âWhy what?â he asked, no, he more demanded. The woman who stood before him wasnât the only one to question his motives, heâd done it too himself, sometimes he would stay awake in the middle of the night and wonder why he did the things he did to the poor family, he would try and justify his wrongdoings but would always come up with a blank, and eventually, he just gave up trying. What did he do instead? Instead he let himself bathe in the thoughts, letting them run through him as if it was the blood keeping him alive  â- Oh! Itâs much too late for that. A devious smile took shape on his features, as he looked down at the woman, she looked scared and that made him smile even wider. âWhy did I rape you?â he spit out, ever since that talk he had with Ben a while ago, admitting what heâd done was so easy now, and the words didnât hurt him when he spoke, he stopped caring so long ago. Tate then brought his hand to Vivianâs face, letting his index finger gently stroke her cheek, knowing all too well what it would do to her. âBecause⊠I needed the pleasure, and your daughter wasnât giving it up yet  â-  but you, you were ready for me, werenât you?â The words he spoke were disgusting, but it was all just a game for him. How much more torture could he bring to this woman before she drove him away as well, it was a fun game, because it was a challenge. She might be dead, and she might be hurting, but she was strong and that, even though heâd never admit it aloud, it was something he admired. Once heâd finished speaking, he brought his hand back down to his side and took a step back when she asked him about loving Violet, the question made his expression into a scowl. âBecause she loves me, sheâs the only one who loves me,â he said, the truth behind those words making him seem pathetic and belittled. But they were true, Violet was the only person who ever showed him what loving someone was like, she made him feel that warmth, and with her, he didnât have to be horrible to receive it. âThatâs why I love her so much, thatâs why I have to find her, itâs been so long, so long..â as he spoke he could feel himself breaking down, back into that childlike mindset he sometimes found himself stuck it. It always happened this way, as soon as Violet became involved he became weak and spineless, how he hated that power she held over him. âYou forgave Ben for everything,â he said, turning his attention back to the room, the old room the two had shared so much of each other with, âI think Violet will forgive me too.. I just have to try.â
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