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ONE FOR THE M O N E Y -- TWO FOR THE SHOW.. i love you honey, i'm ready, i'm ready to go... HOW DID YOU GET THAT WAY ?? I DON'T KNOW.. YOU'RE SCREWED UP, & BRILLIANT.. LOOK LIKE A M I L L I O N DOLLAR MAN.. SO WHY IS MY HEART BROKE??

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adornsunrise:

          ‘   are  you  being   SERIOUS   right  now   ?   ’   he’s  lost,  to  say  the  very  least.  holden’s  always  been  a  slight  pain,   minor  insensitive   acts  weren’t  out  of  the  ordinary  when  it  came  to  him   &   they  were  something  he  believed  the  other  would  have  grown   used   to.  but  perhaps  that’s  where  he  was  wrong,  for  if  his  case  stood  correct  then  surely  zach  wouldn’t  seem  so  irritated,  right   ?   ‘   i’m  sorry,  i  didn’t  realize  it   upset  you   that  much.   ’

  “ i am being serious, actually. ” zach lets out a sigh of annoyance, eyes glaring over at the boy who had just, unintentionally, ruined his entire mood. “ the fruit snacks aren’t the problem holden, obviously ! you’ve been so insensitive all week ! this was just the cherry on top. i mean, i try and do nice things for you, you don’t even recognize it. i try and look cute, i don’t even get a compliment ! I was sad last night, and you didn’t even ASK what was wrong -- ” now, it seems like zachary is just spiraling. “ .. forget it. ”

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adornsunrise:

          a  hum  in  response,  caramel  irises   peering   from  behind  lengthy  lashes  as  she  takes  note  of  how   worn  out   he  seems.   ‘   day  would  have  been  better  with   y o u   around.   ——–   y’seem  drained,  everything  alright   ?   ’   &   it’s  genuine   curiosity,   needs  being  pushed  aside  to  make  sure  the  person  she  loves  is  nothing  but  okay   …   though,  she’s  sure  it’s  nothing  more  than  simply  being   TIRED.

   “ i’m okay, ” he shrugs, and he’s sure he was, it’s just that noah was never too good with managing stress. “ all work and no play makes daddy a dull boy. ” he’ll reach up and set a gentle kiss on her cheek in reassurance, before slouching back in his chair. “ at least i’m finally off for a while, what do you wanna do ? i meeeean, you got me all to yourself -- date night ?? ”

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adornsunrise:

          ‘   always  steal  your  food   ?   that’s  a  slight   over exaggeration,   if  anything  it’d  be  more  like  a   s o m e t i m e s   sort  of  thing.  ’   that’d  be  an  understatement,  considering  zach’s  words  are   MORE   than  true.   ‘   listen,  i’ll  go  to  the  store   &   buy  you  another   family  pack   of  fruit  snacks,  alright   ?   won’t  eat  any  of  them  this  time  around  either.   ’

   “ it’s whatever. i don’t want any. ” he woke up particularly moody, and holden had been doing little things to get under his skin all day, but the fruit snacks -- THAT was the last straw. zachary was officially annoyed, which meant holden was in for an argument. “ i don’t know what your deal is lately. LIKE, you have no consideration for others at all, I guess. ”

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adornsunrise:

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          bijou  lower  limb  will  swing  over  his  lap,  delicate  thighs   straddling   the  homme  before  there’s  a  smile  dancing  along  petals   ——–   sickly  sweet,   comparable  to  honey.   ‘   i  missed  you  today,  y’know   …   missed  the  way  your   h a n d s   feel  on  my  skin,  more  than  usual.   ’

       index finger and thumb press against the bridge of his nose, eyes fluttering shut as fawn moves to straddle his lap. “ yeah ?? “ it comes out as a breathy sigh, exhaustion evident on his features. “ i missed you too, love. how was your day ? ”

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adornsunrise:

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          ‘   the  real  issue  here  isn’t  me   eating   your  fruit  snacks   …   ’   empty  wrapper  is  rolled  between  palms,  lengthy  fingers   t o s s i n g   garbage  into  bin  meters  away.   ‘   it’s  you  refusing  to   share   food  with  me   !   ’  it's  him  that's  the  issue,   undoubtedly.

