly getting fed up with her nitpicking, “You didn’t need to correct me. What purpose did it serve? Your point got across, mine did as well.”
“Mmmk whatever you say,” Rowan says.
“if you say one more sarcastic comment, I swear to whatever God is out there…” Sebastian says.
“Ok ok…. Continue what you were saying…” Rowan says.
Sebastian lets go of her and rubs his temples, “Finally… that’s much better. Now, as I was saying, your ancestors thought that your entire family was cursed, didn’t they? Is that right?”
“Yes,” Rowan says.
Sebastian sighs, trying to keep his patience, “Now this leads to the first part of my next question. Since your ancestors believed in your family’s damnation curse, do you know anything about how the curse even works?”
“Uh… All I know is that apparently the first girl is cursed into damnation. They never really said any details. Also… If it helps… All of the boys in the family have been dying at 30..” Rowan says.
Sebastain raises an eyebrow skeptical, “That’s odd. And the reason I find that odd is because if they were so convinced that the one female child would be cursed, why are all the male children dying? That’s just inconsistent.”
“Yeah… well… Apparently it will be worse…” Rowan shrugs.
Sebastian raises an eyebrow, interested, “Worse how? How could it possibly be worse than all the male children in your family dying off?”
Rowan shrugs, “I don’t know… Like I said, there weren't many details.”
Sebastian is annoyed by her limited knowledge, “How in the world am I supposed to give you a full picture of this damn curse if you have no details, miss?”
Rowan sighs, “It’s not my fault. I’m not the one that cursed my family nor am I the one that read it. I was just told about it by my mother who thought it was crazy.”
Sebastian rolls his eyes, clearly getting more annoyed by the second, “If you have no answers for me, then I will ask some different questions. Now the most important question I have for you… Is it the case that you believe the legend your family has about the curse, or do you not? Be honest with me for once.”
Rowan shrugs, “I honestly never did… But the situation right now I'm in… I’m second guessing myself… I mean… I didn’t believe in demons and well… You’re right here.”
Sebastian leans in closer, he then pins Rowan to the wall, “I was correct in that you were paranoid, weren’t I, miss?”
“I never was paranoid until I arrived here you ass…” Rowan says shoving against his chest with her hands to push him away.
Sebastian catches her wrists, preventing them from shoving him away before pinning her wrists above her head so she can’t push him away at all, “Watch your tongue. I won’t tolerate foul language from you. Is that understood?”
Rowan glares, “Well, you better get fucking used to it.”
Sebastain grabs her chin, forcing her to look directly into his eyes, his expression stern, “You watch your goddamn mouth, you arrogant brat. I’m getting fed up with your attitude. You need to show some respect, miss.”
“Hey!” Rowan says struggling in his grip, “You also cursed you hypocrite!”
Sebastian lets go of her chin for a second, “Well, you have a smartass mouth and you’re being extremely rude. I won’t tolerate being disrespected.
“Eh, whatever… Now are you going to help me or not?” Rowan asks.
Sebastian rolls his eyes again, “Fine. I’ll help you, if you behave for two goddamn minutes.”
Rowan rolls her eyes, “No promises… But i’ll try my best… Kind of…”
Sebastian groans, clearly getting fed up with Rowan’s attitude problems, “You better be on your best goddamn behavior, miss. You’ve already skating on thin ice. Now, I need you to be honest and open in your answers. Can you manage that much?”
Rowan huffs and looks away, “Yes.”
Sebastian nods, satisfied and a bit more calm for the time being, “Ok… good. Now, I’m going to ask more questions, and this time, I want you to truthfully answer each one. Got it?”
Rowan rolls her eyes and turns her gaze back on him, “Will you please let go of me first?”
Sebastian sighs, getting more and more annoyed by the second, “If you promise you won’t try to run, or be rude, or be a smartass, or be disrespectful, I’ll release you. But I swear to whatever God is up there. If you try anything, I absolutely will not hold back on you. Is that understood? Because I will not hesitate to put you in your place, miss.”
“Hold back from what?” Rowan asks, smirking.
Sebastian glares at Rowan, noticing the smirk on her face, “From giving you the punishment you deserve for acting like a brat. So I'll say it again; are you going to behave, or not?”
Rowan giggles, “Hey… maybe I will like it….”
Sebastian raises an eyebrow skeptically, he doesn’t believe that for even a second, “Oh really? You want to be punished for being a brat?”
Rowan shrugs, “Depends on the punishment.”
Sebastian smirks, clearly enjoying your reaction, “Well, I can think of a few punishments I could give you for being a rude and disobedient brat.”
“And that would be?” Rowan asks.
Sebastian leans in, his voice low and stern, “For example, I could lock you in a dark room with no lights, no windows, and no way to get out until I let you out. That would be the tame example. Would that satisfy you, or do you want something else, miss?”
“Hmmmm maybe something else?” Rowan asks.
Sebastian huffs, a bit frustrated that Rowan is pushing the limits, “oh? You don’t think that’s enough? You want to be punished more?”
“Eh, not anymore…” Rowan rolls her eyes, “Yes, I promise to behave for two minutes.”
Sebastian’s not entirely convinced by Rowan’s promise to behave, “very well… I’ll hold you to it. But if you do so much as give me an attitude, or behave badly, I’ll make you regret it. Understand?”
Rowan sighs, “Fine.”
Sebastian releases her wrists, but he doesn’t step away from her again, pinning her against the wall with his body instead, “Good. Now that we have an agreement, I’ll continue my questions. Are you ready?”
Rowan looks at his body pinning her against the wall. She raises her eyebrows and looks at him up and down, “Fine…”
Sebastian rolls his eyes, noticing her wandering gaze, “Did you honestly think I couldn’t tell you were checking me out? It’s extremely obvious.”
“I never said I wanted it to be a secret,” Rowan points out.
Sebastian huffs, clearly annoyed again, but more so at himself this time for thinking she was subtle, “You didn’t have to say anything. It was obvious. I can tell by the way you look at me that you’re blatantly interested.”
Rowan glares, “Yes… You’re a demon… I’m interested because you’re… a demon… Now, are you going to ask me the questions?”
Sebastian groans, having hoped she’d admit to something more than that. He looks down at her again, “Yes, I’ll continue asking you questions. First, I’d like to get some details about your family and this legend they believe. Do you remember the exact statement they used?”
“I already told you,” Rowan rolls her eyes.
Sebastian sighs, getting tired of her constant smartass comments, “yes, I know you mentioned a statement they believed. But I mean, do you remember the exact wording used? Every word?”
Rowan sighs, “I told you the exact words…”
Sebastian groans, getting more frustrated by the second, “No, you didn’t. You said that the legend they used was that if a female child was born into the family, the first child, that she would be doomed to a life of suffering. You never mentioned if they used an exact statement like a damn prophecy, or if it was just an oral legend.”
“An oral legend…” Rowan says.
Sebastian groans again, frustrated by the vague information she’s given him. He pinches the bridge of his nose before continuing, trying to maintain his composure, “Why do I have the feeling this is going to be more difficult than it needs to be? Do you remember anything else?”
“Nope…like I said. I was told things from my mother… Whom didn’t really exactly like that my father had this whole secret from her and actually tried to kill me so ....” Rowan says, looking away.
Sebastian shakes his head, a bit stunned by the statement, “Wait… Are you saying that your own father tried to kill you? Why did your father want to kill you?”
“I don’t know. It doesn’t make sense to me either. Trying to kill your own child because they would be so called cursed later on seems like the curses already to me.” Rowan says.
Sebastian nods, having to agree with her statement, “Yes, it does. I honestly don’t believe this family curse nonsense, especially after what you just said. It just doesn’t make sense; your father was trying to kill his own child, that’s absolutely terrible. Is your mother still alive?”
“Yes,” Rowan nods.
Sebastian nods, mentally taking notes on everything she has told him so far, “Well then, at least you still have one parent who doesn’t want to harm you. Do you still keep contact with your mother?”
“Yes, but not anymore because I’m in 1888….” Rowan says.
Sebastian rolls his eyes, groaning again at how vague her answer is, “That’s a pretty vague answer, miss. Mind elaborating a bit?”
Rowan sighs, “I’m in college, well… my third year and I would come home on breaks. So yeah, I’m close to her. We talk and everything.”
Sebastian nods, now satisfied by the clarification, “Good. At least you have a loving parent still by your side. I do have more questions, but is it alright if we pause for a second first?”
“Why?” Rowan asks, confused.
Sebastian rolls his eyes, once again frustrated by her constant need to ask “why.” but he maintains his composure, “Because I need a break from all the questions for a couple minutes. So is that ok? Will you be alright for a couple minutes alone while I take a break?”
“Uh no… What am I supposed to do for a couple of minutes?” Rowan asks.
Sebastian glares. Getting further agitated by the second, “Just sit still and quietly for a few minutes while I collect my thoughts. Is that really so difficult?”
Rowan huffs, and flares her arms, “Uh yes, I was diagnosed with adhd… I literally struggle with that daily…”
Sebastian rolls his eyes at her explanation, “You have what? Whatever you have isn’t an excuse to misbehave, right?”
Rowan pouts, “I’m not misbehaving.”
Sebastian snickers at her pout, “Oh yes, you’ve been misbehaving in more ways than one today. You don’t listen to a word I say, you’ve constantly talked back to me, you’ve given me vague and limited answers, and you’ve even been sarcastic and cheeky with me. You’ve absolutely been misbehaving.”
Rowan rolls her eyes and laughs softly, “That just called being a modern woman…”
Sebastian is annoyed by her brazen and overly modern comment, “No, that’s called being a brat. Which is exactly how you’ve been acting so far.”
“Um no, you’ve been. I’ve told you everything I know multiple times and you still don’t believe that you’re the one that cursed me! Well, that’s what I've been told and I've magically ended up in 1888 with YOU!” Rowan yells.
Sebastian groans, tired of repeating the same points, “yes, I’ve been the one to curse you, I get it, alright? But you’re still a goddamn brat. You’ve been rude to me and disrespected me throughout our conversations, and frankly, you’ve been a pain in the ass.”
Rowan laughs and shakes her head in disbelief, “You’ve been a pain in my ass because I’m here because of YOU! You don’t get to take a couple of minutes to rest! Just ask me the damn damned questions already.”
