terrible but capable of being charming

E. (she/they), born '96 | writing. fandoms. occasionally, life.

[sabworks]

Thief in a box | prints/stickers

[astal-art]

when the penumbra podcasts idk

[littlegirlinvisible]

ILYA ROZANOV WEEK: DAY FOUR FAVORITE TRAIT   ↪ HIS EMPATHY AND KINDESS 🥺💕

“When our childhood homes are chaotic and dangerous, we learn that the way to stay safe is to always be on alert — hypervigilant. Our nervous system never calms down because it’s constantly on the lookout for the next bomb that is going to explode [...] As the show goes on, we will learn that underneath Ilya’s extremely hard shell is the heart of a squishy teddy bear wrapped in a warm blanket, but it takes YEARS for Shane to see it. When we look at Ilya through the lens of what he learned as he grew up, it makes sense why he behaves the way he does. We can even have empathy for the level of hypervigilance and fear he lives with. I like to lay things out this way because it’s usually a hell of a lot harder to give ourselves that same grace. We have an idea of who we “should” be in our heads, and when we don’t live up to that we assume it’s because we’re a failure, a useless waste of space. None of that is true: we are behaving in ways that make complete sense when we understand how our nervous system was trained to respond to our environment.” — Reading Ilya Rozanov through the lens of trauma.

[whatthebodygraspsnot]

(married ilya rozanov voice) where are car keys hollander you’re getting me wasted on margaritas and triple dipper

[throwaninkpot]

I need happy cat pics, STAT.

[spider-grace]

one Happy Tummy Boy and one Smallest Meep coming right up!!

[throwaninkpot]

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[indigo-night-wisp]

kitties!

[holllanov]

hollanov + walls

[lesbianrozanov]

toddler shane refusing to talk after his hockey team lose a game. yuna & david are trying to be encouraging like “bud!! you played so good!!” and shane is ignoring them while climbing into his car seat where he’s going to angrily drink his juice box and then chew on the straw.

[flyora]

Couldn't miss the chance

[athanza]

From Veronica Tucker via Pinterest

[beroebluejeans]

Really into LMB’s recurring plot line, “the gods answer prayers, and this sucks for the protagonist because they are being used to answer someone else’s prayers”

[vicarofhobbiton]

Me praying: Haha fuck yeah!!! Yes!!

Me becoming the answer to prayer: Well this fucking sucks. What the fuck.

[limbel]

WRITTEN ON THE BODY, JEANETTE WINTERSON

[bovid-beauty]

"Fascism"—New Federal Rule Would Require Federal Funding Recipients To Deny Trans People Exist

The rule could have heavy impacts towards trans people across society.

Last week, the Trump administration quietly released a sweeping new federal rule that would use funding threats to force institutions across the country to reject transgender people. The 400-page proposed regulation would codify the administration's anti-trans executive orders into binding federal policy, imposing a blanket prohibition on federal funds going toward "gender ideology"

The proposed rule, formally titled "Regulation for Federal Financial Assistance," rewrites the government-wide framework governing all federal grants across every agency. Among its most consequential provisions, it requires that before a federal grant recipient can receive money, the award must pass a "pre-issuance review" conducted by a political appointee—not a career expert or peer reviewer—to ensure it is "consistent with applicable law, Federal agency priorities, and the national interest." The regulation explicitly instructs these appointees to screen for "denial by the recipient of the sex binary in humans or the notion that sex is a chosen or mutable characteristic." [...] An institution that acknowledges transgender people exist—through its policies, its training, its healthcare, its bathroom access, its HR procedures, its name-change processes—could be deemed to "deny the sex binary" or to “support the notion that sex is mutable” and have its federal funding blocked.

Importantly, the gender ideology prohibition has no age limitation—hospitals could be targeted not just for providing care to minors but for providing gender-affirming care to adults, because prescribing hormone therapy to a transgender patient of any age could be deemed promoting the belief that "sex is a chosen or mutable characteristic."

[junequeer]

THIS IS OPEN TO COMMENT UNTIL JULY 13, 2026

[malotte00]

Daisies

[onsuchsmallthingstheworldturns]

[maybeasunflower]

Interesting how they both regard "breaking the law" as different from "risking arrest"....

[kamesanart]

I'm afraid this little red riding hood isn't bringing grandma any pies

Inspired "it seems you've set it running free" by Idnis (ao3)

[mimiadraws]

im late but happy birthday twilight princess 🐺🗡️

[jjelliacee]

She was the stone-faced queen, then and ever after. She had needed the mask to rule, and she had been glad to have it.

[darthfar]

Oh look it’s 5th June, have a soggy Barricade Day on me ;)  I thought I’d do something reasonably light-hearted for a change…. okay, so it’s light-hearted until the last panel of the second page, whats your point I’ve been meaning to do this comic on Joly and Bossuet for several years now, but they’d earned a reprieve several times over on account of other stories getting in the way. Well, not this year…. Inspired by Vous rappelez-vous notre douce vie, Eglantine’s Things We Share, the last sentence of Colonel Despard’s Eyes I thought I Was Not Like To Find (I know it doesn’t seem related, but there’s something about the way the sentence was crafted that triggered the last two lines of this comic - and the rest of the comic just grew around it -, don’t blame me for how my brain works ok), and god knows what other fanfic/art I might have been soaking up over the years. (If someone else has done something in this vein, I am very, very sorry). I’d actually fully drafted a detailed script for a 12-page comic revolving around Joly and Bossuet’s friendship before I came to my senses and realised there was absolutely no goddamn way I could humanly pull this off by this Barricade Day and hacked it down to three pages. (Though I still regret the loss of the tale of how Bossuet came to move in with Joly…).

[I should point out that Panel 2, Page 2 does in no way imply that Joly doesn’t snore in his sleep; simply that Bossuet likely sleeps through it like a log. ;) ]

[Also, Joly and Bossuet are literally in every damn panel of this comic, although they were regrettably obscured by the text box in the first panel of the last page. Here’s proof that I didn’t manage to forget them…. ;) ]

This would’ve been up sooner, only it was at the eleventh hour that I realised I’d accidentally resurrected Feuilly from the dead in the second panel of the last page, and had to go fix the wretched thing. [Also, I mistakenly put one of Feuilly’s Six on the barricade, but that’s not the first time it’s happened, so I’m going to brazenly claim that I somehow meant for it to happen.] Also, there are unnamed characters that have been appearing in my comics for years, that I should probably get around to giving names or something. Because. Also, I am reasonably certain that I have by now drawn more bloody guardsmen than anyone else save for Takahiro Arai, and no I do not consider this any kind of accomplishment; outright stupidity, maybe. I’ve used too many bloody alsos. Also, @oilan​, please don’t scream at me. It’s a barricade. Barricade-y things happen. I don’t always have control of where my brain takes me.

(It doesn’t feel very much like a Far-comic without excessive use of weird camera angles and a ridiculous amount of background, does it? [scratches head sheepishly])