I feel like a new piece of wisdom that ive gained over the past couple of years is that it really doesnt matter how much i try to act nice or try to hold back my anger with people that mistreat me and i try to be nice with them, they will still treat me like shit. Laila, Lily, Albert, the italians, Antonio. I tried to be on my best behavior with all of these fuckers but they still treated me like shit through and through. So i really shouldnt give a fuck what happens to my relationships with people because shitty fuckers will be shitty fuckers to me and no amount of patience will change that. I should just always be confrontational and proud and never blame my ego on anything EVER. I‘ve been through so many experiences where it‘s always been proven to me that my ego is never the problem. If people like you then they will like you no matter what, like Sergi did.