Sebastian glares at Rowan, now annoyed by how aggressive and disrespectful she’s being, “Excuse me? You don’t get to boss me around, miss. I can do what I please whenever I want. So what if I'm the one who cursed you to be here? That doesn’t change the fact that you’ve been a complete pain in the ass since the moment we met.”
Rowan puts her hands on her hips, “And you don’t get to boss me around. If you’re not going to ask me now then I’m not going to answer them later.”
Sebastian is more upset that Rowan is giving him another ultimatum but gives in, “Goddamn it, you can be stubborn and relentless when you want to, can’t you?”
“Yup! Now…” Rowan says pushing him away from her so she’s off the wall and steps closer to him and looks at him, “Ask your questions.”
Sebastian is irritated by how pushy she’s being and how she keeps pushing his buttons, “Fine. Do all the men and women in the family believe in the curse?”
“I personally never believed nor did my mother. I do know for a fact that my grandmother, grandfather, and father did… The others… I don’t know,” Rowan says.
Sebastian sighs from the unclear answers, but restrains himself from saying something he knows would set her off, “Why didn’t you and your mother believe it, but grandmother did?”
“My mother was never told until she had me and my father tried to kill me.. My grandmother… she was very superstitious apparently,” Rowan says.
Sebastian nods, understanding the first reason, but he’s left with more questions about the grandmother, “I see… but what about your grandmother made her so superstitious that she would believe in something as ridiculous as a family curse?”
Rowan shrugs, “I don’t know. I just know she was. My mother told me stories about her. Like I said, I don’t know my father’s side of the family very well. My father was… crazy to say the least. He tried to kill me when I was only a few minutes old.”
Sebastian runs his fingers through his hair, “Alright, so you don’t know your father’s side very well because your father was a psychopath who tried to kill you, and your grandmother was a superstitious old woman, apparently the rest of your family. Is that correct?”
“Yeah… pretty much,” Rowan says.
“Ok…” Sebastian sighs, wondering if he even wants to continue. But he decides to keep going despite how stubborn and difficult she’s still being, “Do you have any other relatives on your mother’s side? Besides your mother, of course.”
“Nope,” Rowan states.
Sebastian sighs, “This isn’t getting us anywhere.”
Rowan rolls her eyes, “You started it…”
Quirkless Advantage
Sorry not sorry
Future book number two!
Yeah...
I'm not sorry...
The second book is going to take me a long time to make, just like this one did.
I hope I can get it done in either July or August.
Update: 8/2/22 I redrew everything because I didn't really like the old photos. It's very similar to the first one, it's just a little better and different.
Also, I did not get it done. I can't really write anything if I don't know what happens to Dabi.
Spoiler!
I have no idea if he's dead or not so I'm just waiting.
Anyways, here's the updated cover photo for the second book.
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Quirkless Advantage
Chapter fifty: Don't worry, I'll fix this
Warning: Lots and lots of cussing…..
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These chapters are going to be stupid and short. Enjoy reading! ——— I open my eyes to see that I'm standing on a bridge.
Not this nightmare again.
"Lets go," My sister says, sitting on the edge of a bridge.
I walk over to her.
Why am I going over to her?
I have no control over this.
The water below us ripples as she tosses a rock into it.
"Go where?" I ask.
"There," She says pointing to the water that is fading to black.
"What's happening? What's wrong with the water? What is that?" I ask moving further away from the edge.
It is just like last time. Except I can't do anything.
"So many questions," She says looking over at me.
She stands up on the edge, "Never the right ones."
She hovers one foot over the edge and looks down, "All I see is red."
"What are you talking about?" I say looking at the water to see the then black water now fading to red.
"Don't worry, I'll fix this... That's what they said right?" She asks, looking over at me again. "Isn't that right? They said that..right?" She asks, turning around so she's facing me fully with her back to the water. Both of her feet are on the bridge again.
Who? Who said it? I don't understand! Why can't I control what I say?! Why can't I ask her?!
I can't ask her the right questions.
It won't let me.
"Don't worry, I'll fix this," She says, grabbing onto her throat and tightening her hands.
"Don't worry, I'll fix this," She says, taking her hand off her throat and grabbing a chunk of her hair and pulling on it.
"Don't worry, I'll fix this," She says, taking her other hand and hitting her head over and over again.
"Stop it!" I cry out trying to reach her.
Why can't I move? I can't touch her! I'm only inches away!
Why can't I stop this?
Why can't I do anything at all?
She lets go of her head and smiles softly.
I try to run over to her but is only held back by an invisible force.
What is this? What is holding me back?
"Don't worry, I'll fix this," She says, putting her arms out and falling back into the water.
All I see is red.
All I see is red surrounding her as she sinks into the water.
All I see is red fading to white as she is fully submerged into the water.
I try to move again and find myself at the edge of the bridge.
FInally! I'm in control.
Something floats to the top.
I can't see.
It's too far away.
"Let's go! We have to go!" A voice screams behind me.
I turn my head around to look but see nothing.
I look back down at the water. All I see is red.
I can't see the thing that is in the water. It's covered in red.
"That pretty little face is all dirty now," I hear a voice say behind me.
It's different from the first.
I recognize it but I can't think of who it is.
"You really shouldn't be crawling on the ground like that," The voice says.
I feel a hand on the back of my neck squeezing it. "Look at what happened... I did this for you... It was all for you," A voice says.
I just see water. All I see is red.
The hands go from the back of my neck to the back of my head, pulling it back. "Now look at me!" The voice says loudly.
"Look at me! I did this for you! It was all for you! Now, look at me!" The voice yells.
I can't see anything.
All I see is white clouds turning black.
"Don't touch me!" I yell.
Now I'm back to not being in control.
"Let me go! Don't touch me!" I yell again and again.
The hands let go of my head.
"Don't worry, I'll fix this," I hear my sister say from beside me.
I can't do anything. I only stare at the red.
I can't do anything as I feel my sister's hands on my back, pushing me.
I feel myself fall into the red.
I land on my back on something hard.
My back hurts.
I sit up and see that I landed on dark concrete.
"Let's go! We have to go!" A voice screams behind me.
I just run. I don't think, I just run.
I'm in control.
I run and run and run until my legs can't last much longer.
I'm almost to my limit.
One second I see concrete and the next I see water. My feet are about an inch deep in water but I don't feel it.
"Lets go," My sister says standing right in front of me
"What?" I ask.
It's like when she appeared at the camp.
My head aches.
"What is this? What are you doing here?" I ask.
"So many questions," She says, not moving. She only stares into my eyes with no emotion, "Never the right ones."
She looks down at my hands and points, "All I see is red."
No.. not again.
I look down and see my hands covered in red.
"Stop it," She pleads.
"Stop it! Make it stop! Please!" She screams and I take a step back.
She reaches out to me, "Help... Fix this."
"I-I don't know what you are talking about," I say clenching my red hands.
"But they said that they'll fix this," She says, grabbing her throat and her head.
"They promised," She says, putting her arms out and falling back into the water.
"It's not fixed," She says as she slowly sinks.
I try to move and find myself able to. I get on my knees, trying to reach for her but I can't grab onto her.
I can't feel her. I can't feel the water.
Why can't I feel her?
"It can never be fixed," She says as she is fully submerged into the water.
I scream.
I don't realize I'm screaming until I feel my throat sore. My chest tightens and I feel my eyes burn. I feel my face wet as tears stream down my cheeks.
Why does this hurt so much? I don't understand.
Why can I feel this pain?
I feel this pain but I can't feel her....Not anymore.
Something emerges from the water again but this time I can see it.
That's...a necklace.
A red cherry necklace...
Her cherry necklace... She loves cherries... She loves cherry pie...anything cherry really.
That's her favorite.
I reach for it but it gets pulled away.
I get up and follow it.
I see it go towards something red that is on the ground.
It starts raining.
I feel the raindrops hit me.
What is this? I don't understand.
I run towards the thing that is red.
I'm not in control anymore.
"NO!" I scream running towards the red. "Why?!" I yell falling to my knees. "Why did you do that?! What was the point of this?!" I yell cradling something in my arms.
All I see is red.
I can't see what I'm cradling.
"I'm so sorry...so..so..sorry," I say in a much softer voice than before.
The red fades away and I see white.
I close my eyes because of the brightness.
I open my eyes to see Ayuna.
The thing that I am cradling in my arms is my sister.
"No, it can't be...No...NO!" I say.
Her face is dirty and there's bruises everywhere.
Her neck looks like someone choked her.
There's chunks of hair missing from her head.
I move my hand over her head to feel the back and feel something wet.
Her eyes are open. She only stares into my eyes with no emotion. She's not blinking.
I can't see her breathing. I can't feel her breathing.
I can't feel her.
"No," I say over and over, while rocking back and forth.
I see red in her hair, on her face, on her body, all over her.
I see red on my hands that are holding her.
Red...I hate that color...Why do I hate that color? I can't remember...
Everything disappears.
Silly me... I don't hate that color..What am I thinking?
What is wrong with me?
I hear footsteps coming closer, "Don't worry, I'll fix this."
I look up and see a silhouette.
It's black.
So dark... I can't even see through it.
What is this? What type of dream is this?
I look back down and see that my hands are still covered in red.
The rain isn't even washing it away.
"It won't come off! Why won't it come off!" I yell.
"Don't worry, I'll fix this," I hear someone say.
I look up and see Haru.
My head starts to hurt and my chest still feels like someone is sitting on it.
Haru goes up to me and grabs my wrist. His dark red hair covers his ocean blue eyes as he looks down.
He tightens his grip on my hand and pulls me up.
My head aches just as much as my heart as I look at him.
His eyes are dark and his red hair is brighter than before.
All I see is red.
"Don't touch me!" I yell.
"Let me go! Don't touch me!" I yell again and again.
Haru pulls me with him as he tries to walk.
I try to pull back and get my wrist out of his grip but fail.
Suddenly, I feel Haru's hand let go of my wrist.
The red... it's on my wrist.
It feels like my wrist is bruised.
The red... it's sinking into my skin, slowly fading away.
"Don't worry, I'll fix this," I hear him say. — I wake up gasping for air
I sit up suddenly and cry, grabbing my head.
My throat feels tight and I start to breathe hard. I look around to see that everything around me is dark. I try to take in a deep breath but feel like my throat is getting tighter after every time I try to.
"Stop! What is wrong with you!" I yell inside of my head over and over.
"You....It's....." I say inside of my head.
"NO!" I yell inside of my head.
