Are you still dreaming?

Thank me later

[altruisticwriter]

-William Wordsworth

[indaysingkit]

i think this could be considered a “love language”

[7nmr]

Life’s better when nobody knows anything about you.

[indaysingkit]

THIS. My whole life I always feel that I’m being watched by a lot of people. The need to satisfy and meet their expectations. I’m happy I’m over that phase anymore.

[indaysingkit]

I saw myself being a fan of BTS… and I love every single thing. I have reflected alooooot of things and i’m very excited to write them all here.

[indaysingkit]

I'm back

I'm back not because I want you to read something from me. I'm back because I wanna write for myself.

I've watched a video of how two passionate men gracefully talk about their passion. I came to realize that I was silently praying na pala na sana God has planned someone for me na sobrang passionate rin on the things he love. Sana talaga no?

I can imagine na sobrang nakikinig on the way he talks about things. As we converse, on the things we agree and as well on those things that we don't. Hahaha

I firmly believe that I could really be someone that you'd want to converse with about everything. Hahahah

You want to talk about Politics? Game! Science? Game! Arts? Game! And even the weirdest topic you'd ever imagine, g tayo jan. Hahahah

But at the end of the day, I dearly pray about His plans and everything He wants for me.

[indaysingkit]

My sister celebrated her 29th birthday yesterday and she has a son. Tapos I've experienced to date a 32 year old man? Hahaha this speaks volume.

[theprocast]

“I apologize for not writing good words lately. I haven’t been broken enough yet.”

— A wounded heart bleeds poetry.

[stcrlghts]

latin phrases worth knowing:

(in case you wanted to know because i fucking love this language) 

ad astra per aspera - to the stars through difficulties 

alis volat propriis - he flies by his own wings 

amantium irae amoris integratio est - the quarrels of lovers are the renewal of love 

ars longa, vita brevis - art is long, life is short 

aut insanity homo, aut versus facit - the fellow is either mad or he is composing verses 

dum spiro spero - while I breathe, I hope 

ense petit placidam sub libertate quietem - with the sword, she seeks peace under liberty 

exigo a me non ut optimus par sim sed ut malis melior - I require myself not to be equal to the best, but to be better than the bad

experiential docet - experience teaches 

helluo librorum - a glutton for books (bookworm) 

in libras libertas - in books, freedom 

littera scripta manet - the written letter lasts 

mens regnum bona possidet - an honest heart is a kingdom in itself 

mirabile dictu - wonderful to say 

nullus est liber tam malus ut non aliqua parte prosit - there is no book so bad that it is not profitable in some part 

omnia iam fient quae posse negabam - everything which I used to say could not happen, will happen now 

poeta nascitur, non fit - the poet is born, not made 

qui dedit benificium taceat; narrat qui accepit - let him who has done a good deed be silent; let him who has received it tell it 

saepe ne utile quidem est scire quid futurum sit - often, it is not advantageous to know what will be 

sedit qui timuit ne non succederet - he who feared he would not succeed sat still 

si vis pacem, para bellum - if you want peace, prepare for war 

struit insidias lacrimis cum feminia plorat - when a woman weeps, she is setting traps with her tears 

sub rosa - under the rose 

trahimir omnes laudis studio - we are led on by our eagerness for praise

urbem latericium invenit, marmoream reliquit - he found the city a city of bricks; he left it a city of marble 

ut incepit fidelis sic permanet - as loyal as she began, so she remains

[marilagsince1996-deactivated202]

Reblogging for future reference

[rumoreddreamv2]

Para sa essay!

[bloggernasibatman]

Good stuff right here

[indaysingkit]

luv it

[amargedom]

“You will never be able to escape from your heart. So it’s better to listen to what it has to say.”

— Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

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[dklngbyfrnd-deactivated20240407]

Akala ko mapapagod rin siyang magsinungaling. Magsasawa rin siyang saktan ako. Titigil din siyang tumingin sa iba. Pero mali pala ako Ako pala ang mapapagod. Ako pala ang magsasawang umiyak. Ako pala ang titigil

Angelo (via dakilangboyyfriend)

[hanna-joyy-deactivated20190312]

Jesus, I am tired. I want to rest in You. Take my weary heart. I surrender. 

