good enough _

〰 creative writer, artist & poet 〰

[in-dollys-head]

I saw myself from the galaxy for what I truely was:

So small, a tiny grain of salt,

A particle of dust.

I felt the Darkness of the night cave in on me and had the most extreme feeling of dread-

It made my stomach churn.

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Caution,

Her skin like porcelain

Eyes sweet and innocent

She never knew she was alone.

Hows it feel alone?

... Alone inside my own Head.

Not like anyone else She said.

Its Not like anyone else, she said.

Not like anyone else.

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He Smashed the dishes on the side! He told me, he walked out. It got to much, he hated it. He told me how he cried. The thought of it, I wish was true... The thing I know you'll never do. His daughter doesn't speak to him, The argument he'll never win... It's been a year with no regret, Still something he can't forget, Now he wears his hair up high, A mohawk on his head... He told me how he's happy now - He Thanks the life he chose instead..

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You tuck your children into bed, you read them stories with fairytale endings, but we know they never ever come true.

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I woke up & found you stood in your pajma bottoms, half asleep in our kitchen. I looked at you and smiled… what a perfect morning. You poured us both a bowl of cereal & even though I don’t like cereal or mornings, I loved everything with you.

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You are my happiness, Your everything in me, Your all ever think about Your all I ever see When your beside me, It only takes a while, Then you show your teeth, Your gorgeous smile. It's ashame about the others, That your the only guy If I could find somebody else I wouldn't need to hide. Wishing I could hold your hand, And walk down the street, I love you more than anything, I want to feel complete.

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Its torture, its pain, there’s nothing I can gain It hurts me and she does too she'd probably do anything for you. So tease me and kiss my lips, make me feel I cant resist, Because none of this is fair, knowing you’ll go back to her. Your family life. The best Dad, The dream guy I wish I had. Give her kisses, cuddles, giggles too, when all I dream about is you. 

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Don't ask.

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Cry, cry, cry into your pillow at night, watch the world go by with eyes full of fright, so fast and quick! Watch it rushing by, you know its not worth being so shy! So cry and cry, keep feeling ashamed, but its only you that can be blamed, waste your life, you could do so much more its just a shame your so insecure.

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Simple. 🙃 Easy. 🙂 Boring. 🙃 But still cute 🔥💧 x

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See my heart, deep beneath The tight dress and sparkled jewels, Only worn for handsome fools.

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I was happy meeting you I was happy all alone, But later found myself crying at your throne. Your kingdom of you, And everything you love, I was only your slave, giving what I could. I was happy we first met, But I was happy all alone So I give up bowing down to you Its best I'm on my own.

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Feel the ground shake As you proceed to break The earth in which we stood on. Suddenly over. Gone.

The cracks split across solid floor feeling rough I slammed your door. I hope you awake with upset Or feel worse than my regrets.

Thank god I made it home, I feel so much better being alone. Finally away from your company,  what the fuck have you done to me?

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