My eyesight is blurry...My head is loud... All of the voices inside my head are saying the same thing over and over. It won't stop.
What was that nightmare?
It was so vivid...
It felt so real.
This is crazy and it doesn't make sense but it felt so real...
Maybe it's not just a nightmare.
Maybe they're just memories.
My sister... She's..gone... I can't feel her.
No... nothing happened to her.
She's fine.
No...
Something happened to her.
I know something happened but I can't remember.
Something is holding me back.
Stop.
She's fine.
Nothing happened to her.
She's ok.
"Don't worry, I'll fix this," I hear inside of my head.
I can't tell if it is in my head or if it is real.
I don't think I can tell the difference anymore.
She's not ok... she's not ok...She's covered in red... Covered in blood... So much red.
That's right.
Red...I hate that color...Why do I hate that color? I can't remember...
All I know is that I hate the color red.
Red... the color of blood.... And Haru's hair. ——— Thank you all that stuck through this chaos of ridiculousness. Thank you to all of my friends that were my beta readers from the beginning.
I created the character Tsuna Sasaki because I was bored and had an idea of making a "going into another world" idea. It was supposed to be a stupid joke but it turned into all of this.
I hope all of you laughed, loved, and cringed throughout the story.
Thanks again.
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Link to next: Sorry not sorry
Quirkless Advantage
Chapter forty-nine: Only Us
Warning: Lots and lots of cussing…..
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These chapters are going to be stupid and short. Enjoy reading! ——— I open my eyes to see that everything is dark.
I feel an arm around my waist and someone's breath against my neck.
Oh yeah, Dabi and I are still in the tree house.
Alone.
No one else...Only us.
I try to move but is held back by the arm pulling me closer.
"No, stay a little bit longer," Dabi mumbles tiredly.
"As much as I want to stay here," I start saying, trying to get his arm off of me, "I really have to go back to the dorms."
Dabi finally lets go and I get up.
"Now, where is my phone...and well my clothes," I say outloud to myself, tripping over something because I can't see.
I hear Dabi get up from behind me. He grabs my waist to catch me.
"Just wait a sec," Dabi says, bringing my body close to him.
Suddenly I see blue lighting up the whole tree house and I look to the right of me.
"Really? You couldn't just turn on that lantern over there? You just had to use your quirk didn't you?" I ask smirking, pointing over to where a small kids table with a battery powered lantern is.
Dabi doesn't say anything and lets go. He walks over to the table and turns on the lantern while extinguishing his flames.
I get dressed and look for my phone as he gets dressed.
"Where the fuck is it?" I ask myself, picking up the blankets to see if it's underneath.
"Tsuna," Dabi says from behind me.
I turn around and look at him. He points where the beanbags are.
Lo and behold, my phone is on the beanbag that I was sitting on earlier.
Yup... I'm a dumbass.
I pick up my phone and look at the time.
"Shit! It's 11, almost midnight. I need to get back," I say.
"Ok, let me drive you," Dabi says, getting his keys.
"Wait, just drop me off at the coffee shop. I can walk from there," I say, as we climb down the tree house. I grip the ladder tight as I go down, still afraid of falling again. We step onto the ground and walk towards the car.
"No, that's too far. I'll drop you off near the school. I won't be close enough for them to see my car," Dabi says, opening the car door for me and then walking over to the other side.
"Oh, such a gentleman," I laugh, getting into the car. — I somehow managed to sneak into the dorm.
"So... you're finally here," I hear a voice say behind me as I try to go into the kitchen.
What? I'm hungry after everything that happened.
I was right that what happened in the tree house was going to be exhausting and maybe fun.
Oh, it definitely was fun.
The way he... OK! Stop!
I turn on the light to the kitchen and turn around to see Haru standing by the couch.
"Uh... hi," I say, waving my hand.
"Really, that's all you say? Where were you?" Haru asks, rolling his eyes.
"Uh yes, that's all that I'm going to say. I don't have to explain anything to you," I say, turning back around to find something to eat.
"Look to the right of the stove. Your surprise is there," Haru says.
I look and see a covered circle pan.
I uncover it and see a pie.
A cherry pie.
I pick it up and walk it over to the other side and set it between Haru and I.
I look up, "How... did you know that my favorite is cherry pie?"
"I asked Aizawa what your favorite dessert is," Haru says.
Dabi was right...
"Thank you, Haru. I'm sorry, I just fell asleep at a friend's house and lost track of time," I explain to him, feeling bad.
Haru just smiles and goes over to a drawer, opening it. He pulls out a pie server. He gets out two plates from the cabinet. He goes back over to the pie but on my side. He cuts out two pieces and hands one over to me.
"Happy birthday," Haru says, taking a bite of his piece. — School is boring.
The first year hero classes are getting their hero licenses and the other hero classes are doing hero work, while we just do boring school work.
"Hey, Sasaki!" I hear Haru yell, running in the classroom.
"I got you the food you wanted," Haru says, walking up to me and handing it over.
"Thanks," I say, opening it and taking a bite out of the chicken wrap.
Haru continues to talk about his life and I just listen.
Well... halfass listen.
Haru's cousin is starting to get better at the family business. His cat, Bunny, is not a kitten anymore. His father left everything to his cousin and he just has to sit back and watch.
"I don't mind that I don't have to do anything but sometimes I wish I could. Everytime I try to, something goes wrong," Haru says.
"Maybe try to do something else that doesn't have anything to do with our dad's business. You know.. Like something you actually enjoy," I suggest.
"I sort of already did. I did something that I would enjoy and it was something that could either help the business or destroy it. Honestly, I don't care. I just wanted it," Haru says, shrugging his shoulders.
Haru continues to talk and I hear my phone go off. He picks up our trash and walks over to the trash can.
I look at my phone and see 'Dumb Fox.'
Now he texts me? It's been a while. I know he's busy but still...
"Hey, I'm sorry. It's been a while. I've just been busy. Everyone is planning and doing other things..... I was wondering if I could pick you up after work and go to the coffee shop that we always go to," The text says.
"Fine, I'll go. I get off at 6 so we will only have about an hour," I text. — I pace back and forth as I wait for the last 5 minutes.
"You can go. I see that you can't wait to see our lover boy," My manager says, walking over to the register.
"Thank you!" I say, running to the breakroom to get my things. I run out of the book store and stop in front of a dark blue car.
Dabi gets out of the car and walks up to me. He wraps an arm around my waist, pulling me closer to him and kisses me.
"Well, hello to you too," I say, smiling.
"Hi," Dabi says, kissing my forehead and walking to the car with me. He opens my door and walks over to his side. We both get in.
"Oh, such a gentleman," I say, putting on my seatbelt.
"I am a gentleman," Dabi says, putting his seatbelt on and starting the car.
I laugh, "Ok, Anthony Bridgerton."
"I don't understand that reference," Dabi says.
"Ok so...we're going to watch Bridgerton on Saturday then," I say.
"Ok," Dabi says, driving to the coffee shop.
After a couple of minutes, we arrive and walk in. We order our drinks and sit at the back corner of the coffee shop.
Right when our order was called and we both got up, Haru walked through the door.
"Aw, shit," I say, standing right next to Dabi.
Dabi looks over at me and then back at Haru, "What is it?"
I turn my head towards Dabi, "Remember the Haru guy I've talked about?"
Dabi nods.
I look back over to see Haru looking at me and Dabi, "That's him."
"Aw, shit," Dabi says as Haru walks over to me.
"Dabi... please go over and get our coffee while I try to talk to Haru," I say and he only nods, walking away.
Haru stops in front of me with a shocked look on his face.
Also, somewhat of a scared one.
"W-what are you doing with him?" Haru asks.
"Long story short... I met him a while ago, fell for him, and now we're dating... Oh, wait.. It's not that long at all. That's basically all that happened," I say.
It's mostly just complicated.
"He's 'Dumb Fox' isn't he... Why are you with him? He's a fucking villain!" Haru yells.
"Oh my god! Shut the fuck up and sit down," I whisper, pulling him down next to my seat.
"It's more complicated than that... I can't tell you. Too many people already know about my situation... It's more than just falling for a villain and dating them," I say, brushing my hand through my hair.
Fuck, I'm stressed.
It just gets more complicated as this goes on.
"But I'm your best friend," Haru says sadly.
"It doesn't matter if you're my best friend or my family... I can't have anyone else know," I say, moving my hand to grab his hand but he moves it away from me.
"I-I'm really sorry Haru," I say, tearing up.
Haru doesn't look at me.
"Haru... please look at me. You don't understand. It's complicated.. Please understand that," I say, trying not to cry.
I hate crying.
"Tsuna," I hear Dabi say from behind me.
I quickly wipe my tears and turn around to face him in the chair.
Dabi moves to the side of me and puts down my coffee, still holding his.
I look up at him and he just stands there.
"Come outside for a sec," Dabi says, gently grabbing my hand.
I nod my head, get up with his hand still in mine.
I look over at Haru, "I'll be back in a little bit... I promise."
Haru doesn't respond. He doesn't even look up.
Dabi and I walk through the door and stand on the side of it, out of the way.
I can't keep it in anymore.
I just cry.
I hate crying.
Dabi wipes my tears away, "You two will eventually be fine. Just talk to him for a little bit. I'll text you later. Just drink your coffee and talk."
Dabi starts to walk towards his car but I grab onto his jacket, pulling him towards me.
He smells like fireplace, cinnamon, and pine.
Why does he have to smell so good?
"I wanted this to be only us," I say, sadly.
Dabi puts his hands on either side of my face, leaning his forehead against mine, "I know."
I lean in, "I love you Touya."
Dabi smiles and kisses me, "I know."
Smile number twelve.
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Link to next: Chapter fifty: Don't worry, I'll fix this
Quirkless Advantage
Chapter forty-eight: Desires
Warning: Lots and lots of cussing…..
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These chapters are going to be stupid and short. Enjoy reading!
Warning: sexual content... and also very bad writing of it...
Please be nice... This was my first time writing something like this. I was uncomfortable the whole time writing it. It's different than those other scenes... It was easy writing those but this one was so hard. Please just be nice. I tried really hard even though I was so uncomfortable, ——— "Like I told you before...I'm not going to tell you what will happen," I say, sitting next to Dabi in the tree house.
I was right... This is exhausting.
Dabi and I are sitting in bean bags, Toga is sitting on the floor with Twice sitting next to her playing pattycake, Shigaraki is leaning on the wall across from us, Kurogiri is standing on the opposite side of Shigaraki, Spinner is standing out on the porch, and Mr. Compress is sitting on the other side of me in a chair that looks like a kids chair.
