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fell from heaven sometime around 1990. haven’t trusted what wears a human face since
Some hungers are taught slowly.
This space is about conditioning as love, obedience rewarded like safety, and the kind of longing that reshapes a person from the inside out. It is about learning how to stay submissive inside environments that only valued submission when it was useful to consume.
About wanting to be chosen so badly that violence itself starts to feel romantic. IT IS . About understanding emotional dependency is devotion.
“incubus indoctrinated” is less about demons and more about what happens when something enters the heart, the mind, and eventually the soul deeply enough that it changes the way a person loves, trusts, worships, survives, and longs to be chosen.
The unholy part was never desire itself.
The unholy part was what people taught vulnerable hearts to crave with such longing.
Some people call it grooming. Some call it attachment. Others call it Stockholm syndrome wrapped in pretty bows and careful hands.
This is about unprotected longing, ritualized craving , emotional conditioning, power, desire, worship, tenderness, and the strange loneliness that comes from longing for the very thing you love.
I think some wounds survive by turning themselves into something beautiful. He transformed me into a succubus
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TAGS
#incubus indoctrinated - daddy issues
#holy hunger - longing shaped by shame, desire, conditioning
#soft corruption - manipulation disguised as tenderness
#the water remembers - memory, grief, dissociation, things that never really left
#unholy devotion - when love becomes survival, obedience, performance
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questions, confessions, offerings… all welcomed here.
