An unforgettable curse

People coined my name Daniel. I'm a highschool student; juggling academics and social life simultaneously

[wnq-writers]

I never thought I’d be the kind of person to say I can’t be friends with an ex… but I can’t be friends with you. I’m sorry – I just can’t. I cannot sit across from you at a table and not want to reach for your hand. I can’t talk with you about mundane everyday things that don’t matter and not want to tell you that I love you. Nothing upsets me more than the thought of ‘acting casual’ around you when I am so completely head over heels in love with you it’s just not funny. I’m sorry. I can’t pretend like we never happened or suffer the indignity of being downgraded to ‘just friends’. I used to be the person you told all your secrets to… how can you expect me to sit there and talk about the weather!? As it stands, I can’t even see a picture of you and not get emotional… there’s just no way I can be in the same room as you. I’m sorry… You’re the most amazing person I’ve ever met and it kills me to lose you from my life forever – but it’s nothing compared to slow agonizing death of being close to you when I know in my heart I’m no longer close to you at all…

Ranata Suzuki | We Can’t Be Friends (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-writers]

We were such a small moment in time you and I; Like a freeze-frame in a life sequence or a snapshot of a perfect happy moment frozen within a painting. And when all you have is that painting… that single unchanging image of the past, you look at it over and over again imposing different things on it every time. For me – that painting was everything. It was as if being with you was the whole reason for my existence… like loving you was the one thing I was always meant to do. It was my one single perfect creation… the one thing I ever did right. And I’m so obsessed with it I keep repainting it, over and over again – every day. Just that same picture of you and me in the past, over and over just with different emotional filters imposing different meanings on it each time depending on how I’m feeling. When I’m happy I feel like it all meant something. I’m grateful for the experience and I wish you nothing but happiness… When I’m sad I feel like I’m being punished for something I did wrong… like I wasn’t good enough and I just want to go back and set things right… When I’m angry I feel like it was all a lie and you never cared about me at all. I feel like I was used and abused and then thrown away like a toy you didn’t want anymore. But – like it or not – we are in the past now… So it is always the same unchanging picture… it’s just the way I’m looking at it at the time that changes how I see it… And though I tell myself to move on… to paint another picture without you in it like you are undoubtedly doing with me… I can’t help but wonder how often you look back at what we used to be… and just what light you see it in…

Ranata Suzuki | A Picture Of The Past (via wnq-writers)

[indainial-blog]

3rd wheel

Sa wakas, natapos na rin yung Research namin. At last, tumulong na yung mga kagroup ko sa paggawa ng paper since sasabog na yung ulo ko sa pag-iisip ng mga pwede pang isingit, pwede pa idagdag para may sense, pampahili ng grade, para presentable rin at worthy of defending. Yung alam mo na, may kwenta yung paper mo, alam mong may kwenta yung idedefend mo. Hindi ko naman sinasabi na hindi sila tumutulong, may ginagawa naman sila, nag-aassist, tumutulong sa paggawa ng testings, pag-observe. Wala naman akong problema sa kanila as groupmates. The case is, ang dami namin nasayang na oras. Ang dami time nilang nagcuddle, nagusap, at naglalandian. Yes, third wheel ako sa group ko. Sana they won’t fail me sa defense.

[wnq-writers]

I do not want another temporary person in my life. Believe me, I have loved other souls before you- staying and then leaving. I learned that my heart has the capacity to be broken many times again and again, only to be pieced back together. But it is an excruciating process, I do not know if it breaks this time around- I could still mend it back. If you would be leaving in the end, please do it now. I am trying to save us both.

Rej Jaen (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-writers]

You can’t just touch my soul and leave. You can’t feed me all of these promises and vanish. You can’t pick me up like a toy and put me back down when you’re done. It doesn’t work like that.

b.c. (via wnq-writers)

[dklngbyfrnd-deactivated20240407]

Kaya ka nawawalan ng gana sa boyfriend/girlfriend mo kasi may pinagkakaabalan ka nang iba. Hindi ka naman talaga na fall out of love sa kanya, sadyang busy ka lang sa bago mong nakilala. Tapos ikaw pa ‘tong gagawa ng issue, ikaw lagi ang mag uumpisa ng gulo na magiging dahilan ng pag aaway niyo. Ikaw pa ang may ganang magsabi ng “pagod na ako” ikaw pa 'tong mang-iiwan at lalayo. Unfair sa side ng girlfriend/boyfriend mo, kasi wala siyang ideya kung bakit ka nagkakaganyan, ibang tao na pala ang dahilan, samantalang siya walang ibang ginagawa kundi laging naghahanap ng paraan para maayos ang hindi pagkakaintindihan na meron kayo, kasi ayaw niyang matapos ang relasyon niyo. Kahit na nahihirapan na siya, ni hindi niya nagawang tumingin o lumapit sa iba, kasi ikaw lang talaga ang mahal niya. Pero ano ginawa mo? Sinayang mo lang lahat, sarili mo lang ang iniisip mo, masyadong magaling ka sa panggagago.

