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I miss our sleep call and Im scared you’ll scarred and abandon me again :(

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When will I ever learn my lesson? Never. That’s when

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A moment of silence pleaseee. While I enjoy the most expensive lunch I've ever willingly paid for. In hindsight, it may have cost slightly more than my common sense lol

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I’m sad that he didn’t came today. :(

I saw his post and thought he was probably going through something tough So when he said he was coming over, I started making plans, hoping that maybe, in some small way, I could help him feel a little better.

I didn't want to ask what was wrong. The last time I asked why he had suddenly abandoned my text, he told me he felt annoyed by how much I texted. Deep down, I knew it’s becaude he’d reconnected with someone who could offer him the kind of happiness I couldn’t…

I cried coz it hurts. But I forces myself to make peace with it.

So today when he told me he’d come but he didn’t I am left feeling dissapointed. More than that, I was sad.

I miss everything about him. The random conversations, the books we'd talk about, our chess games, coffee runs, late night netflix movies, and even his good taste in perfumes.

Sometimes I wish I could tell my friends about all this confusion and sadness I am experiencing and how do I get over it... But I know that if I did, they would judge him, and that's not what I want. I don't want them to see him differently just because I'm hurting.

To this day, I still don't understand why I can't stop loving him in silence. If it had been anyone else, I would have let them go and stop caring a long time ago. But with him, no matter how much time passes, no matter how much he hurts me, I am still holding on, still hoping that he would see me the way I see him. Still hoping that this feelings can be reciprocated.

That’s on me. I guess

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My friend Lelen cooked me Maggie goreng with a telur mata tonight, and we ended up staying awake until 5 a.m., catching up on everything life has thrown our way. It was one of those simple nights that somehow means so much.

Soon, we'll be living in two different states, and the thought of being completely on my own hits a little harder than I'd like to admit…

I wish he knew how much he had help me through difficult time. Hadn’t it been for him, I’d be long gone. I am grateful to have this human in my life :)

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