[israelmekaniko]

“PALAGI MO PA RIN PILIING MAGMAHAL”

Nang lumapag sa kauna-unahang pagkakataon si Pareng Neil sa Buwan noong 1969, ang kauna-unahang sinabi niya ay, “Doobi doobi dapp dapp Doobi doobi dapp dapp.” Chappy kasi siya that time kaya mali ang impormasyong nasagap ng NASA. Pero kung ittranslate mong mabuti, nais lamang niyang sabihin na, “Mga lodi. Okay lang me. Petmalu here.” Patunay lamang na kahit nasaan ka, kahit saang lupalop ka man ng daigdig, (the universe rather) o maging sa napakadilim na yugto ng buhay mo o maging sa napakaimposibleng bagay na hindi kayang sukatin ng iyong isipan, magiging okay din ang lahat. Kung nakaya mong mabuhay ng humigit kumulang 8,760 araw dito sa mundo, sigurado ako, kaya mong lagpasan ang isa o dalawa pang araw na dadaan. Papanaw ang bawat oras at segundo, ma-eexpire ang bawat de lata sa aparador, ngunit hanggat pinipili mong kumandirit sa takbo ng panahon, magiging okay din ang lahat. Kapag nagmahal ka tapos nasaktan, pakyu siya. Pero siguraduhin mong ang susunod na pandiwa ay ‘nagmamahal’ pa rin. (Nagmahal. Nasaktan. Nagmamahal pa rin.) Hindi mahalaga kung sa dati pa rin o sa panibagong tao naman. Ang mahalaga, patuloy kang nagmamahal. Sampung beses ka mang masaktan at mabigo, sampung beses ka rin dapat sumubok muli. At kung dumating man sa ikalabing-isang pagkakataon, patuloy mo pa ring piliing magmahal.  Wala namang ibang magbibilang niyan kundi ang tsismosa mong kapitbahay. We choose to lose when we choose to love daw. Pero ang totoo mas talunan ang isang taong hindi pinipili ang magmahal. Masasaktan ka lang din naman, eh di magmahal ka na lang. Kapag nagmahal ka nang totoo, masasaktan ka din nang totoo. Pero hangga’t may kapirasong laman na patuloy na pumipintig sa kaliwang dibdib mo, buo man yan o tuluyan nang nadurog, magiging okay pa rin ang lahat. Sa ngayon, wag mo munang pilitin. Diyan ka muna pansamantala. Kabisaduhin mo sa videoke ang lahat ng kanta ni Moira at Adele. Ubusin mo ang buong pulutan kahit walang ambag. Namnamin mo ang breakdown moment ng buhay mo. Solohin mo ang spotlight. Damhin ang lahat ng sakit tapos magpahilom ka. At kapag handa ka na, ibigay mo ang isang daang porsyente ng lakas mo para sa isang milyong bagong emosyon na parating.

Magpasalamat sa lahat ng lamat. Hintaying maging muta ang lahat ng luha. Huwag matakot sumubok muli. Dahil kahit gaano man yan kasakit, wala pa ring katumbas ang sarap kapag mas lagi mong pinipiling magmahal. Magiging Okay din ang lahat.

[indaysingkit]

IBA TO INTENSE

[israelmekaniko]

“THE LAW OF CONSERVATION OF ENERGY… AND FEELINGS.”

IT’S OKAY TO CHASE SOMEONE. Lalo na kung hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin siya bayad sa utang. IT’S ALSO OKAY TO BEG SOMEONE TO STAY. Lalo na kung andami-dami niyang kinain pero di marunong maghugas ng pinggan. Sabi nga nung tambay dun sa kanto namin, “If you’re not gonna chase anyone, then who will notice you?” Paano ka mapapansin ng crush mo kung di ka magpapapansin? “If you won’t beg for anyone to stay, then who will remain?” Paano magtatagal ang isang relasyon kung palagi na lang paiiralin ang pride?

Okay lang maghabol. Okay lang na ipilit ang sarili. Pero alam mo kung alin ang hindi okay? Yung ipagpilitan ang sarili mo sa mga taong ilang beses ka nang pinagtatabuyan na parang dinaig mo pa ang masamang espiritu na sumanib sa katawan ng panget. Yung magpakatanga sa mga taong okay lang para sa kanila na saktan ka dahil ikaw LANG naman yan. Yung mga taong naaalala ka lang kapag may kailangan pero kapag nakuha na ang gusto parang hindi ka na ulit nag-eexist. Yung ipagpilitan ang sarili mo na mahalin ka ulit kahit ilang beses ka nang ipinagpalit. Yun ang mali.

