don't make me regret it

there is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. ― Washington Irving @howlingindie mun 21+, muses 21+ ― i am pax and this is a romance and smut focussed indie. i have human, supernatural and abo verses! platonic threads are discouraged. untagged smut present!

[indiehowling-blog]

god, i feel so high key lesbian when i look at a woman’s fingers more than i look at her face. i mean... it is just so hot.

[indiehowling-blog]

you know what i long for? a 40+ or even 45+ rp. i want to have an rp centered around muses who have long histories together, where you don’t have to fear that the young ones will find it ‘weird’ to interact with your muses.30+ rps are often rps with muses 30-35 that that just isn’t fun... god, i really, really want to bring all my beautiful older muses and not be worried they’ll be excluded. i can’t be alone in that, can i?

[indiehowling-blog]

HISTORICAL WLW PLOTS I WANT                        LIKE OR IM ME IF YOU’RE INTERESTED

1940s: it’s 1945 and the boys are coming home (can be set in quite a few countries - even post-war Germany!). muse a lost her husband in 1943 and was comforted by her neighbor, muse b whose husband was also at the front. muse a is childless while muse b has three children to take care of. while muse b provides emotional support, muse a helps her with the children. throughout 1943 they fall in love, though muse b is a lot more reluctant. her husband is still alive, this is wrong even though she is hopelessly in love. they struggle with an attraction that leads to passionate moments and muse b rejecting her, wishing to stay faithful. now, her husband is coming home and she fully wants to commit to him... but she cannot get muse a out of her head. MOST WANTED !!

1920s: the 1920s saw a few lesbian bars popping up in american cities. who doesn’t want a good butch/femme romance set in a time when one still had to hide most of the time, yet could be so open in bars such as these.

1900-1950s: set in the first half of the 20th century, where two high school friends fall in love and decide to move to the opposite side of the country, to get married there as man and wife, even though neither of them is particularly masculine. it could be quite funny, yet tragic...  MOST WANTED !!

1960s: call the midwife au where two midwives in 1960s london fall in love while living in a convent with nuns trained in midwifery.  MOST WANTED !!

medieval times: a tale about a woman with greater ambitions than a woman was allowed to have and a deep revulsion for the notion of marriage, who dressed like a man and moved to become an apprentice and finally a woodworker/blacksmith/etc. then, she - or as she is seen he - falls in love with another woman. too scared to admit their real sex and gender, they wait until the wedding night to reveal that they are not who they have said they were.  MOST WANTED !!

greek times: haven’t you always wanted to be one of sapphos lovers? or a greek goddess falling for a moral or demigoddess? because that sounds dope.

1950s-1970s: set anywhere within these three decades, a pastor's wife falls hopelessly in love with the shunned woman who lives on the edge of town. the reclusive woman is known to be a deviant and no one reaches out to her, except this pastor’s wife - first as a christian gesture of loving thy neighbor but later... well, she loves her neighbor a bit too much.

1960s: the first openly lesbian couple buy a house together in suburban america and try to live a normal life but it certainly isn’t easy. their neighbors sneer at them, their jobs are uncertain and polite company won’t stand them. will the pressure become too much?

1960s: set at a boarding school, two female teachers who reside at the school through the schoolyear strike up a passionate romance... sneaking into each other’s rooms and classrooms for kisses? uhu, yes.

PS: I AM WILLING TO CREATE NEW MUSES TO FIT THE PLOT!

[indiehowling-blog]

sinfulpssion‌:

IT SEEMS SIMPLE ENOUGH  what  their  new  owner  wants  from  them  and  rebecca  nods  to  show  understanding  of  the  rules  that  are  put  in  place.  she  keeps  it  to  herself  how  ending  up  over  her  knee  seems  rather  appealing  and  instead  looks  to  james  who  has  remained  quiet  so  far.  the  male  looks  up  when  he  feels  her  fingers  running  through  his  hair,  a  smile  forming  at  the  gentle  nature  of  her  touch.  “  how  i  am  looking  forward  to  our  new  lives  here,  mommy.  we  hear  stories  in  training  —  but  you’re  nothing  like  what  we’ve  heard.  ”

SHE SMILES SOFTLY. “well, all owners have different needs and wants.” she said and leaned forward to kiss his, and then her forehead. “hmm, i want you two in my bed now though. i want to know what you two sound, taste and feel like.” she told them and wasn’t at all sorry that she’d drawn a bath for such a short time. She stood up to take two large, fluffy towels to dry them off with, excited for what was to come.

[indiehowling-blog]

who wants to join gayvillagehq with me? like, i am dying for a married wlw couple or a f/f/f or f/f/nb poly ship in a group tbh. 