        “ the issue is, you always steal my food. i definitely would have considered sharing if you were to, i dunno, ASK. ” he pouts with annoyance, watching the empty fruit snack wrapper be discarded into the trash. “ and you know what hurts the most ?? that was my LAST pack. -- don’t talk to me. ”

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honeyeds:

                ‘   used to be  ?  ‘m  DEFINITELY  still a charmer, thank you  v e r y  much  !   ’  he most certainly isn’t, but the blond  truly  likes to believe that he is.  ‘   whatever i was saying to you  MUST  have worked though  — considering the fact that you decided to  stick around.   ’

     “  you really AREN’T. you got kinda lame. but, eh -- i love you just as much. ” zachary rubs at tired eyes, a sigh passing through parted lips. “ it’s not the stuff you were SAYING to me ; it’s just who you are. everything about you. i saw something in you, yknow ? something special, that i jus’ wanted to keep all to myself, forever and ever and ever. ”

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honeyeds:

                his hesitation causes waves of  UNEASE  to crash over her, but the brunette will simply offer a smile at his words  &  b r u s h  off the feeling in hopes of the  best.  with light footfalls following his in direction, she’ll gently straddle his lap before  bijou  arms lace around the male’s neck  &  a small pout will form on plump brims.  ‘   talk about what,  DADDY  ?   ’

         he presses his lips to the shape of her jawline, a sigh escaping into her skin. “ i’m TERRIBLE for you. ” noah mutters, thumb and index finger rising to his temples. “ you know im tryna’ change. you know that, baby. yeah ? ” and then he looks up at her, brows slightly furrowed as he manages to make their eyes meet. “ let’s just get a fresh start. how ‘bout -- let’s... let’s go on a trip, wherever you want, just us. no stress about work, school, friends, drugs, whatever the fuck has been straining our relationship. ”

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honeyeds:

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                ‘   listen  —  are you done  ACTING UP  ?   ’  arms fold across a  b r o a d  chest  &  he’ll cock a brow at the significantly smaller female.  ‘   because if you’re  not,  i’ll just leave and go spend quality time with  noah instead, because i’m sure he’ll actually enjoy my presence,  UNLIKE  you  !   ’

        “ i’m not ACTING UP. i literally just don’t want to talk to you. ” she rolls her eyes, a gesture guaranteed to confirm her unnecessary attitude, refusing to look at the man standing in front of her. hands on her hips, she shrugs as she turns and walks away -- shaking her hips a BIT more than usual, remembering her skirt was especially short today. “ leave and be with noah if you’d like ; you act as if i’ll feel ANY better once you come back ! ”

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honeyeds:

            ¨ ◞ * &. incomprisx ◞

                ‘   so what’s the  TRUTH  ?  because i have you telling me  one thing,  but i’m also hearing something else  !  —  are you  s t i l l  hanging out with brittany or not  ?   ’  she’ll place a small hand upon her hip, before arching a perfectly shaped brow in  annoyance.  ‘   all you do is  LIE  to me, lucas. i’m so sick  &  tired of it.   ’

        “ not tryna be like, a douche or anything. but, if you’re tired of it ?? NO ONE is really asking you to stay. ” he leans back in his seat, looking up at the irritated female who stood before him. “ i see brittany, here and there. whatever. who cares ? when did i start owing you any sort of loyalty, liana ? ” 

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honeyeds:

                ‘   i  LOVE  you, too.   ’  &  she did, with her  entire  being. though the lows came all too  o f t e n,  and the highs never seemed to  last long,  fawn still loved him more than  ANYTHING  in the world.  ‘   if you don’t want me to go, then i won’t. just  —  (  promise  )  me we won’t fight again tonight ?   ’  &  she’ll only strive for  tonight,  knowing that anything further past the point is  UNFORESEEABLE.

        he hesitates, although he really, REALLY, shouldn’t have. eventually, he nods his head, agreeing to what she wanted. “ i promise. ” he turns on his heel, putting his cigarette out on an ash tray and, walks all the way into the living room, where he will sit himself down on their couch. “ come here, princess. let’s TALK. ”

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honeyeds:

                ‘   thanks, that’s  s w e e t  of you.   ’  &  she’ll cant her head to the side  —  tongue poking out to swipe across a lesser brim before she’s  ARCHING  a manicured brow at his words.  ‘   before you came along, i was gonna  bounce.  but, i think your suggestion might sound more  worthwhile.   ’

           “ let’s go, then. ” without another word, he takes her hand in his, and begins to make his way through the crowded room. he was EXCITED to finally have something happen tonight ; he hoped she was as cool as she seemed, and he didn’t have to end up awkwardly dropping her off after an hour. when they make it out the house, though, he releases her hand and looks for wherever his car is parked. “ -- wanna go anywhere specific ?? we could always just kick it at my place, too. ”

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honeyeds:

                a low chuckle passes through  chapped  brims at the memory of their first meeting  &  holden can’t help but be  GLAD  that he was intoxicated that night. if he hadn’t of been, then perhaps the pair would have never  crossed paths  and he wouldn’t be the very individual he’s grown to be today.  ‘   it was  e s p e c i a l l y  romantic when all i did was eat your scooby doo snacks  &  drink your juice boxes.   ’

         “ and when you said you were gonna ‘tear this ass up’ -- ahh. you used to be a real charmer. ” he smiles, looking up at the ceiling as he remembers the thought. truly, zach didn’t think this would ever happen. he had a little crush at first, but he didn’t expect to fall SO deeply in love ; he wouldn’t trade it for the world, though. 