"Well, this was a waste of time," Toga says, stopping her hands and looking over at me.
"Fine.. what can you tell us about the Shie Hassakai?" Shigaraki says, crossing his arms.
"I guess I could tell you," I pause for a moment.
What can I tell them? I mean... they will know that Overhaul is the leader and they will then know about Eri and her quirk...
No... I'm not telling them about Eri...
It doesn't matter if I tell them about her or not... They're going to find out about her no matter what.
"The leader is Overhaul.. He's...let's just say that he's... the nicest thing I can say about him is that he's fucking crazy," I say, taking a sip of my coffee.
It's cold now.
That's how long they've been here.
Now I have cold coffee when I want it to be hot.
I nudge Dabi and he looks at me.
I move my coffee cup towards him.
"What?" Dabi asks, confused as to why I'm showing him my coffee cup.
"Fire..." I say hovering a hand under the coffee cup.
Dabi takes the coffee cup from my hand and hovers his over hand under the coffee cup, igniting his blue flames. After a few seconds, he hands the cup back over to me, "Be careful. It's going to be very hot."
I nod my head, 'Thanks."
I don't listen to what everyone is saying until I hear Dabi say, "Ok, we're done. Everyone get out of my tree house and never come back here again."
By the time everyone got out, I finished the rest of my coffee.
"What do you want to do now?" Dabi asks, taking my coffee cup out of my hands and putting it near his empty one.
"I don't know. I could go back to the dorms... I should go back because Haru apparently has a surprise for me but I don't really want to," I say sighing, leaning my head back and closing my eyes.
"That Haru guy seems to be more than just a friend...or at least he thinks you two are more than just friends," Dabi says.
I open my eyes, "Oh, he wishes."
"Why do you think that though?" I ask, turning my head towards him.
"No guy that is just a friend would text you constantly and care enough to do surprises. I bet that the surprise is also something personal to you," Dabi says, rolling his eyes.
I sit up and turn my body towards him, "Yeah? Like how you show me things that are personal to you?"
Dabi sits up and turns his body towards mine, "Yup, exactly."
"I told you that he wasn't just a friend by the way he looks at you," Dabi says.
I move so I'm on my knees in front of him, a few inches away.
"And how does he look at me?" I ask, moving closer to him.
"I thought we already went over this," Dabi says, leaning back onto the bean bag.
"Oh, we definitely did but we never finished it," I say, as I get on top of him straddling him.
"We never finished any of the other times either," I say, looking into his eyes filled with desire.
Dabi grabs the hem of my shirt and pulls me over to him so I'm against him. He bends down so he can lean his forehead against mine, "He looks at you like he wants to do this."
Dabi brushes his lips against mine and I kiss back.
I break the kiss and lean back just so we are maybe a centimeter apart, "There is a difference between the way you two look at me."
Dabi looks at me confused, "What do you mean? How do you know?"
"I might seem oblivious but I'm not. I notice things more than you both realize," I say, wrapping my arms around his neck.
"And how are they different?" Dabi asks, bringing his hands from the hem of my shirt to the sides of my waist.
"He looks at me like I'm some type of object that could fulfill his desires...like I'm some object that he's obsessed with until he gets bored with it and discards it," I say.
"And how do I look at you?" Dabi asks, bringing his hands from the sides of my waist to my hips.
"You look at me like... like... I'm a person that also has desires... You look at me like... I'm nondisposable," I say.
Dabi squeezes my hips and leans in, "You are more than just a person to me... You are my desire, but you are also more than just my desires...You're everything to me. I desire your touch.. Your smile...Your laugh... Your annoying little quirks, like how you skip down an aisle because you are so excited about books... like how you have an addiction to coffee... how you can't hold in your excitement about anything and you jump up and down."
"Like how I have to tease you about almost everything you say...You know I'm going to tease you about those things you just said," I say smirking.
"I want you to," Dabi says, kissing me.
I smile in the kiss.
I unwrap my arms around his neck and move my hands to grab onto his jacket, trying to take it off.
Dabi lets go of my hips and grabs my wrists.
"Oh, come on," I whine and he only smirks.
Dabi lets go of my wrists and takes off his jacket himself, along with his shirt.
"Hey, I wanted to do that," I say.
Dabi rolls his eyes and kisses me again.
I run my hands over his chest and down towards his stomach, feeling all of his scars and staples.
Doesn't this hurt?
I stop my hands moving down when I feel the buckle of his belt.
Dabi grabs the hem of my shirt but I quickly grab his wrists, just like he did me.
"Really?" Dabi asks and I smirk, taking off my shirt.
I wrap my arms around myself, trying to cover up.
"What are you doing?" Dabi asks.
I look away from him, "I don't really have the most skinny or perfect body..."
Dabi takes my chin in his hands and turns it so I can look at him again, "You've seen mine... I don't either. So what? I don't give a damn."
Dabi kisses me and lets go of my chin, moving his hand down my neck and chest. He moves it down my stomach, lightly brushing it and stops at my pants. He stops kissing me to look at my face as he goes down further. He first lightly brushes over the pants between my legs but stops. He moves his hand up and goes under both my pants and underwear. He lightly brushes his fingers over my opening and stops.
I move my hips against him so his fingers will do it again.
I grab his face and kiss him. He takes his hand out and I groan in annoyance. He moves so he can stand up. He grabs under my thighs to pick me up and walks me over to the other side of the room where multiple blankets were all either bundled together or spread across that side. He kneels down, careful to not drop me and gently sets me down so my back is against the blankets.
"You just magically had blankets that covered a section of the tree house that was big enough for the two of us?" I say, smirking.
"Shut up and stop teasing me," Dabi says, hovering over me.
I grab his belt and pull him closer to me, "Never."
Dabi smirks and kisses me again, running his tongue along my bottom lip and gently biting it.
I gasp and pull on his belt, trying to get it off.
Dabi grabs my wrists and pulls them above my head.
"Oooh, kinky," I say, giggling.
Dabi rolls his eyes and lets them go to sit back up and lean onto his knees. He unbuckles his belt and takes it off. He hovers over me and continues to kiss me.
As Dabi is kissing me, he moves his hands down between my legs again and rubs it. He stops and easily unbuttons my jeans.
I move my hands to his jeans and unbutton them. I try to pull them down but can't.
Dabi gets up again and takes them off. As he does that I take off mine. He goes back over me and continues to kiss my lips.
Dabi moves one of his hands around my back, "Lift up a little so I can take this off."
I sit up slightly so he can unclip my bra with one hand and I lean back down. He moves that hand over my boob and squeezes it. As he messes with them, I move my hand over his underwear. Before I can do anything, he lets go of my boobs to grab onto my hand.
"Not yet," Dabi says, letting go of my hand.
Dabi sits up again and moves to the left to grab something. He takes out a wrapper and opens it.
"Yeah, good thing you have that. I'm not going to get pregnant... I don't even like kids. They annoy me," I say.
Dabi tries not to laugh but fails, "You just have to ruin everything don't you?"
I laugh, "Yes, yes I do."
Dabi takes off his underwear, putting the condom on.
No glove, no love... Ha! Ok, I'll stop...
I really do ruin everything...
I take off my underwear and Dabi moves back over me. His arms on either side of my head. He rubs the tip over my entrance and clit.
I grab onto his shoulders as I try to hold in a moan.
Dabi smirks.
Him and his stupid smirk.
Dabi slowly enters and I grip his shoulders tighter in pain.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it will pass in a little bit," Dabi whispers in my ear, leaning on his elbows now.
I wrap my arms around Dabi's neck and kiss him. He kisses me back as he starts to move his hips. His pace starts to pick up and he starts breathing harder into my ear. Dabi trails down my neck and starts sucking. I wrap my legs around his waist. "Harder," I whisper into his ear.
He better not give me a hickey.
Dabi suddenly stops and flips us so I'm on top. He smirks, looking up at me. I lean down and kiss him and he grabs my hips, thrusting upwards. I put my hands on the ground on either side of his head to stabilize myself.
I start moving my hips and Dabi starts to rub my clit. He breathes harder as I move faster. I feel myself clinch and release and he continues to rub my clit. I continue to ride it out. Dabi stops rubbing and kisses me as he finishes.
I get off of Dabi and lay beside him.
Dabi grabs a blanket and covers us.
We both lay on our back, out of breath, looking at each other.
I move so I'm on my side. Dabi props his head on a bundle of makeshift pillow made of blankets and turns on his side to face me. He wraps an arm around my waist and pulls me toward him, his skin against mine.
"I love you," Dabi whispers, caressing my cheek.
I smile softly and move my hand up to caress his cheek.
I lean in to kiss him and lean back to look at his blazing blue eyes filled with desire.
We put our foreheads together and slow down our breathing.
"I love you," I whisper, slowly closing my eyes.
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Now we wait.
I pick up my phone, "I swear if it is Haru again..."
I look at the text message.
How the fuck-
"How the fuck did Shigaraki get my number?" I say, I reading the text message.
"Meet up at this location with Dabi. - Tomura Shigaraki"
Ha! He texts like my grandparents!
"I gave it to him," Dabi says, sighing.
I look up, "Wait... what? Why?"
"Because he told me to give it to him so he could contact you," He says.
"Why would you do that? What if he tracks my phone or contacts me when I'm at school or what if Aizawa, Haru or anyone else sees that he's texting me?" I say, looking down at my phone and back up at Dabi.
"I had to," Dabi sighs, "They already know that something is going on between us and that's not a good thing. They will use you against me...hell, they will probably use me against you. By not showing too much interest ...maybe...just maybe they won't think of doing that."
"So... you gave my number to Shigaraki to... not show interest in me," I roll my eyes, "Wow, good job."
Dabi leans his elbows on the table again, "I didn't have much of a choice. I could either not give Shigaraki your number and let them see that I'm trying to get in their way, or give it to them and let it seem that I'm not trying to get in their way."
I look at him confused, "So... you are trying to get in their way? Why?"
Dabi groans, leaning his head down and then putting it back up to look at me. "Yes!" He says loudly. "Do you really think I want you to be a part of their little villains club?!"
Ha..Ha, little villains club... What do they do? Sit around and talk about their sad lives while eating cucumber tea sandwiches... Oh my god, it would be like the scene in Wreck-it Ralph!
