don't forget me

This used to be a roleplay blog where I rp'ed as SHINee's Onew. I'm the former sins-onew, eternal-onew and dk-onew. Now however, this blog is inactive. I don't roleplay with it anymore, in fact I don't use it at all. Logging onto it only makes me sad. I still can't make myself deactivate it though, because the archive of this blog holds too many precious memories for me. I can't throw them away. That's why I'm keeping it, and I hope that some day I can look back at these memories and feel happy. Right now it only breaks my heart to remember them, because I miss the times when roleplaying made me happy. I miss the people who made me happy. That's why it hurts so much to log into this account. I'll never forget the countless amount of hours and days I've spent on here. I've met friends, I've found love, I've lost love, I've helt happy, and I've had my heart broken. It was my very first roleplay account, and my ''inner Onew'' will always remember the people he loved and the ones that loved him. Thank you. To all of you. And goodbye.

[independent-onew]

did you ever look back

do you even still remember?

I was about to forget, and I think you already have. I know it hurt you, I know it's easier for you to forget it all. 

I refuse to. I will cling on to it. 

I don't want to forget.

I don't want you to forget either. Please.

[smashbruh-deactivated20150113]

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[hopelessbaka]

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[independent-onew]

Ah sorry, I’m very tired right now and I’m not feeling so good so I won’t be inspired to write after all. I promise I’ll get back to you tomorrow instead. I’m so sorry *bows my head*

[hayi-baby-deactivated20140102]

It’s fine, I understand. Get some rest and feel better soon !

[independent-onew]

Thank you~ I'm sorry I got your hopes up ._.

[independent-onew]

That’s a good idea *nods*

[hayi-baby-deactivated20140102]

Wanna make the starting ?

If not just tell me if you prefer a casual show like Inki or M! C or a very fancy show like Gayo DaeJun. Is SHINee going tot the MAMAs ? We could make it at the backstage of it as well, if you want. Just tell me. ^^b

[independent-onew]

Ah sorry, I'm very tired right now and I'm not feeling so good so I won't be inspired to write after all. I promise I'll get back to you tomorrow instead. I'm so sorry *bows my head*

[independent-onew]

Well, my character isn’t really AU but I’ve done several AU paras. Anything goes I guess.

[hayi-baby-deactivated20140102]

No, no. Not like I want to AU paras, I only AU paras when one of the character is already AU. Let’s stay general.

How a SM artist could meet a YG one. I’d say at the backstage of a show ? (Just thought about the era when JongHyun offered HaYi a flower, she was so cutely awkward haha) Like backstage of an Inkigayo or maybe a Gayo DaeJun ?

[independent-onew]

That's a good idea *nods*

[independent-onew]

Haha, not at all xD

Maybe they could work together as MC’s for a show or something?

[hayi-baby-deactivated20140102]

Ah, ah. It wouldn’t work for HaYi, I’m pretty sure she wouldn’t accept a MC job since she’s so young and not really used to this kind of things yet. And ya know, YG Artists hardly ever MCed. It’s always a miracle when they appeared on a show so, eh.

Hey, is your muse AU or not ?

You don’t see it maybe, but I’m really thinking about things.

[independent-onew]

Well, my character isn't really AU but I've done several AU paras. Anything goes I guess.

[independent-onew]

It’s alright, English isn’t m mother tounge either. I think it would be fun if we tried to plot together *nods*

[hayi-baby-deactivated20140102]

Alright, any ideas then ?

[independent-onew]

Haha, not at all xD

Maybe they could work together as MC's for a show or something?