[indiehowling-blog]

any groups or rpers who have (established) wlw wanted connections? crush, girlfriend, fiancée, wife, love interest, etc.? from appless to full-on bio rps, as long as they allow ocs or the skeletons are vague enough for me to mold.. if you do, lemme know bc i have a few wlw muses dying for some established fluff/domestic bliss/angst/hurt-comfort/etc.

lemme knoooow! :P 

[roshellpromo-blog]

on friday the 13th of june, 1947, an abnormal event occurred just outside of roswell, new mexico. the government claims it was a weather balloon, but those who know the truth know that it wasn’t anything of this world.

nowadays, aliens exist in harmony with humans, most of which have no idea they’re living alongside intergalactic visitors. the aliens themselves have no idea who they are, where they came from, or why they’re here. hopefully, answers will be revealed before it’s too late for both of them.

                                              do you believe?

roshellrp is an oc supernatural town rp inspired by the cw show roswell, new mexico.

                                                                          HOME / ASK / PLOT / APPLY

[indiehowling-blog]

littlepieceofheavxn‌:

EVERY TIME SUSAN MOANED THE BLONDE COULDN’T HELP BUT SMILE against her lips. She knew that dating someone so much older than her was wrong, but honestly she didn’t give a shit. While she wasn’t…the most stable of girls, havinf someone who truly appreciated her was more important thant stupid age, or the wounds on the woman; she was happy to be patient with her because just being with the woman was addictive. “I would love to.” the blonde siad before pulling the woman into another kiss, “Seeing you in that dress has gotten me all hot and horny for you baby.”

SUSAN LAUGHED SOFTLY AT THE CRUDE WORDING of dani’s attraction and she shook her head. “hot and horny, huh? well - that’s one way of putting it.” she said and leaned in to kiss her again. “honestly, you’re making me feel treasured.” she chuckled, teasing her before she moved to kiss dani’s neck and softly nibble at it. she didn’t want to mark her, she just wanted to make her feel good. “you look beautiful;” she, in turn, whispered, not as keen on explicit language as her younger counterpart.

[indiehowling-blog]

littlepieceofheavxn‌:

@indiehowling

SAM LOOKED AT HER WIFE FOR A MOMENT, a warm smile forming on her lips as she set her bag down and sunk her teeth into her lower lip, the woman’s cock was just aching to be inside the woman, and if work hadn’t been such a priority she honestly would have spent all day just fucking her baby girl.

It was almost an addiction to the brunette, but she managed to control herself…for the most part. “Did you miss Mommy?” she asked the woman with a playful smile before leaning in and kissing her softly. “Because Mommy has definitely missed you.” she purred, “Sorry I was away so long, we were super busy.”

LAUREN SMILED AS HER WIFE ARRIVED HOME and she put down the dishtowel with which she was doing the dishes and kissed her back enthusiastically. “yes, mommy. i missed you so much.” she said with a big smile and then hugged her close, breathing in her scent that always made her feel calm and truly at home. “it’s okay.” she said and pulled back. “do you want me to start on dinner?” she asked, having waited to eat until her partner was home and always willing to take care of her in any way.

[bytheanchorarchived]

💕 sensual meme edition

send me a number from 1-25, without peeking, and i will choose the suiting option for our muses and write up a drabble/starter/moment according to the image! (trigger warning for graphic sexual content and other mature themes)

          [01]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f           [02]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [03]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [04]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [05]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [06]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [07]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [08]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [09]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [10]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [11]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [12]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [13]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [14]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [15]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [16]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [17]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [18]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [19]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [20]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [21]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [22]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [23]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [24]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f            [25]    m.m  +  m.f  +  f.f 

[flickrpals]

someone do this tbh lol

[indiehowling-blog]

lovetcboo‌:

“YES, FUCK, YES I UNDERSTAND,” he just managed to get out since his collar was so tight around his neck. he’d always wanted to be bred but he had sort of hoped that he would have some sort of say when choosing who he had them with. a louder groan fell from jayce’s mouth as the older male slammed his hips even harder, the sound of their bodies coming together echoing around the area. “i….yes, i’ll spread my legs whenever you ask me too….you can have me whenever you want.” jayce would be no doubt be part of the pack for years to come, so he had to make some sort of sacrifices, even if that meant giving over his body.

ISAIAH FELT GLORIOUS AS THE YOUNGER WOLF SUBMITTED and it only took a few more pumps of his hips before he felt the base of his penis licking him inside of the other wolf and pumping out his cum inside him as he moved forward to sink his teeth into the man’s shoulder to mark him as his. he couldn’t wait to have this pack pregnant with his pups as well, starting with him. “all mine.” he growled.

[indiehowling-blog]

goodboyshungryboys‌:

WILL COULDN’T BELIEVE THIS WAS HAPPENING. He knew Lauren was a sexual being–but only because she was a person, and people have needs. To learn that she could be this needy, though, was a shock, and a delightful one at that. 

