ephemeral love

"I love you imperfectly."

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a song for our fathers

route 666 | god is an astronaut instrumental wave of sorrow (birdland) | u2 blessed are the kings who have left their thrones they are buried in this valley of dry bones a song for our fathers | explosions in the sky instrumental the ghost of genova heights | stars roses are the flower he would prefer crash tactics | 65daysofstatic instrumental rose parade | elliot smith you’ve got me singing along to some half-hearted victory song greet death (explosions in the sky) instrumental exit (u2) hand in the pocket finger on the steel the pistol weighed heavy his heart he could feel

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nothing and nowhere | emily haines and the soft skeleton you want all of the moments stolen blind alleys and hallways to basements bad romance | lissie i want your disease i want your everything as long as it's free gold girls guns | metric all the girls and the guns and the girls in the world couldn't get you off nothing to remember | neko case i'm ashamed that i don't have a heart you can break i don't know | lisa hannigan i assume your heart's been bruised i'd like to know you falling like this | ani difranco we can't fight gravity on a planet that insists that love is like falling academia | sia and if you are a number you're infinity plus one and if i am four words i am "needing of your love" starry eyed | ellie goulding next thing we're touching you look at me it's like you hit me with lightning dance dance dance | lykke li but when i trip on my feet look at the ground the words are written in the dust parachute | ingrid michaelson i won't tell anybody that your voice is my favorite sound

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warrior

salt skin (ellie goulding) you fit like a glove that is no way to live that is no way to love our hell (emily haines & the soft skeleton) there’s a bullet in the gun that’s why i tried to save you but it can’t be done laughing with a mouth of blood (st vincent) all of my old haunts are now haunting me celebration guns (stars) and the next day how will you know your enemy by their color or your fear? 9 crimes (damien rice) it’s the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you antebellum (vienna teng) i know the borderlines we drew between us don’t lose yourself (laura veirs) don’t lose yourself don’t lose yourself don’t let yourself be lost gold guns girls (metric) remember when we were gambling to win everyone else said better luck next time death to death (stars) i am destroyer, i am lover. warrior (yeah yeah yeahs) it told me i’m small and i swallowed it down if i make it at all i’mma make you want me guns + horses (ellie goulding) i know you’ve been burned but every fire is a lesson learned

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Unfortunately, all of my old download links are broken. :( Where I live, downloading music illegally can land you a two year jail sentence(!!), but at least you can still listen? I'll be moving my fanmixes over to 8tracks when I have the time. Thank you for your patience and understanding!

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the $%^#!ing girl from california

she’s a genius | jet if what you know is who you are then she’s everything cunnilingus mon amor! | dionysos et de son doux pelage encore tout bien parfumé une performance jamais égalée around the world | red hot chili peppers try not to whine but i must warn ya about the muthafuckin’ girl from california velvet | breathe carolina don’t be so impatient don’t lose self control i’ll make the rules up as we go siren assasin | kristine elezaj i’m a tickin’ time bomb yeah don’t be alarmed officially dead | veruca salt you’re officially dead you don’t have a heart la berceuse hip hop du docteur madeline | dionysos my motherfucking heart does click clock ding dong love is dangerous for your tiny heart a&e (millions like us remix) | millions like us you’ve got blood on your dirty hands you’ve got that look on your dirty face silent seven | controller.controller that’s not paranoia, just a faith in machines a real hero | college + electric youth back against the wall at odds with the strength of a will and a cause awesome | veruca salt goodbye indolence your filthy left hand kept me down

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I was sold at She’s a Genius by Jet and a song with the word cunnilingus in it. Because we all know, female or male, Tony/Toni Stark would be awesome at cunnilingus.

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melancholy astronautic man

there is a boy who never goes out (the lucksmiths) i’ve woken up on one too many floors but my favorite was yours melancholy astronautic man (allie moss) you know that you’re falling without a place to land break the sky (the hush sound) why do i need anyone else when i can break the sky myself? funnyman (kt tunstall) all the damage you do is so honest and true i don’t wanna feel sorry for you nobody knows me at all (the weepies) i know how you feel no secrets to reveal collect call (metric) i know it’s a lie i want it to be true days without paracetamol (snow patrol) the colder that you get makes you feel at home the passenger (stars) you can run forever they’ll catch you now or never help i’m alive (metric) if i stumble they’re gonna eat me alive how to be dead (snow patrol) you don’t know what happened and you never will if you don’t listen to me while i talk to the wall all these things that i’ve done (the killers) with everything lost the battle is won with all these things that i’ve done winter bones (stars) i believe, i want to believe, in anything 

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This is only my favorite fanmix of all time. 