Ok, I need to stop...
Dabi calms down and takes a deep breath, "Do you really think I want you even near them? I hate... I hate that I had to give your number to them. I don't even know how they know about you in the first place..."
I start to say something but the waitress comes back with our food.
As she sets down the food, I look at the phone and decide to respond.
"No, it's my birthday," I text and send it.
Probably a horrible decision to make...
Yes, it is a horrible decision.
And I did it without a second thought.
Do I regret it? Nope!
"Don't care. You are still coming or do you want me to kill you," Shigaraki's text says.
He is still writing his name... I know that it is you dumbass.
I glare at my phone, "Don't threaten me on my birthday you ass. Fine, I'll come. I'll tell Dabi. Also, you text like a grandparent that is trying to text their grandchild so they will think that they are cool."
I look up to Dabi to see him taking a bite out of the grilled cheese.
"We have to go here," I say, showing him my phone.
"That motherfucker," Dabi says, taking my phone away from me.
"Hey, you could've just asked me to take my phone instead of ripping it out of my hands," I say, glaring at him, picking up my sandwich to take a bite out of it.
"How does he know where that is?" Dabi asks.
"Know where what is?" I ask with my mouth full.
"This is where the tree house that I took you to is," Dabi says, holding up my phone to give it to me.
"Just set it down. I'm busy," I say with the grilled cheese in my hand.
Dabi shakes his head, setting the phone down on the table next to my plate, "Oh yeah, so busy."
"How the fuck does he know about the tree house?" I ask, dipping the grilled cheese into the tomato soup.
Dabi shrugs, "I don't know. What I do know is that I only wanted you to know."
"I was considering that to be our place to meet up. I guess not anymore," I say.
Dabi doesn't say anything. He only looks at me and then looks down.
"I don't think you want me to be a part of their 'little villains club," I say, trying to not laugh.
Don't laugh.
Not the time.
"I don't know how they know about me in the first place too. That's why I thought it was you that told them," I say and he looks up at me.
"I - I'm sorry," I say.
Dabi smirks.
I narrow my eyes, "What are you smirking about?"
"It seemed like you had trouble saying sorry. Was it your first time saying sorry?" Dabi says, smirking still.
"For your information, it wasn't my first time saying sorry. I just don't like to say sorry," I say, picking up my drink, "And you say I'm a tease." – Dabi takes us towards his car and we get in.
"Did you really have to get coffee?" Dabi asks, starting the car and driving off.
"Yes, yes I did," I say, taking a sip of my coffee and setting it in the cup holder of the center console.
"And you really had to get me to pay for it?" Dabi asks.
"It's my birthday so yes, yes I did," I say, like it is the most obvious thing in the world.
Dabi only shakes his head at my ridiculousness and drives.
Dabi finally arrives at the same spot where he parked last time.
We get out of the car and start walking towards the tree house.
Of course with our coffee...
"You make fun of me but you also got a coffee," I say, looking at him.
Dabi looks over at me, "I'm the one that paid for it so I can get one if I want one."
"Ok, ok," I say, raising my hands up in defeat.
We finally get to the tree house and see The League standing by the ladder that goes up to it.
This isn't going to be fun...Well... maybe.
Actually, this is going to be exhausting.
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"I don't care. I'm hungry," I say as my stomach starts to feel like it's tying into a knot.
"Ok, I know where we are going to go," Dabi says, turning to go down a different path. — "This diner again," I say, walking in through the doors.
"Yup," Dabi says, sitting at a booth that is in the back corner by the window. He sits facing the door.
Of course he does.
I sit down across from him and the same girl from last time that is around my age comes up. She asks for what we want to drink. Dabi gets a coke and I get water.
"Really? A water again? Even on your birthday?" Dabi asks.
"Well, I think I'm made up of mostly coffee so I think I should probably drink water instead. You know so then I'll be mostly made up of water... like I should be," I say.
"What do you want to get?" He says, picking up the menu.
"I guess I'll get the same thing as last time," I say, not even looking at the menu.
"Why are you bothering to look at that? You and I both know that you're going to get a grilled cheese and tomato soup," I say, taking the menu out of his hands.
"Maybe I want to choose something for myself," Dabi says, taking it back from me.
I glare at him, "Hey, you didn't have to choose my tattoo. All I did was ask you."
Dabi sets the menu down on the table, "Well, you looking adorable being all excited made me do it. It also didn't help me saying no either."
"Aw, you think I look adorable," I say, smirking and he rolls his eyes.
"I could say many more things about you that's not so flattering," Dabi says, leaning on his elbows that are on the table.
"Can you just be nice for a day without saying anything to ruin it?" I say, rolling my eyes.
"Can you just let me say something nice and not tease me about it?" Dabi says.
I sigh, looking away and crossing my arms, "Fine."
"You better not regret getting that tattoo since I paid for it," Dabi says, leaning back against the booth.
"Since it was you that paid for it and chose it...I regret nothing," I say, now leaning on the table the same as he was.
I hear my phone go off and I groan, "I just want one day without Haru or anyone else texting me."
I take out my phone and look at it.
"Who is it?" Dabi asks.
I sigh, "Haru."
I click on the text message and read, "Hey, when are you going to get back?"
"I don't know yet. I'm at lunch with a friend. I'll text you later," I send and put my phone down on the table.
"Who is Haru?" Dabi asks and I look back at him and sigh.
"He's my best friend. I love him to death but he can be overbearing at times," I say and I hear my phone go off.
I pick up my phone and look at it.
"Ok... well, tell me when you will get back when you can. I have something that I'm going to do. It's a surprise!" Haru texts with a close-eyes smiley face.
"Ok, I will. Can't wait to see my surprise!" I send, smiling softly.
Even though Haru is difficult, he is caring and does nice things.
I put down the phone again, I hear it go off.
A text message... again...
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These chapters are going to be stupid and short. Enjoy reading! ——— "Wait... so I have to live in a dorm with my class?" I ask as I go back and forth between my room, the bathroom, and the living room.
"You already know about this. I don't know why you are so surprised," Aizawa says, zipping up his suitcase.
"Well, yeah...but I didn't think I had to do it," I say, walking to Aizawa's room.
"You're a UA student so of course you are going to have to," Aizawa says, sitting on his bed after he's done zipping up the suitcase. I sigh and walk out of the room and into mine.
I should probably tell Dabi.
You know what... No, I won't
It's been a couple of weeks since he's contacted me.
Why should I contact him first if he's not going to?
Well... I should just in case he comes here when I'm not here but Aizawa is...
Fine!
I'll tell him.
I grab my phone off of my nightstand and clicked on 'Dumb Fox.'
I start to text him but stop when I see him texting.
"Hiya Bunny, what are you doing tomorrow?" Dabi's text says.
"Stop calling me that and I'm busy. That's actually the reason I was going to text you. UA is making us live in dorms so I'm just going to let you know ahead of time. I'm actually going there tomorrow to bring my stuff there," I text back.
"Oh damn, I was hoping that I could sneak through the window again... Oh well, we'll just have to have a place to meet up," Dabi responds.
"Yup! I have to go actually," I text.
"Wait! When will you be free?" Dabi texts.
"Why?" I ask.
"Because we haven't seen each other in a while. I've been busy with The League and you are going to be busy," Dabi texts.
"I don't know. I might be free September 18th. I'm thinking of not going to school that day," I text.
"Fine, I'll see if I can be free. What do you want to do?" Dabi texts.
"Let's just wait until then. It's a surprise!" I text but then I start up again before he can respond, "Remember you owe me $50."
He leaves me on read.
Asshole. — "Sasaki! Good morning!" I hear Haru yell from down the hallway in our dorm.
I groan.
My god! Why the fuck does he have to be so loud in the morning?!
I don't even want to get up this early but I promised Aizawa.
I stop walking and turn around, "Can you not be loud when it is so early in the morning?"
"Oh.. sorry," Haru whispers, walking right next to me pouting.
"Good morning to you too," I sigh, shaking my head because of his ridiculousness.
"Let's go to class together," Haru says, walking next to me as we continue to go down the hallway.
We stop at the elevators and get in.
"Actually, I'm not going to school today," I say, looking over at his confused face.
"Why?" He asks.
"It's my birthday today so I asked Aizawa if I could skip school and he said yes. I'm going to the coffee shop with him for breakfast and then he's going to go to work and I'm going to do whatever my heart desires," I say, walking out of the elevators.
"Oh... Well, happy birthday!" Haru says as I walk past him towards the door.
"Thanks!" I yell, putting on my yellow rain boots and walking out the door.
I walk to Aizawa's car and see him exiting the teacher's dorm.
"You're actually on time," I say, opening the car door.
Aizawa only rolls his eyes, getting in the car.
"Happy birthday, Tsuna," Aizawa says, starting the car and driving towards the coffee shop.
One we arrived, we got out of the car and walked in.
We order our coffees and pastries and sit down at a table in the back.
"What are you going to do for the rest of the day?" Aizawa asks.
I shrug, "I don't really know yet. I always thought about getting a tattoo once I turned 18."
Aizawa raises an eyebrow, "Why?"
"I don't know. I just always liked them," I say.
Our order was called and Aizawa gets up first to go get it.
As he walks over to the counter to get it, I hear my phone go off.
Who is texting me this early in the morning?
I look at my phone and see 'Dumb Fox.'
Oh, yeah... I forgot that I told him that we might do something today.
At the time I didn't know if Aizawa would let me skip.
I click on the notification to read what he sent me.
"Hiya Bunbun, I don't know if you're awake this early or not but I was wondering if you are actually free today... I'll let you pick where we are going this time," The text message says.
I glare at the word 'Bunbun' and type.
"If you call me another one of those stupid nicknames of yours then I will change your name from 'Dumb Fox' to 'Crispy.' Don't test me," I angrily text and send it.
"What's wrong with you?" Aizawa asks, sitting down and handing me my food and coffee.
"Oh nothing... Just an annoying friend," I say, looking up at him and picking up my coffee, taking a sip.
I look at my phone and see Dabi texted, "Fine... Are you free though?"
"Yes, meet me at my work in about 30 minutes. I want to go through each aisle and maybe buy a few things. Then we can go somewhere else," I text back.
He leaves me on read.
"That motherfucker," I say out loud.
"Language," Aizawa says.
"Sorry," I say, turning my phone upside down on the table. — Aizawa had to leave 20 minutes later and I walked towards my work since I had about 10 minutes.