He managed to recover from that shock and launch into another kiss. This one was lustful, sure, but it was mostly affectionate, and assuring. Will held Lauren’s face in his hands and looked into her eyes. “We’ll get you taken care of–I promise.”

He kissed her once more, then jumped into action: he stood her up, then put his hands on his hips to turn her around fiercely. He growled into a kiss on her neck, his hands sliding up to grip her epic breasts as he ground his cock against her ass. He kept kissing her as his hands made their way down to her jeans, making quick work of the button and the fly before tugging them down over her ass. He groaned when he saw her ass in her panties, then pressed his hand to her back to get her to bend over, kneeling on the couch.

When her back was arched and he could see just how wet she was, Will let out a moan of hunger. “Fucking hell, Lo, you’re soaked…” He gripped her ass in his hands then added, “I love it.” He wound her panties around his hand and yanked making the delicate fabric snap. Feeling like an animal, he stuffed the panties in his mouth and moaned at her taste, his eyes rolling back into his head.

Now it was time for him to get undressed, and his pants were down around his knees just as quickly as he’d done hers. Eagerly, he lined himself up with her swollen, slick entrance then, trusting that she was right and he wouldn’t hurt her, he plunged himself into her, burying himself to the hilt and groaning in delicious satisfaction.

SHE GROANED INTO THE KISS, NEEDING RELEASE NOW. she nodded and then yelped as he turned her around, moaning as she felt his hands on her breasts, his bulge against her ass. she was so damn ready now, her panties were sticking to her. she easily bent over for him and didn’t need much encouragement. she blushed at his comment, though she was happy he liked it. “i’m so horny.” she complained, explaining her wetness. she gasped and felt herself gush wetness as he pulled the fabric off her body. she growled, almost wolf-like.

she heard his zipper, she could feel her cunt clench down and then felt it, the feeling she needed - his cock pushing into her. it wasn’t as big as an alphas but holy hell it felt perfect. “fuck me, fuck me, fuck me.” she begged as she bounced back already, craving that release. “please, oh god.” she asked, shamelessly. she was done waiting. she needed to be taken right now.

[indiehowling-blog]

justwannasin‌:

SHE SHOOK HER HEAD, hand resting in his, his smile something she melted in. Of course, Chloe had no questions. Or, she supposed she was Mary now. That would take some mental getting used to, Chloe thought. “No, my lord. I do believe you have explained it all well.” She knew what she was doing, and she still felt that thrill of honor, of pleasure, at being chosen, clouding over herself. “I understand it all perfectly, and I hope to be pleasing to you in all ways.” 

HE NODDED THEN, PLEASED BY HER ANSWER. “take off your dress then and lay back on the bed, knees up and to the side.” he ordered and stood up to take off his own tunic. it was the start of the night that would make sure that she knew that she was his, body, mind and soul. he would break her in, in every possible way. he would take her as many times as he physically could in every place he could think of and see just what she could take and if she was really as dedicated as she said.

[indiehowling-blog]

justwannasin‌:

CHLOE NODDED. It seemed a lot to take in, an almost dual side to herself. She was used to being demure and shy, such was her way in being discreet, but she hoped she wouldn’t struggle too much with not being so. Chloe didn’t want to displease her lord and husband so early. She smiled, leaning into that brush upon her cheek. She had vowed to give herself–body and soul–to him, to be his, so of course, his words (though they brought a blush to her cheeks initially), weren’t ones that surprised her too much. 

“Yes, my lord, I understand. I am to be yours, always yours, whenever and wherever you desire it.” That was something she could do. She knew she could. “H-How many–children, my lord, if I may ask?” For she had never really given it much consideration, after that of being chosen to carry his one, his messiah. Granted, Chloe knew her body was young, but… “Do you wish for many?” 

HE TILTED HIS HEAD. “let’s just say that from the moment it is possible after birth, i will start taking you again... so as many as your body can produce.” he told her and smiled. “hopefully one a year.” he told her and he took her hand. “you will have help raising them all, of course. do not worry about that. all that you have to worry about is pleasing me, always. do you understand, my mary?” he asked her and then tilted his head. “questions?” he asked.

[indiehowling-blog]

justwannasin‌:

CHLOE WAS NERVOUS; she figured she had every right to be, but she had been chosen. She’d never thought such a day would come, that she should be so honored. For the past several moments, Chloe had soothed down the wrinkles that weren’t there in her simple dress, waiting for him–her lord, her husband, her everything. 

When the door opened, she looked up, a small smile gracing her lips as Chloe nodded in silent answer to his question. Of course she was; she’d not dream of being anything other, for to be impure was such a great infraction! And if she’d been anything but pure, she’d never have forgiven herself! 