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honeyeds:

          her breathing  hitches  as his hand comes in contact with  SOFT SKIN,  head canting to the side slightly before brims form a  diminutive  frown.  ‘   i’m sorry.   ’  words are  WHISPERED,  nearly silent if one wasn’t listening. yet, the apology is  (  sincere  )  —  hers  a l w a y s  are.  ‘   i shouldn’t have said anything. should’ve just kept my  MOUTH  shut, then we wouldn’t have gotten into an argument in the  first place.   ’

       “ i l o v e you, ” his voice is low and monotone, but then again, it always is. you could never tell what noah was TRULY feeling. but he did love her .. to an extent. “ just don’t apologize. it’s -- it’s as much my fault as it is yours ; don’t leave. okay ?? ” he couldn’t handle her leaving. without HER, noah crumbles. last time she left, it wasn’t good -- he tries to not let her know she has that power. 

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honeyeds:

          ‘   honestly, i was told that shit’s was supposed to be  BUMPING.  but from what i’ve seen so far, this  entire party  is a whole other type of  b u n k.   ’  words are followed by the sound of soft,  mellifluous  laughter.  &  as he introduces himself, she can’t help but offer another  (  angelic  )  smile at the sound of his name.  ‘   cute, sorta like you.  —  i’m zekeia, if you were wondering.   ’

      “ that’s unique -- ” he takes a sip from his cup, eyes gazing around the room. “ it’s pretty. pretty name for a pretty woman. ” and he’ll focus back on her, shifting his weight to lean against the wall. “ so what else you gon’ get into tonight ? i say we should DIP. lemme get to know ya. ”

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honeyeds:

          a year ago, holden would have  N E V E R  admitted to being in love  —  or even given such  (  absurdity  )  a single thought. the very idea of such a strong emotion scared him to  d e a t h.  but, with each fleeting moment that passed, he couldn’t help but  fall in love  with zachary. he was the blond’s everything  &  meant the absolute  WORLD  to him.  ‘   it’s taken a while for me to be  c o m f o r t a b l e  with myself, you know  ?  i think that’s why i don’t say these things all the time  ;  but i’ll try to tell you more often, i promise.   ’

      “ i get it .. -- i’m really proud of you, y’know? and i’m really happy we got to this point. ” he releases a sigh of contentment, and his fingers are mindlessly tracing circles on the fabric of holden’s shirt. “ remember when we first met ? ” zach laughs at the memory -- “ you rolled in through my window .. DRUNK. and then just never left. how  r o m a n t i c. ”

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honeyeds:

          she’d have to be completely  OBLIVIOUS  to not take note of  wandering  eyes  —  entirely unaware of the  c o m m o t i o n  surrounding her. but zekeia’s hues have been  (  GLUED  )  to him throughout the entire night as well, never straying, not even  once.  a rare occasion, truly, but not when it came to an individual so seemingly  alluring.  she’ll cast her gaze aside as he approaches her, though  —  not wanting to come across as  EAGER.  ‘   too cute for this party  ?  now, are you talking about yourself  ?   ’  a soft chuckle falls past crimson painted petals, before she’s offering a small smile.  ‘   i’ll be honest, i was waiting around for a friend but she  n e v e r  showed  ;  so here i am.   ’

     he takes his lesser lip between teeth, before flashing a smile her way -- followed with a low chuckle, as he swirls his drink around. “ alright. i didn’t come here with anyone either .. really, i thought i’d know somebody, but this might just be the most w h a c k party i’ve ever popped up at .. -- i’m derrek, by the way. ” he wishes it was brighter in that room, just so he could really make eye contact. it would certainly step his game up. 

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honeyeds:

          shades of  rose  tint an ivory complexion as zach’s face is buried into his shoulder  &  the blond can’t help but  G R I N  to himself contently.  ‘   —..  love you.   ’  is all that  (  chapped  )  brims manage to mumble before lengthy arms find themselves wrapping around the other’s waist.  &  he truly  DOES  mean it  ;  with every last bit of his heart.

      zachary SWEARS his heart skipped a beat, or two. and .. -- was he s t i l l smiling ? despite obnoxiously being above all the blankets, the timid boy felt a wave of warmth engulf his entire body, because holden loved him. and he said it, out loud ; and zach truly felt like he meant it, too. he doesn’t say it back. it’s well known what his feelings are - instead, he’ll place a very gentle kiss on holden’s shoulder, and wiggle around to be comfortable in his position. “ why can’t you be this cute with me.. all the time ? ” they definitely won’t be getting much sleep now.