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i brought you my bullets, you brought me your love + paintings

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“Yes, I’m drunk. And you’re beautiful. And tomorrow morning, I’ll be sober but you’ll still be beautiful.”

The Dreamers (2003)

Had to share this @WeHeartIt http://weheartit.com/entry/190233603/via/sadbutsurviving

Had to share this @WeHeartIt http://weheartit.com/entry/196096271

Had to share this @WeHeartIt http://weheartit.com/entry/196089622

my-deadly-silence

Original poem

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ipoetried

i was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder when i was fourteen and i fell in love when i was seventeen, two months before my eighteenth birthday. i wonder what it’s like to be in a normal teenage relationship, often at times when he runs his hands through my hair and i pull away at the feeling of his nails against my scalp, shaking, sweating. i wonder what it’s like for other people when the person they love leans in to kiss them, i wonder if they pull away, the world spinning around their feet, their eyes unable to focus on anything solid, screaming that they don’t want to be touched when all they need is to be held. i wonder if they spend their nighttimes awake, staring at the eggshell off-white of their ceiling, like i do, thinking of all the people the person they love should be with, and knowing not a single one of them is me. i spend more time making up scenarios in my head than living out any of them. i am shaped by my head and my heart, pulling me together and pushing me apart, and my anxiety disorder does not make me who i am, with my swollen tongue and my trembling hands but neither is the love i feel for somebody else, even when i don’t feel it for myself. one should not get rid of the other. but i’m terrified it will one day, and if i’m only half of what i had, i’m so scared to not be the same.

KPK (via ipoetried)