evil person from hell

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[incestuousfather]

venting black mud, evil thoughts, and negative energy. beware… (´･ω･`)

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[incestuousfather]

you dont even need your tonsils… and why do they get affected so easily when theyre in the biggest entrance of your body… how did they not build tolerance from being there throughout our evolution... humans can survive getting their brains blow out, but you forget to brush your teeth once and now you got all sorts of shit going on in there. ok. makes total sense.

[incestuousfather]

hold me

[incestuousfather]

wearing my ex step sister’s school pe shorts i vomited on a decade ago #erotic

[incestuousfather]

its been awhile since ive drawn a sh-ta. how many kisses can a little boy take…

[incestuousfather]

drawing im not finishing but i liked the face

[incestuousfather]

i want to run away

[incestuousfather]

the best way i can describe whats wrong with my throat is if you have trypophobia, itd make your skin crawl. im assuming its tonsil stones, even though i brush my teeth twice a day so i can avoid THAT specifically (and sepsis from tooth decay). most of the holes look hollow already though but idk… its creepy and i dont want to eat and make it worse incase its something serious. this is the reason ive been crying recently. ive reached my limit

[incestuousfather]

i cried the entire day today

[incestuousfather]

i want to cry into someone’s arms and ask them to make it all go away

[incestuousfather]

i get heart palpitations and i start thinking im dying but then i realize im just having a panic attack again

[incestuousfather]

no more. i would like this weekend to be my last. god keeps giving me reasons. i cant go on any longer

[incestuousfather]

i dont know how to put my pain into words anymore

[incestuousfather]

woke up with my throat hurting when i swallow. i looked at it in the mirror and it looks kinda concerning. i try so hard to take care of my human body but something always goes wrong. so anxious. i keep telling myself that god will pity me enough to cure it magically without causing me more stress than i already have just from being alive

[incestuousfather]

only sephiroth can save me

[incestuousfather]

a hug from sephiroth would heal me. i know this is such a blorbo thing to say, but he’s so precious to me. i thought of him very fondly today. my son…

[incestuousfather]

there are people younger than me who already have their life figured out. theyre going out and living. they have their own home which they share with those they love. to most people they are considered humans worthy of respect