I got there in 7.
"You're here early," I hear someone say to the left of me.
I look over and see Dabi standing near the entrance of the bookstore.
I walk up to him and smirk, "You're here early too."
Dabi walks past me and opens the door, "You coming?"
"Yup!" I say, excitedly skipping through the door.
Dabi chuckles, following me in, "Why are you so happy today?"
I stop for a second so he can walk next to me and I look over at him, "Today's my birthday."
Dabi looks over at me, "Oh, happy birthday... I guess."
I roll my eyes, "Wow, thanks."
We walk through an aisle and I stop to look at books that catch my eye.
"Wait...How old are you?" Dabi asks.
I move my gaze from the books over at him, "I turned 18 today."
Dabi is quiet the whole time I look through the aisles until we go towards the manga.
Suddenly I hear Dabi say something under his breath next to me.
"What did you say?" I ask, looking over at him.
"Well...even though I didn't really say it directly to you... I said that I just realized that I've been dating someone that was a minor," Dabi says.
"Yup," I say, turning to face him, "And that's illegal."
Dabi rolls his eyes, "That's not the worst thing I've done."
"Oh, I know," I say, moving towards him.
"How old are you right now? I know you're either 23 or 24 but I don't know exactly," I say.
"I'm 23 and before you ask... I know you will... my birthday is January 18th," Dabi says.
"So... we're about... 5 years and 8 months by the day," I say, looking back at the manga and grabbing the next volume of the one that I have been reading since I've gotten here.
"You're very...precise," Dabi laughs.
"Yup, now let's go check out... unless you want to look at anything," I say and he shakes his head no.
We walk towards the cash register but Dabi stops, grabbing my upper arm to stop me with him.
"I'll wait outside," Dabi says.
I look at him and nod. I go over to the cash register and say hi to my coworker. She checks me out, we say our goodbyes, and I walk out.
"Where do you want to go next?" Dabi asks, walking up to me.
I continue walking down the street with Dabi following next to me.
I look over at him, "I'm going to get a tattoo and I want you to pay for it since you owe me $50 still."
Dabi looks over at me and shakes his head, "No... I'll buy you something else."
"Why?" I ask.
"Because you're doing this because you just turned 18. You're going to get something stupid and then regret it," Dabi says.
I gasp in fake shock, "I would never."
"Yes, you would and you know you would. Don't do something that you would later regret," Dabi says, rolling his eyes.
"Well... I'm in a relationship with you," I whisper under my breath.
Dabi stops walking and grabs my hand, "What was that?"
I look away from him, "Nothing."
Dabi pulls me closer to him, near the wall of a building so we are out of the way. "No... You basically said you're going to regret our relationship later," Dabi says and I just laugh.
"Well... I should but I won't...I regret nothing," I say smirking, continuing to walk and dragging an annoyed Dabi behind me with our hands intertwined. — "You weren't kidding," Dabi says as we walk into a tattoo shop.
"Nope," I say going over to the counter.
"I'm not paying for this shit," Dabi says, crossing his arms.
"Please! It's my birthday!" I whine, grabbing onto his arm, "I'll even let you choose it."
Dabi sighs, nodding his head, finally giving in.
"Yay!" I say, excitingly jumping up and down. — It didn't hurt.
It honestly felt like little needles poking me.
Ok.. it hurt a tiny bit.
Dabi didn't let me see what he picked me until it was done.
"Can I see it now?" I ask, trying to look over at my outer thigh.
Yeah... I also let him pick where it went.
"Yes," Dabi says.
I move my body in a more comfortable position so I can see better.
"Hey... isn't that the symbol that was on the chain over the front view mirror?" I ask, looking at it, "You know... the fire symbol."
"Yup," Dabi says as I get up.
"And before you ask me... because I know you will... Yes, I did pay for it," Dabi says.
"With money?" I ask, finally standing up.
"What else would I use?" Dabi asks, shaking his head.
"Well... fake money... or... other things," I say, shrugging and picking up my bag full of books that I bought.
Dabi doesn't say anything, opens the door and lets me go through it first. He looks down at my new tattoo as I walk past him.
"Do you like it?" Dabi asks, as we walk to nowhere in particular.
I look down to look at the blue fire symbol, "Yes."
The Japanese symbol for fire.
Fire... really Dabi?
Blue fire.
Do you realize you basically marked me?
What are you? A werewolf from a very bad wattpad story?
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These chapters are going to be stupid and short. Enjoy reading! ——— "Admit it, it was amazing," I say, still sitting against the headboard.
"I wouldn't say amazing ... I hate saying this but it was actually good. Depressing but good," Dabi says, still sitting in front of me.
"Yup.. it is. It was actually one of mine and my sister's favorite movies to watch together. We would always end up a crying mess even though we've watched it together multiple times before," I say, smiling sadly.
"What is your sister's name?" Dabi asks.
"How about we play a little game? I tell you about my past and you tell me about your past," I say, sitting up off the headboard.
Dabi thinks for a couple of seconds, "Fine."
"My sister's name is Ayuna," I say.
"Ayuna? That's very close to your name," Dabi says, raising his eyebrow.
"Yup... My parents were very lazy naming us," I say, shrugging my shoulders.
"Now it's my turn," I say leaning in, "What was one of your favorite things you did with your siblings?"
Dabi sighs, "One of the few things that we got to do rarely was that me and all of my siblings would sit on the most ridiculous bright green couch, that was actually the comfiest couch I've even sat on, and watch stupid cartoons. It wouldn't matter what was on, we all enjoyed it because it was the only time we all could be together and happy."
"Well, that's depressing," I say without thinking about it.
I look at Dabi's surprised face.
"Sorry...well, not really... It really is depressing but it is also sweet... in a way. You know, if you take out the part that you all rarely got to bond and be happy," I say.
Dabi laughs and shakes his head at me, "You're not wrong. Now it's my turn."
"Ok," I say.
"What happens in your nightmares?' Dabi asks.
I really don't want to talk about that.
I guess I really should at least talk to someone about it.
Definitely not Aizawa. He will probably think I'm crazy.
Dabi is crazy so if I tell him...he might not think I'm crazy...
Nope, he will think I'm crazy.
Oh, well.
At least this way I can at least talk about it with someone and get it off my chest.
"In my nightmare, I'm screaming and crying... I say 'no' a lot. I don't know where I am, only that it's dark and everything is red," I say, stopping to take a deep breath to calm myself down.
I'm shaking.
I don't know why I'm doing this.
I try to stop but can't.
I only continue.
"I'm cradling something in my arms but I can't see what it is. I only see red. I hear someone talking to me but I can't tell who it is," I say and stop again.
"The person says,'don't worry, I'll fix this,' and look up and see a silhouette that is red," I say, trying to calm myself down by slowing down my breathing.
"I have another nightmare about my sister. It's never the same except for her saying mostly the same things and her sinking into water. She's saying the same thing as the other person says, 'don't worry, I'll fix this.' The water always fades to black, then red, and then white as she sinks into it. The place is always different though," I say, looking at Dabi's face.
It's just blank.
No emotion.
Maybe a little and it's just confusion.
"It's crazy and it doesn't make sense but it feels so real... It feels like there's more to it but I just can't see it... It feels like something is holding me back from knowing it all," I say, looking down at my hands that are still shaking, just like the rest of my body.
"Maybe it's not just a nightmare," Dabi says, leaning on one of his elbows.
"Maybe they're just memories that you don't allow yourself to see. It sounds like how I feel with the memories I have about my past. Did something happen to your sister?" Dabi asks and I look back up to him.
"No... nothing happened to her," I pause for a moment.
At least I don't think anything happened to her.
I mean... we had a fight before we came here but that was it. We made up and went to bed.
That's all I remember.
What is happening to her now? Maybe somehow I know about that... Is she not ok?
Stop.
She's fine.
Nothing happened to her.
She's ok.
"Anyways, it's my turn," I say, snapping out of my thoughts.
"It's not really a question but... you called me by my name again," I say.
"Yeah... Even though I do like my little nicknames, I thought that if we decided to actually trust each other and continue whatever this thing is between us, then I should call you by your actual name," Dabi says.
"So... does that mean I can call you Touya?" I say, smirking, leaning my body closer to him.
Dabi gets off of his elbow and sits up straight.
He looks bothered.
He doesn't say anything and I sit back up to keep my distance.
"I...I'm sorry... I took it a little far... Just forget it. I won't call you that if it bothers you," I say, wrapping my arms around myself.
"It's... fine... I guess," Dabi finally says.
"Wait... really?" I say, surprised.
Dabi only nods.
"I mean I could always just call you Crispy," I say, trying not to laugh but fail.
Dabi glares, "No, do not call me that."
I continue laughing.
Dabi moves so he's on his knees and leans in, "Call me by my actual name."
I lean closer to him, my lips hovering over his, "Kiss me first, then maybe I'll say it."
Dabi smirks and kisses me.
I move so my feet are uncrossed, they are bent at the knees as I lean back on the headboard. Dabi gets between them, kissing me as he moves his hand beside my head on the headboard. He deepens the kiss as he gets closer when I grab onto his shirt.
Dabi takes his other hand and grabs my waist, gently pulling me down so my head is on the pillow. I let go of his shirt and grabbed his jacket, trying to pull it off.
Dabi suddenly stops kissing, grabbing my hand to stop me from taking off his jacket.
"I need to go," Dabi says and I whine, trying to get my hand out of his, wanting to continue.
He leans down to give me one more kiss, "We can continue it later." He gets off me and walks towards the window, stopping at it again to look back at me.
"Also, cute pajamas," Dabi says smirking, opening the window and finally climbing out.
Before he closes the window, I stand up and run over to it.
I stick my head out, "Goodnight Touya."
Dabi smiles and leans over so he can kiss me. "Goodnight Tsuna," He says, and I move so he can close the window.
Smile number eleven.
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There's so much noise.
I don't understand.
What is happening? Where am I?
I don't recognize where I am.
"You have to let go! You have to let go!" Someone says to me.
Let go of what?
I look down and see that I'm cradling something in my arms.
All I see is red.
Why can't I see what it is? What type of dream is this?
"I'm so sorry...so..so..sorry," I say in a much softer voice than before.
"You have to let go, Tsuna... Let go," Someone says to me.
I only tighten my grip on the thing that I am cradling in my arms.
"NO!" I yell, tears streaming down my face.
Why am I crying? I hate crying.