“Yes, my lord.” Her head bowed low briefly, before her gaze returned, not to his eyes, but just slightly diverted, slightly lowered. “Guide me and I am yours, for you have claimed me.” Chosen me. 

HE SMILED AND LEANED OVER TO KISS HER FOREHEAD. “from now on, you’ll be called mary from now on, as that is the name of all holy mothers.” he told her and tilted his head. “you’ll be my wife, my companion and the person i have sex with - only you - as you will give me my child, the messiah.” he told her. “that means you must be available sexually at all times. whenever i tell you to, you will open your legs for me, both for me to impregnate you and just to relax. you are to be available in private, around the compound, no matter who is around, do you understand, mary?” he asked and stroked her cheek. “a wife must be discreet and act shy until her husband asks her not to be. then she must be his concubine. do you understand?” he asked her. “also, always wear a dress and never wear underwear unless you’re... well on your period but with the plans i have for you, you shan’t be having those too often. i plan to not only have you birth the messiah, but all of my other children as well.” he spoke slowly. 

[indiehowling-blog]

sinfulpssion‌:

BOTH JAMES AND REBECCA LISTEN VERY CAREFULLY  to  the  rules  they  are  given,  many  of  them  they  are  already  prepared  for  as  during  training  they  are  given  examples  of  what  some  rules  may  be.  none  of  it  seems  out  of  line  or  difficult  and  it’s  almost  surreal  to  think  they  were  lucky  enough  to  have  an  owner  such  as  gretchen.  at  the  mention  they  will  also  be  having  sex  with  one  another  the  two  lock  eyes.  there  had  been  an  inkling  as  to  the  possibility  but  now  they  were  sure  it  would  happen  and  all  for  the  pleasure  of  their  owner.  both  look  back  to  the  woman  and  nod  as  she  mentions  they  will  be  sharing  a  bed  with  her  though  each  have  lingering  questions  on  their  mind.  “  do  we  need  to  remain  silent  unless  spoken  too?  ”  a  social  butterfly,  rebecca  can’t  help  but  wonder  if  she  will  be  allowed  to  speak  to  james  in  their  free  time  or  if  they  will  simply  remain  in  silence.

GRETCHEN SMILED AT REBECCA’S QUESTION. “no darling, i derive no pleasure from that. i want you to know i am in charge, but i want you to feel comfortable here too. it’s our home now, and i want to know what you two feel, what you may want or think. you can speak freely, but just know that i am in charge and if you’re rude in a comment, question or whatever else you may say, you will end up over my knee.” she told her with a small smile. “but i bought you two as toys, but also companions and who knows what may grow beyond that.” she told them and ran her fingers through james’ hair after rinsing the soap of her hand. “what are you thinking, pretty boy?” she asked him.

[indiehowling-blog]

sinfulpssion‌:

REBECCA DOESN’T SHOW HOW DISAPPOINTED SHE IS  she  is  to  stop  so  soon  but  she  doesn’t  dare  disobey  an  order  so  quickly  after  just  having  met  her  new  owner.  she  steps  off  of  her  thigh  and  carefully  into  the  bathtub  to  sit  opposite  of  james,  legs  stretching  out  in  front  of  her  to  rest  between  his.  “  it’s  perfect  temperature,  mommy.  ”  he  answers  for  the  both  of  them  as  they  soak  in  the  water,  attention  on  her  as  they  sit  quietly  and  ready  to  listen  to  the  rules  she  has  in  place  for  them  both.

GRETCHEN TOOK SOME BODY WASH AND MOVED so she could rub it on james’ back. “i want you two to always be naked at home, though if you feel that you need to wear underwear, rebecca, you can - periods can be annoying so then you can put on some underwear if you need. i also won’t touch you sexually when you are on your period, so rest assured.” she told her with a grin. 

“i want your pubic hair to be trimmed, not gone nor unruly. neatly trimmed.” she specified. whatever you two do with your underarm and leg hair is up to you, i have no preference.” she told them as she switched to rubbing soap on rebecca’s back. “i want to be called mommy at all times, as i prefer that but you two are well trained in that already. there are three safewords in this home and when i ask for you color, you can use them. green means that you’re all good and can continue, yellow means that you need a break, some affection or you simply don’t enjoy it but want to move on to something else, red is full stop. this is only for sexual things, though. punishments i will carry out but i would never permanently harm you, i promise you that.” she said and kissed rebecca’s head.

“you won’t just be having sex with me. i got you two together because i want to see you play as well. you can’t have sex without me being there though, unless you send me a text or call me, and ask me nicely.” she told them with a grin. “oh, and i have a very big bed, you’ll each sleep on either side of me.” she told them and sighed. “what do you think? you can be honest, and ask any question you may have.” she told the two.