Hey!! like this, reply to this, or acknowledge it in some way if you read this Please. Please.
this is a incredibly belated post that Iâve avoided making because of paranoia, I donât feel like starting drama, & just donât have the energy to deal with any of this.Â
(CW: abuse mention, alcohol mention, drug mention)
if youâve been following me since like mid January or before then than you probably know of/heard of Ken/Kendall (tumblr user elsbians) who was my friend/qpp. Basically if you follow them, are friends with them, &/or interact with them. please donât follow me, interact with me, &/or be friends with me. if we are mutuals & you want to continue following/interacting/being friends with them, Please just block me. this goes for irl/school friends too Iâm serious.
me & ken had known each other for 5 years (since September of 2011) we were online friends most of that time & then about the end June 2015 they moved to my city & we were irl friends.
throughout our friendship they have emotionally abused me & have even admitted to doing so. what the rest of this post is gonna be talking about is the last fight we had & how we stopped being friends but there is a lot more abusive stuff they did in the past.
We got in a fight at the end of January they talked to their qpp viktoriya (tumblr user coruscantt) (also same applies to her abt following/interacting/being friends with me or her) about it & screenshotted it & sent it to me. I asked them to stop sending me stuff because I was starting to have a breakdown (& they had just left my house when this happened & we had been drinking & smoking so I wasnât sober so it wasnât helping) they gave viktoriya my number & she started sending me stuff. she vagued abt me saying I should drop dead & stuff & then sent me anon hate. I blocked her number, asked them why they sent her my number, & that is when it really kind of started into a fight.Â
they said that I was abusive to them & that viktoriya helped them realize this.
we fought for a while & whatever I said they took it as me trying to excuse myself, so I kind of just gave up & the fight ended & we p much stopped talking.
Fast forward to February 17 we were both invited to the same party & I said I wasnât going to go if they were going to come at all & then they started texting me & continued to text me even though i didnât reply (taking advice from one of our old friends not to do so because it wouldnât be a good idea) & we stopped being friends after that.
since then theyâve found me on okcupid & super liked me on tinder to get my attention. theyâve always been very aggressive & since the cut off they have been even more so.
I feel unsafe posting in general & esp about even saying this stuff esp since theyâve talked about wanting me to die. & IK this is leaving out A LOT of details if you want to know more or see screenshots or w/e ask me off anon. I donât feel like having a lot of the details public rn.