Song of the Week (#8, sort of)

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o-of all time?!

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wow, thank you so much!! *(*´∀｀*)☆

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private life of a cat

handlebars | flobots me and my friends understand the future i can see the strings that control the systems dancing with my brother | entire cities there are no city things to say in this bloodthirsty embrace cut like a buffalo | the dead weather you cut a record on my throat but the record's not broken private life of a cat | the lk and your mothers laugh when we jaywalk and me i'd rather go dancing than growing up katana blaster (constantly playing mix) | mick gordon instrumental bury us alive | starfucker no one ever dug down so far as we go heros drop their bones outside distant and mechanized glow… | 65daysofstatic instrumental

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"we have to build the republic of heaven where we are, because for us there is no elsewhere." the amber spyglass

grace descending

tiger girl | 65daysofstatic instrumental first breath after coma | explosions in the sky instrumental greet death | explosions in the sky instrumental your hand in mine | explosions in the sky instrumental from dust to the beyond | god is an astronaut instrumental our last days as children | explosions in the sky instrumental grace descending | god is an astronaut instrumental trembling hands | explosions in the sky instrumental the only moment we were alone | explosions in the sky instrumental fix the sky a little | 65daysofstatic instrumental forever lost | god is an astronaut instrumental a deafening distance | god is an astronaut instrumental remember me as a time of day | explosions in the sky instrumental

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the $%^#!ing girl from california

she's a genius | jet if what you know is who you are then she's everything cunnilingus mon amor! | dionysos et de son doux pelage encore tout bien parfumé une performance jamais égalée around the world | red hot chili peppers try not to whine but i must warn ya about the muthafuckin' girl from california velvet | breathe carolina don't be so impatient don't lose self control i'll make the rules up as we go siren assasin | kristine elezaj i'm a tickin' time bomb yeah don't be alarmed officially dead | veruca salt you're officially dead you don't have a heart la berceuse hip hop du docteur madeline | dionysos my motherfucking heart does click clock ding dong love is dangerous for your tiny heart a&e (millions like us remix) | millions like us you've got blood on your dirty hands you've got that look on your dirty face silent seven | controller.controller that's not paranoia, just a faith in machines a real hero | college + electric youth back against the wall at odds with the strength of a will and a cause awesome | veruca salt goodbye indolence your filthy left hand kept me down

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window in the skies

blinding (florence + the machine) no more dreaming of the dead as if death itself were undone set the fire to the third bar (snow patrol) ghosts with just voices in my veins (andrew belle) all that you fake will leave you in the morning but find you in the day in our bedroom after the war (stars) say good morning to the sleepy person lying next to you but if there’s no one there, then there’s no one there window in the skies (u2) love makes strange enemies makes love where love may please

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Strangeness and Charm (Florence + The Machine) 

The static from your arms, it is a catalyst. You’re a chemical that burns, there is nothing like this. It’s the purest element, but it’s so volatile, an equation heaven sent, a drug for angels. An atom to atom oh can you feel it on me love, and pattern to pattern oh can you see it on me love. Atom to atom oh what’s the matter with me love?

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omg this is perfect

(mix was made before Ceremonials was released, but please consider Strangeness and Charm an honorary addition!)

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(this is a fanmix for hearth fires. it is not my fanfic, but i loved it so much that i had to make something for it when I saw the challenge was for an alternate universe!)

snow & lights

fall from the stars | god is an astronaut instrumental there is a boy that never goes out | the lucksmiths i'm not trying to be anti-social truth be told i'm not entirely hopeful what do you go home to? | explosions in the sky instrumental paper cuts | the boy least likely to… i look tough enough but if you hold me up to the light you can see my broken heart last known surroundings | explosions in the sky instrumental world spins madly on | the weepies i watch the stars from my window sill the whole world is moving and i'm standing still clear the area | imogen heap no need to stay as it's always nothing but your eyes tell a whole other story and i feel the weight of the world fire flies and empty skies | god is an astronaut instrumental in a long time | 46bliss i filled my heart and spilled my tears in a long time i will see you today has been ok | emiliana torrini the salty waters underneath your feet no one's gone in vain here is where you'll stay let there be morning | the perishers hello future goodbye past now each breath can be my last harbor | vienna teng the light in me will guide you home for the widows in paradise | sufjan stevens if we ever make a mess i'll do anything for you i promise you walls | shiny toy guns i promise you walls of grace to carry on when we're lost we'll find a way sleepyhead | run toto run like stars burning holes through the dark flicking fire like saltwater into my eyes if my heart was a house | owl city we got older and i should have known that i'd feel colder when i walk alone snow and lights | explosions in the sky instrumental remembrance day | god is an astronaut instrumental

