Just Me

[untrustyou]

[imperfectmariposa]

We wanted to be the sky.

We wanted to touch the stars.

We wanted to taste heaven.

We wanted to breathe in Mars.

We wanted to love forever.

We wanted too much.

And see where we are?

We wanted to be together.

But look where we are.

We wanted to hang on tight.

But eternity is way too far.

We yearned.

We hoped.

We cried.

We tried.

We’re done.

We wanted to be each other’s…

But now it’s clear to see.

We wanted way too much.

We asked for too much.

We were greedy.

Wanting too much.

All we wanted was to be the sky.. right?

[imperfectmariposa]

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“Every day goes by I feel like im wasting time Not a day goes by where you dont cross my mind All those nights wishing you were by my side If I said I dont need you that would be a lie.

Even though we are miles away I know that I would stay And If time got in the way I know that I would wait.”

I couldn’t help but smile.. I was talking to you while you recorded this, an Lucas.. It’s beautiful.. During the pause you glanced at me an even made a slight chuckle. Listening to this, I can almost hear the smile in your voice when you sang that last part. You’re going to do great things with your music. I was and am lucky to have had the chance to have a song written by you.. For me.. “Thoughts of You” has so much passion in it, not only through your words but interweaved through your guitar playing.. Thank You So Much.. 

[imperfectmariposa]

Going through old posts and this popped up. I hope you’re doing well Lucas ♥️

[taleofprincesskaguya]

[eliminated]

[scurybooween]

Spooky Snooze by Cat Chmaj

[deadbyinsidee]

[rainie-is-seasonchange]

Common Zinnia.

Yokohama, Japan.

[lightheartedsuggestion]

Stop convincing yourself you’re wasting your life away. The time you’ve spent resting and healing was and is necessary. You’re not a waste of a person if you find yourself struggling right now. Healing, recovering, sitting with your pain is foundational. It’s not a waste. You are still whole.

[danger]

[thisisgoodfruit]

[emanuelee]

xx

[sadtastical]

[clairetonic]

[recaption]

[imperfectmariposa]

I went and found your profile. Why did I look?? I have no idea. Maybe because the topic of grooming was so prominent with what was one of my favorite youtubers. I just had this sense of flashbacks to what you did to me. God I was so young.. To think I thought and blamed myself for years thinking it was consensual.. I was a child. I was barely in high school and you were in your 20s. To think you took my first kiss.

My stomach turned seeing that you were in a relationship. I hoped to God that she wasn’t underage. I wanted to message you and tell you how you ruined what should have been the best years of my life.

You tried to groom me. You are sick and the fact you had no type of punishment is beyond me. That wasn’t okay. And it took me forever to finally understand that.

I want to yell at you and say such horrible things to you. But here we are. You’re living life as though nothing had happened. An here I am.. still feeling dirty about the things I did when I was a child.

[ac-elestial]

wolfgang appreciation post

[artemis-crossing]

forgot that was there