All I see is red.
My hands are covered in red.
The thing that I am cradling is covered in red.
Red...I hate that color.
Why do I hate that color?
I don't remember...
"You have to let go! You have to let go!" Someone says to me.
I ignore everything that they are saying, only hearing "don't worry, I'll fix this" inside of my head.
"No, it can't be...No...NO!" I hear myself say. — I wake up feeling my cheeks wet.
A hand touches my face but I sit up and scoot away.
I curl up in a ball, hiding my face in my knees.
My head hurts.
"Tsuna, just breathe," I hear someone say but I ignore them.
All I can do is hyperventilate.
I can feel myself shaking.
"It was only a dream... Just a nightmare... You're ok," I hear someone say but I ignore them.
What is wrong with me?
Why am I having those nightmares?
I try to calm myself down by rocking back and forth.
I feel the person move from the right of me to right in front of me.
"Tsuna... look at me... look up... at me," A voice says calmly.
I look up and see Dabi sitting criss crossed in front of me.
"It was only a dream. Just a nightmare," Dabi says in a soft voice.
I breathe in shakily, "If it was just a dream, then why does it feel so real?"
Dabi shrugs his shoulders, "I don't know."
I finally calmed myself down and move back in my spot, "I thought you were going to stay until I fell asleep."
Dabi stays where he sits in front of me, "Yeah, I was but I fell asleep after the movie was over."
I smile, "Yeah, how was it?"
Dabi sighs and rolls his head back, "It was ok-ish."
"Ok-ish? What type of answer was that?" I ask, rolling my eyes.
"The type of answer that I am going to give you," Dabi says, smirking
I roll my eyes.
Him and his stupid smirking.
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I don't want him to leave.
I don't want to be alone.
"No...wait...stay," I say, grabbing his black jacket and pulling him back.
Dabi stops moving and looks over at me, "Why?"
I shake my head, "Don't make me say it."
Dabi moves his leg back and stands back up, towering over me.
Why is that so hot?
Wait... no... stop...
"Fine, I'll stay but I want to know something first," Dabi says, still towering over me and moving closer to me.
So hot...
Nope...stop it...
"What do you want to know?" I ask, moving closer to him.
Only inches away.
Dabi leans down and grabs my chin to make me look right into his eyes, "What is up with you and that Bakugou kid?"
I laugh and raise my eyebrow, "Funny... that's what he asked me about you."
I smirk when I see Dabi clinch his jaw.
Fuck, that is so hot...
"He's just an annoying kid that I know. I haven't really talked to him anyways. There's nothing going on between us and nothing ever will," I say, smirking at his reaction.
Dabi grabs my cheek with his other hand, bringing my lips centimeters away from his, "Good."
Dabi roughly pulls my face towards him, connecting our lips. He grazes his tongue along my bottom lip as his hands let go of my face. He moves his hands to my waist as we continue to kiss, pulling my body even closer.
"Dabi," I say in between kisses.
"Hmmm?" Dabi responds, continuing to kiss me.
"Not here," I say and he stops, leaning his forehead against mine.
"Ok," Dabi says, trying to catch his breath.
I step back, taking his hand in mine, "Will you stay until I fall asleep?"
Dabi doesn't say anything, only nodding his head as he follows me.
I sit down on the left side of my bed and Dabi walks to the other side of the bed. He sits down and leans back on the headboard. I crawl over to him and sit right next to him, facing him.
"I thought you were going to go to bed," Dabi says as he looks me up and down.
"Well, after what just happened, it's going to be hard to sleep," I say. "Going to have another one of those interesting dreams?" He says, smirking. I shrug, "Probably."
Dabi laughs and shakes his head.
I yawn and rub my eyes.
"Just go to sleep," Dabi says.
"No, I don't want to," I say, shaking my head.
"We can watch a movie," Dabi says, pointing at the tv that is across from my bed.
"Fine, but I'm picking," I say, moving to grab the remote off of my nightstand.
"That's fine with me," Dabi says, looking at me as I grab the remote and move back to lean on the headboard, right next to him.
"Hmmm, let's see," I say, turning on the tv.
"Oh! This is such a good movie," I say, clicking on the movie.
"A romance. Really?" Dabi says, giving me an annoyed facial expression.
"Yes," I say, starting it.
"It's called 'Me Before You.' Why?" Dabi says, as it starts and I pause it to sush him.
"Be quiet and you will figure it out when you watch it," I say, pressing play.
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"Yup, but it's still a good movie," I say, leaning over to get the remote to turn off the tv.
"Yes, it was... I guess," Aizawa says, getting up.
"I guess?! Come on! You know it was great," I say, getting up.
"Fine, it was great," Aizawa says, taking his plate and bowl with him to the kitchen.
I pick up my plate and bowl and follow him, "My sister loved that movie."
Aizawa puts his dishes into the sink and stops in front of it, "You have a sister?"
"Uh, yeah," I say, giving my dishes to him and he puts them in the sink.
Aizawa turns around, "You never talk about your family."
I fidget with my shirt and look down, "I guess I don't."
"Why don't you? You know you can talk to me about anything," Aizawa says, turning around to look at me, leaning on the counter.
I force a smile, "I know."
"If you need to talk about what happened with The League, about your family, or anything else, I want you to know that I am here," Aizawa says.
"I know," I say.
Aizawa only nods his head and says goodnight as he walks past me.
I'm sorry Aizawa...
I don't want to talk about it because if I do... I'll just break down.
I don't want you to see that.
I wipe the tear that is going down my cheek and walk to my room, shutting the door behind me.
Once I feel the door close against my back, I break down.
I slide down the door with my back against it.
I just cry.
I don't want to cry but I can't help it.
I hate crying.
My hand is over my mouth to keep me from being too loud.
I don't want Aizawa to hear my pain.
I don't want anyone to hear my pain.
Why am I in so much pain? I don't understand.
I ignore it and finally stop crying.
I'm fine... I'm fine.
I'll be fine.
There's nothing to feel sad about.
I'm fine.
I'm only just shaken up about what happened with The League.
I'm fine.
I'm fine.
I get up off the floor and walk to my dresser, pulling out a pair of pajamas.
The pajamas are light pink with cherries all over them. Red cherries.
I start tearing up again.
I'm not fine.
I miss my sister. I miss my parents. I miss my friends.
I just want to leave and go home.
I wipe the tears away as I put the pajamas on.
I get in bed and plug in my phone.
Right when I plug it in, I hear a knock at my window.
Great, this is going to be the start of a horror movie.
I stupidly get up and go over to the window, I open the curtains to see Dabi.
I open the window and stand in his way, not letting him in.
"How the fuck did you get up here?" I whisper.
"Fire Escape stairs. Every apartment has them," Dabi says, gripping the windowsill.
"Can you uh... move... please," Dabi says, trying to get in.
I roll my eyes and move to the side, "Why are you here?"
Dabi pushes himself through the window and lands not so gracefully on the floor.
I giggle and help him up.
"Thanks... and I just wanted to see if you're ok," Dabi says, straightening himself out and rubbing his forehead.
"I'm fine," I say, looking at the door, "You really shouldn't be here."
"You're not fine. You were crying, I can tell," Dabi says, moving closer to me, taking his hand and grasping my chin to move my head to make me look at him.
"I wasn't crying," I lie.
"I also know when you lie," Dabi says, his hand letting go of my chin. "How could you possibly know that?" I ask, rolling my eyes, go towards the window and shut it. I turn around and walk to my bed.
I sit down, facing Dabi as he stands by the window.
"Because you're a bad liar. You either have no eye contact, fidget with your clothing, or you have a different tone of voice, or sometimes all of them," Dabi says, walking to the bed and sitting next to me near the end of it.
I move my legs up to sit criss-cross and move my body to face him, "Ok fine, I'm not ok. Is that what you want to hear? What now, huh? What can you do about it?"
I'm trying not to cry again as I get angry.
Why am I angry?
I'm not angry.
I'm just confused, frustrated, upset...
"I'm somewhere that I know almost everything about. I'm in a totally different world where I have no family or friends or anyone else," I say.
My throat tightens, "Yes, I have Aizawa, Haru, and a few other people but I also have to think about the fact that... all of you are fake in my world. How can I go on knowing that?"
My eyes burn, "I don't even know how I got here?"
My nose starts to have a burning feeling, "I don't even know why I am here?"
My cheeks now feel wet, "I don't even know why... why...I am hearing those things... why I am seeing those things... why I feel so much pain about something I have no idea about."
I look down and grab my head in frustration, "I feel like I'm going crazy. I can't tell if it is in my head or if it is real. I don't think I can tell the difference anymore."
Dabi doesn't say anything. He just sits there.
I wiped my tears away for the fourth time tonight.
"You're not crazy. You just don't know everything that has happened to you. Hell, I don't even know what happened. You just randomly showed up at some bookshop, skipping down the aisle, talking to yourself," Dabi says, smiling.
Smile number ten.
I just laugh and look into his blazing blue eyes.
"I'm not ok... but I eventually will be. I just want to go to bed. Not trying to be mean but you really should leave," I say, sighing as I get up off of the bed.
Dabi nods his head and walks towards the window.
He opens it but stops halfway and looks at me, "Goodnight Tsuna."
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These chapters are going to be stupid and short. Enjoy reading! ——— "For the last goddamn time!" I yell, sitting on a chair in front of one of the detectives that I don't know about, "I didn't fucking tell them anything!"
"And we don't believe you," The guy says, leaning back in his chair after picking up the cup of coffee that was on the table between us.
The coffee smells good.
Now I want coffee...
"He knew you," He says.
"I've never met him! That was the first time I've ever been introduced to him," I say, trying to calm down.
"Well, you know basically everything about him so you still could have contacted him some other way," He says and I roll my eyes.
"This is what is wrong with all of you. Instead of trying to befriend people that can be useful to you, you all interrogate them. So many questions but never the right ones," I say, staring at the coffee that is in his hand.
I really want one...
"I'm going to ask you again, what information did you tell The League of Villains?" He asks and I groan.
"Can I just talk to Tsukauchi?" I ask, trying not to lean over and grab the coffee from the guy's hand while also trying to not lean over and slap his stupid annoying face.
"Can you just answer the question?" He asks.
That's it... I'm going to slap him and that damn coffee is about to be mine.
Before I can get up to slap him, the doors open.
"I can take over," Tsukauchi says, walking through the door with two coffee cups.