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be comfortable, creature

safe and sound | electric president i heard you say through your teeth that you'll take them down first black swan | sunset rubdown you've got mascara making broken hearted shapes on your face and you have yet to see the ghost a walk through hell | say anything and if i was blessed i'd walk on the water you're breathing to lend you some air for that heaving sunken chest people as places as people | modest mouse and the people you love but you didn't quite know they are the places you wanted to go you could be happy | snow patrol more than anything i want to see you take a glorious bite out of the whole world stop crying your heart our | oasis take what you need and be on your way be comfortable, creature | explosions in the sky instrumental

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hey man I know you might never see this, but I miss you. "bring me the head of John the motherfucking Baptist," right? i won't bother you, but you know where to find me if you want to.

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your blood your bones your voice & your ghost go places (lite mix) | the new pornographers a heart should always go one step too far stateless | u2 i have no home in this world just you and you are not mine long live the fallen world | young galaxy if you want to believe me then sing it with love last known surroundings | explosions in the sky instrumental mutiny, i promise you | the new pornographers what's the weight of the world worth to you kid? magic hours | explosions in the sky instrumental in a big country | moe. you can't stay here with every single hope you had shattered i'll believe in anything | her space holiday you have to learn to fight or else you'll disappear heartlines (acoustic) | florence + the machine know that in some way i'm there with you up against the wall foreign lands | teenage cool kids i've been to foreign lands with you the end of the beginning | god is an astronaut instrumental

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melancholy astronautic man

there is a boy who never goes out (the lucksmiths) i've woken up on one too many floors but my favorite was yours melancholy astronautic man (allie moss) you know that you're falling without a place to land break the sky (the hush sound) why do i need anyone else when i can break the sky myself? funnyman (kt tunstall) all the damage you do is so honest and true i don't wanna feel sorry for you nobody knows me at all (the weepies) i know how you feel no secrets to reveal collect call (metric) i know it's a lie i want it to be true days without paracetamol (snow patrol) the colder that you get makes you feel at home the passenger (stars) you can run forever they'll catch you now or never help i'm alive (metric) if i stumble they're gonna eat me alive how to be dead (snow patrol) you don't know what happened and you never will if you don't listen to me while i talk to the wall all these things that i've done (the killers) with everything lost the battle is won with all these things that i've done winter bones (stars) i believe, i want to believe, in anything 

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the soldiering life

when we were younger and better (65daysofstatic) instrumental the soldiering life (the decemberists) i'd rather i'd lose my limbs than let you come to harm red colored stars (ours) red colored stars in our hands were the stones that were cast devil in the details (placebo) all of my wrongs, all my wicked ways will come to haunt me come what may hebrews 11:40 (the mountain goats) if not by faith then by the sword i am going to be restored 

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warrior

salt skin (ellie goulding) you are sharp as a knife and you fit like a glove that is no way to live that is no way to love our hell (emily haines & the soft skeleton) there's a bullet in the gun that's why i tried to save you but it can't be done laughing with a mouth of blood (st vincent) all of my old haunts are now haunting me celebration guns (stars) and the next day how will you know your enemy by their color or your fear? 9 crimes (damien rice) it's the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you antebellum (vienna teng) i know the borderlines we drew between us don't lose yourself (laura veirs) don't lose yourself don't lose yourself don't let yourself be lost gold guns girls (metric) remember when we were gambling to win everyone else said better luck next time death to death (stars) i am destroyer, i am lover. warrior (yeah yeah yeahs) it told me i'm small and i swallowed it down if i make it at all i'mma make you want me guns + horses (ellie goulding) i know you've been burned but every fire is a lesson learned

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never fall in love

long live the fallen world (young galaxy) i want to believe that the weight is too much destroy everything you touch // hot chip remix (ladytron) anything that may delay you may just save you marrow (st vincent) so i pretend that there aren't ten strings tied to all ten of my fingers heart rate rapid (metronomy) i'm gonna tell [him] with my heart rate rapid never fall in love (emilie simon) don't say you love me don't say you care

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beyond the dying light » requested by rinlin & drkotobuki

it's so natural to be afraid // paper chase mix (explosions in the sky) instrumental far from refuge (god is an astronaut) instrumental with tired eyes, tired minds, tired souls we slept (explosions in the sky) instrumental so long lonesome // eluvium mix (explosions in the sky) instrumental beyond the dying light (god is an astronaut) instrumental home (explosions in the sky) instrumental 

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