Tayo ang nag-seset ng pamantayan para sa mga sarili natin. Kung hanggang saan lang dapat tayo, kung para kanino dapat tayo at kung ano ang dapat na maging tayo. Wag mong hayaan na lamunin ka ng ibang tao dahil hinahayaan mo lang silang gawin kung anong gusto nila. Kung ginawa mo na naman lahat pero hindi ka naman talaga kayang pahalagan, bitaw na. Wag mong gawing priority ang isang tao kung para sa kanya back-up plan ka lang. And don’t be afraid of losing people if in the end you will totally lose yourself. 

Kung kinakailangan mong sundutin yang lalamunan mo para isuka siya sa buhay mo, gawin mo. Lumayo sa mga taong nakakapanget. Ang mahal mahal ng toner at exfoliating cream mo. Nagtitiyaga kang mag-apply gabi-gabi para fresh ka kinabukasan tapos magpapastress ka lang sa mga katulad nila? Kung gusto nilang umalis sa buhay mo, pabaunan mo pa tapos ihatid mo hanggang main gate para hindi na makabalik. 

Don’t just save space for those people who matter. Save space for those people who makes you feel you are mattered para hindi sayang ang space.  Maglaan ng espasyo para sa mga taong karapat-dapat, sa mga bagong taong parating pa lang at sa mga bagong karanasan. 

Sobrang ikli ng buhay para aksayahin ang enerhiya sa mga taong pansamantala lamang. Sabi nga sa Law of Conservation of Energy, “Energy can neither be created nor destroyed; rather, it can only be transformed from one form to another.” Kumbaga, ang feelings hindi nacrecreate o nadedestroy pero nacoconvert yan sa ibang anyo. ( Tinagalog ko lang ampota! ) Maaaring yung pagkagusto mauwi sa pagmamahal at yung sobra-sobrang pagmamahal mauwi sa pagkagalit and vice-versa. Kaya mas mabuting ilaan na lamang ang emosyon at enerhiya sa mga taong kayang pantayan ang kaya nating ibigay. Kung hindi man pantay, well atleast kahit yung pasok man lang sa banga. Sabi nga ni Kumareng KZ Tandingan sa kanta niya, “Mahal ko o Mahal ako?” Pero kung alam mo yung worth mo hinding-hindi mo lilimitahan ang sarili mo sa dalawang pagpipilian lamang. Maghintay ka na dumating yung taong mamahalin mo na mamahalin ka din sa paraang gusto mo. So you will never feel the need to chase or beg someone to stay.

[indaysingkit]

SAKTO. SWAK. SOLID.

[worshipmoment]

The Real Story

Everybody knows quote on quote the Christmas story it’s a story of a baby born in a stable in a small village called Bethlehem in the land of Israel. Everybody knows his name is Jesus, everybody knows his mother was Marry,  his father was Joseph.  Everybody knows about the wise men showing up with gifts and the shepherds showing up right along with them. Everybody knows the familiar Christmas story but it’s the story behind that story that is the real story. God the creator of the universe creates man creates him without sin,  puts him in a perfect environment in the garden of the Eden. But man meaning Adam and Eve disobey God. They fell into sin, catapulting the whole human race into a cursed condition where everyone in the world is a sinner, therefore, we all are rebels against God. We are all enemies of God, we all violate the law of God. So God being a just and holy God must punish sin.  God can either punish all sinners for their sins and that would send all sinners to Hell forever to pay the payment for there sin OR God can provide a pure substitute to bear the punishment for their sins.  God out of love for sinners sent His son (Jesus Christ) for the purpose of dying for sinners. So God comes into the world takes the form of a man, lives a sinless life he then is executed as a criminal which from a human standpoint is the worst thing that people could have done to him but from the divine standpoint it is the best thing that God could do because God puts on him the punishment for all the sins of all the people who will ever believe through human history. God punishes Christ who bears the total punishment for all who would believe. Christ bears all of that for all those people in 3 days, fully satisfy the justice of God. God proves the sacrifice of Christ as being perfect by raising him from the dead and seating him at his right hand because he had perfectly finished Redemption. And that’s the real story of Christmas, not the Shepherds and the wise men and the manager and the stable and two people and a little baby.  The real story is the story of a loving God and His divine Redemption of sinners.

[worshipgifs]

[theprocast]

I thought it was real because all was surreal.

J.D. | Unsent Message # 3 (via theprocast)

[quotemadness]

Have fun, even if it’s not the same kind of fun everyone else is having.

C.S. Lewis (via quotemadness)

Have fun.