"But-," The guy starts but only gets a glare from Tsukauchi and he walks out.
The door slams shut and I giggle.
"I really pissed that guy off," I say as Tsukauchi sits in the same seat that the other guy was sitting on.
"Yes.. Yes, you did," Tsukauchi says chuckling and sets the two coffees down on the table.
He pushes one to me.
I grab it instantly, "Have I told you how much I love you?"
"Yes, you actually have when I brought takeout after you called me crying about how Aizawa cooked for the first time you were there and that it looked like slime," Tsukauchi says, rolling his eyes.
"You weren't there to see it. It looked like it was breathing! I thought it was alive," I say, laughing.
"You know why I am here... Just tell me what happened," Tsukauchi says and takes a sip of his coffee.
"Fine... So, basically somehow they know about my situation and I made a deal with them that I'm not going to just spoil everything and that I'll only give them simple hints that they have to figure out themselves... Also, I could explain certain things," I say and take a sip of my coffee.
Mmmm coffee.... I love coffee...
"Oh! And if I don't do those things, they will kill me so..." I say, taking another sip of coffee
Tsukauchi sighs, "Ok...ok...i'll talk to everyone and try to calm them down."
He then gets up and opens the door, "You coming?" — "Wait, so Bakugou and Midoriya know about my situation?!" I yell at All Might.
"You know we are right here?" Bakugou says, rolling his eyes.
"Yeah, I know. I don't fucking care," I say, sitting next to All Might, who is across from the other two.
"So... we're in a manga that is turned into an anime?" Midoriya says.
"Yes, but before you bombard me with a million questions that I know you are thinking... I am not going to tell you how this plays out. Also, I don't know every single detail. I've only seen up to season 4 of the anime and haven't read the manga. I only know a few future things because I read it on those information pages," I say, looking at the two across me.
I can see Midoriya trying to hold himself back. Bakugou is calmly listening to me and not saying anything.
Seriously? Bakugou? Calm...
Then I see the rage build up.
"And you didn't tell us before?! I thought you were a traitor!" Bakugou yells.
There he goes. I thought it was weird that he was calm.
I glare at him, "Don't tempt me."
"You bit-" Bakugou starts but gets interrupted.
"Bakugou! Language," All Might says and Bakugou only pouts, crossing his arms and turning his head to look away from me.
My phone goes off and I look at it.
There's so many text messages from multiple people.
The one at the top is from Aizawa.
"I have to go," I say, clicking on the text message to text him back, "Aizawa is here."
All Might nods and waves goodbye as I walk out of the room.
I make it down the hallway but I stop when I hear someone yell from behind me.
"Sasaki! Hey, wait!" Bakugou yells.
I turn around and Bakugou catches up with me.
"What do you want?" I sigh.
"I didn't tell them," Bakugou says, shoving his hands into his pockets.
"Tell them what?" I ask.
"About you and Crispy," He says and I laugh.
"Ha! Sorry...It's just...Crispy... I'm never going to not think it's funny," I say, trying not to laugh.
I calm down and look at him, "Thanks but why not? I mean... Honestly I truly don't know what it is between us. He says...he-" I stop talking, trying to think of what to say next.
"It's none of my business. Just... it won't end well," Bakugou says, looking away from me.
"I know," I say, smiling sadly.
"And that's fine. I know what I'm getting myself into. It's a very stupid situation. I know... he won't change... Believe me, I know... I just want to see how this turns out," I say shrugging.
"You're annoyingly stupid," Bakugou says, looking back at me smirking.
"You're annoyingly annoying," I say, smirking back at him.
"That doesn't make any sense," Bakugou says, rolling his eyes.
"Yes, it does," I say, walking away. — "What do you want to eat?" Aizawa says, getting out of the car.
"Coffee," I say, getting out too.
"You can't eat coffee," Aizawa says, walking up the stairs to the apartment and I follow him.
"I can eat the coffee beans," I say walking through the apartment door and taking off my shoes.
"Touche," Aizawa says, walking into the kitchen.
"I can make grilled cheese," Aizawa says.
"Yeah...no. I'll make it. You're not going to ruin delicious grilled cheese," I say, going towards the counter to take out the bread.
"Fine," Aizawa says, putting his hands up and walks out of the kitchen.
I go over to the refrigerator to get the cheese and set it on the counter. I then go over to the pantry. "There it is," I say out loud to myself and grab a can.
"We're going to have grilled cheese and tomato soup!" I yell so Aizawa can hear me from the kitchen to the living room.
"Oh, and we're going to finish watching Coraline!" I yell again so he can hear me.
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No.. Not again.
My head hurts.
Why does it have to hurt?
I scream, holding my head with my hands on either side of it. I slowly go down on my knees, crying the whole way down.
"You really shouldn't be crawling on the ground like that," The voice says.
I feel a hand on the back of my neck squeezing it. "Look at what happened... I did this for you... It was all for you," A voice says inside of my head.
The hands go from the back of my neck to the back of my head, pulling it back. "Now look at me!" The voice says loudly in my head.
"Look at me! I did this for you! It was all for you! Now, look at me!" The voice says inside of my head.
My head aches. I'm looking up at the dark sky as I feel the hand release my head.
I can't tell if it is in my head or if it is real. I don't think I can tell the difference anymore.
It starts raining.
I don't understand... that's not what is supposed to happen. It doesn't rain here in the anime.
I see the raindrops but I don't feel them.
I let go of my head and look ahead of me to see that All Might and All For One continued fighting.
They don't notice the rain. It doesn't even land on them. It's not near them.
I look down to see that the raindrops only surround me, creating a puddle underneath me.
It's only an inch deep.
The puddle beneath me turns black.
I scream.
I move back away from the puddle but it just follows me.
It then turns red and spreads.
Just like blood.
The red turns to white.
What is this? I don't understand.
Something floats to the top and I move my hand to reach it.
That's...
Before I can grab it, my other hand is grabbed by something.
Ewwww, it's sweaty...
I'm pulled up and I move my gaze from the ground, where the puddle is now gone, and look over towards the thing that has my hand.
"Move it Extra!" Bakugou yells as he starts to move.
Bakugou stops and pulls me against his side, "Hold on."
I wrap my arms around his neck and all I hear is explosions. I dig my face in the crook of his neck as I feel myself lift off of the ground.
I hate heights.
My head still hurts.
"You can let go now," I hear Bakugou say.
I let go of him and take step back, realizing that we're on the ground again.
"Wow, you actually didn't yell for once," I say and he only rolls his eyes.
"My hero to the rescue," I say as Bakugou ignores me and starts walking.
My head aches again.
"Let's go," Bakugou says and I follow him through the crowd.
"Let's go," I hear in my head.
I ignore it.
We stop and look up at a giant screen, where it shows the fight between All might and All for one.
I never thought seeing this scene again would hurt this much.
Seeing All Might in his true form, without a flame of his power. Giving the flame to Deku.
"Tsuna Sasaki, come with us," I hear from behind me as everyone else is distracted by the screen.
The fight has ended, All Might has one, and now everyone else celebrates.
Except me...
My fight has just begun.
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All I see is red.
"Don't touch me!" I yell.
I don't know if I am yelling out loud or not but those words are all I can hear inside of my head.
"Let me go! Don't touch me!" I yell again and again.
My wrist is released and I fall towards the ground. Before my body hits it, something wraps around my waist that brings me back up.
I look down and see that I'm hovering above the ground and something black is wrapped around me.
"Why does he want you? You're so weak," All For One says.
"What the fuck are you talking about? Let me go!" I say, struggling to get out.
"You think about what is right from wrong and yet you still make a deal with devils. You know you shouldn't be in a relationship with one and yet you still have one," He says, bringing me right to his face.
"You manipulate your brother and hundreds of people that what you do is right and yet it isn't. You manipulate children to do your dirty work and yet you call me weak," I say, glaring at him. "I might be weak but at least I have a fucking conscience. I know I shouldn't do these things but at least I haven't hurt anyone," I say and he only smirks.
"Now I know why," All For One says.
"What?" I say.
What is going on? What is he talking about? Who is he talking about?
The thing that is wrapped around my waist lets go and I fall.
I scream.
"I got you," I hear All Might say as I'm in his arms. He gently set me down on the ground and gives me a thumbs up, "Don't worry, I am here."
"Don't worry, I'll fix this," I hear in my head.
No... Not again.
"You already hurt someone from doing those things," All For One says.
What? How?
"You've already hurt people close to you because of your actions," All For One says.
I don't understand.
I didn't do anything...
My head aches.
Why does it have to hurt? Why now?
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"What the fuck?!" Bakugou yells as I am pushed back against his back.
Dabi is knocked out, All For One is fighting with All Might, and I'm back to back with Bakugou because I was pushed against him by Dabi so I would get out of the way.
"Bakugou, don't do anything stupid!" I yell, so he would be able to hear me over all of this chaos.
"You don't do anything stupid! Oh wait, you already did!" Bakugou yells, turning around to face me.
"What the fuck does that mean?!" I yell back and he grabs my shirt, pulling me closer to him.
"You know what that means! You're with them!" Bakugou yells, now face to face with me.
"Technically I'm not! I made a deal with them!" I yell back. "I didn't want to.. But I had to... I didn't have a choice," I say, finally not yelling.
My throat hurts from all of the yelling.
"WHAT! YOU MADE A DEAL!" I hear All Might say from behind us.
I turn around and see that All Might is still trying to fight All For One.
"It's complicated!" I yell at All Might.
"How is it complicated?!" Both All Might and Bakugou yell at the same time.
OH MY GOD! I'm surrounded by idiots.. It's complicated because it's fucking complicated. I'm not going to tell the whole world about my situation. Most of the heroes know about it. Also.. SOMEHOW THE FUCKING VILLIANS KNOW ABOUT IT! Like what the fuck!
If it wasn't Dabi then who the fuck was it?
"Also, what the fuck is going on between you and Crispy over there?!" Bakugou yells, pointing over to an unconscious Dabi.
"Wait.. what does he mean by that?!" All Might yells.
"Why don't you pay attention to the villain that you are fighting and not worry about it?!" I yell.
Why can't they just leave mine and Crispy's relationship alone?!
Oh... Ha!... Crispy... Good one. It's almost as good as Burnt Chicken Nugget or Patchwork.
Wait... wouldn't Burnt Chicken Nugget be Hawks if he was burned...you know because he's a bird and all... ok, I'll stop.
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