I used to love writing, and now I barely write.
Here I am just reminiscing the pieces that I wrote from years that has passed. But I also know myself, I know that I write when I'm in a place where I get so overwhelmed and so into my emotions.
I barely feel anything for the past year, I guess I felt lifeless. Don't get me wrong, I have been happy whenever I'm with my friends. I also feel butterflies (I won't elaborate on this lol). But I know that the life that I'm living now is not the life that I wanted, it's not the life that God wanted.
I'm a very self aware person, I know that I need help. I'm trying to get it. I hope that I can be the person that God wants me to be again.






