DB (via dakilangboyyfriend)

[ex-masbitterpasakape]

'Crush ko palang sya, pero ang sakit sakit na.

[girlbehindthisblog-deactivated2]

Make me stay. Don’t just tell me that it’s okay and i can leave anytime i want. I want you to prove that you want me in your life. Make me stay and i will. I really want to stay but i want to know that you also want me to be part of your life. I don’t want to hear that it’s my choice if i want to leave because i will never leave no matter what happen. But the thing is, i also want to hear from you that you don’t want me to leave, that you want me to stay, that you want me in your life. For once, i want to hear that someone wants me in their life and they are afraid to lose me. Tell me that you want me to stay and i promise that i will.

(via girlbehindthisblog)

[tulipathethicc-deactivated20240]

Hirap ng medical field.

[mujistudies]

A compilation of chrome extensions and iOS + Android apps (some are paid and some are free)  °☆.。.:*・°☆

| For your computer |

fliqlo

momentum

lanes

clarity

embark

minimal clock

infinity

currently

polar clock

caffeine

f.lux

be limitless

leoh

dream afar

| For your note taking |

evernote

onenote

simplenote

somnote

iNotes

notability

notes plus

google keep

quip

inkflow visual notebook

jot

good notes

noteshelf

| For your to-do lists | 

wunderlist 

moo.do

todoist

habitica

trello

any.do 

priority matrix

do

glass planner

swipes

timetune

| For your planners + calendars |

myStudyLife

myHomework

sunrise calendar

google calendar

plan

sol calendar

| For your timing + focus | 

tide

forest

pomotodo

flat tomato

pomello

pomodrone

clearfocus 

tomato timer 

30/30

focusnow

tasks and measures

self control

stayfocusd

timewarp

cold turkey

atimelogger

writer’s block

| For your presentations |

prezi

powerpoint

emaze

raw shorts

powtoon

| For your storage | 

google drive

dropbox

| For your mindmaps + diagrams | 

mindmeister

lucidchart

goconqr

gliffy

google drawings

| For your tests + flashcards | 

goconqr

quizlet

flashcards+

anki

| For your writings | 

zotero

grammarly

hemingway

| For your health |

fabulous

plant nanny

safetrek

sleep bot

sleep better

to bed

nike + running

waterlogged

period tracker

weight loss coach

health mapper

medisafe

| For your inner peace  | 

stop, breathe & think

headspace

pacifica

noisli

sleepio

infinite storm

relax melodies

calm

sam

thunderspace

mindshift

taomix

i am

pillow

binaural

[ex-masbitterpasakape]

Actually Madali lang naman talaga ang pag ‘Move on. Madali lang tanggapin na ‘wala na. Ang mahirap lang  dun eh ang ‘Kumalimot. Kumalimot sa memories nyo, mga ups and downs nyo, tawanan, kwentuhan, tampuhan, kulitan, mga plano, mga pangarap at mga halakhak,  at habang binabasa mo tong post na to, May isang tao kang naaalala, isang taong naging malaking parte ng buhay mo, isang taong sobrang nagpasalamat ka na pinagtapo kayo kahit di kayo ‘itinadhana.

[psych-facts]

I think being vulnerable and telling someone you care about them is one of the bravest things you can do at any point in your life.

Natasha Negovanlis

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psych-facts

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[wnq-writers]

Sometimes when I see you with the person you’re with now, my heart breaks at the very thought that you once called us soulmates.

harperscastle

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wnq-writers

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[fyp-philosophy]

Speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret.

Ambrose Bierce

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wnq-music

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[written-in-pen]

There are so many reasons why I should let you go, but every time I glance up at the stars, I know you’re seeing the same exact ones. And, in some sick way, it gives me the idea that maybe you’ll see my name written against the sky and you’ll start to miss me like the Moon misses the Sun on the darkest, winter nights.

E. Grin,

the life of a hopeless romantic

(via

written-in-pen

)

[theliteraryjournals]

You’re beautiful and sad…Just like your eyes. You’re like a song that I heard when I was a little kid but forgot I knew until I heard it again.

Maggie Stiefvator, Shiver (via wnq-anonymous)

[alvinlievable]

Morning thoughts

Minsan, kahit nasabi mo na sa sarili mo na moved on kana, di ko mo maiwasan na tignan ang mga larawan na nag kasama mo sya. Sinasariwa ang mga memories ninyo na mag kasama. Mga pag kakataon na masaya at mahal na mahal nyo ang isat-isa.

Di mo din maiiwasan silipin ang mga bagong larawan na kanyang ipost sa mga social media. Kung gaano sya kasaya ngayon sa kanyang bagong buhay at bagong minamahal.

Mapapaisip ka nalang, malulungkot, at mag tatanong. Mga tanong na wala naman kasagutan.

Kaya, itutulog mo nalanag ito.