i'm sorry

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3/1/17 10:47pm

i want you. i want your lips on my lips. your body on my body. your eyes locked in on my eyes. i want your attention. i want your love. i just want you. LCP

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12/5/16 11:05 pm

my mom knows about you and about how we are talking. i never tell her anything so i think that made her happy. i don't know when i'll tell her about he whole me going to your house instead of kaylees and me making out with you and the snuggling and everything in between. i have no idea how i'm going to tell jessie. that might be harder than telling my mom.. ugh i rlly like you and you seem kinda the same way. i want more than a sexual relationship. i want the cuddling on the couch watching movies, i want the adventures, i want the lazy days where i don't have to dress to impress. i just want it all and i want it all with you. i also want your lips on mine again and for me to be in your arms half asleep. i just want you

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11/20/16 10:15 pm

I haven't put my feelings down in a long time. idk if that's for the better or worse. you kill me. you take every single breath away. your actions, your words. i love them, but they kill me. i want you. everyone says i can't have you cause you go to a different school you have a different life w different friends. i can never get you off my mind. when we go by your house i want to jump out of the car to see you. we snuck around and i got attached. i get attached way too easily. parts of my think i never should have risked it, doing the things we did, but apart of my doesn't care because those times were some of the best times i had. i want to come over, make those snuggling conversations come to real life. you say your mom knows about me i just wonder how much she knows about me. i'm afraid to tell my parents about you because they will probably just think i'm a slut and they are going to ask so so many questions. my dad kinda knows about you. i couldn't tell him if we were rlly talking talking because at the time i didn't know. some days i feel like you hate me. i watch the clock roll past 5 then 6 never getting a text. i swear i always text first. it kills me. i don't even know if you want to talk to me. you say you do but i'm never too sure. i get paranoid easily when i see you talk sadly on your spam or when i see you talk to other girls. but i try to blow it off like i don't care. i just wanna call you, spend time with you, be yours. lord please help me

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9/26/16 10:14 pm

just trying to stay happy.

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9/5/16 10:39pm

the one person I thought could never make me cry finally broke me. you make me so happy and so so sad at the same time. you were literally the only person I've really really liked in a long long time. clearly you don't have the same feelings but it's whatever. I never wanted to like you as much as I did but it just happened ig. I'm sorry for whatever I did.

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8/15/16 9:51pm

I wanna cry but I haven't in so so long. I hate all the feelings going on inside of me. I'm so physically and emotionally tired it's not even funny. all you ask me to do is take my clothes off and it gets old. you get pissy when I don't but most times I could care less. you only want me when your lonely. I should just block you and delete you outta my phone. somehow someway things always lead back to you. I hate it. I hate you. but I hate myself most of all. I'm over everyone and everything honestly. even my "best friend" pisses me off. I can't talk to her w/o wanting to punch something. I always say I'm done, but I never really am ig.

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7/31/16 1:42am

what’s even going on. you make me so so happy, and I haven’t been this happy since mason. my best friend hates you bc I once said you were my best friend. you trust me I trust you. I love it. I feel like you are talking to so many other girls the same way and that scares the hell outta me. I’ve mainly blocked everyone off except you. sometimes I feel like your lying when you say you don’t talk to other girls but all I can do is hopefully trust you. everything about you makes me smile. but I think when school comes along things are going to change. maybe for the better or for the worse. I’m so so scared to fall back in love bc last time I fell way too hard when he was falling for another girl.

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7/14/16 10:07pm

you make me so fucking mad but somehow I keep crawling back to you like nothing ever happened.

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just wanna scream at the top of my lungs

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6/28/16 10:30 pm

I’ve said it so many times and I thought I’ve meant everyone of them. I’m done. I can’t do it anymore. you piss me off by saying I’m beautiful when I’m not. you don’t understand, or maybe I don’t understand. either way it makes me mad and sad when you say it. you have a fucking girlfriend. why are you asking for pictures? go get them from her. don’t put me on your story telling your gf that it’s about her and telling me it’s about me. your going to be a junior and I’m going to be a freshman and we live 2 hours away so what are we even doing? I don’t snapchat you I don’t text you for a reason but clearly you don’t see that. I don’t know how you got all tangled up in my head, but I want you out. I hate you for even talking to me. but I think I hate myself more for replying..

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6/28/16 1:41am

I’m laying here numb no feeling at all. just missing every thing we had. i don’t know why I’m so fucking stupid. I should’ve never even talked to you. I don’t know why I’m constantly mad at you, I’m the dumb one that fell for every little thing you said to me. but I guess you say that to everyone. so why am I laying here numb? because I fell for everything, even you.