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Thinking about you a lot lately.

The sky was beautiful today and I think you had a hand in helping paint it.

I hope to dream of you so I can see you and hear your voice.

I miss you terribly.

I wish you had more rainy days and sunsets.

I hate how the world continues on while you’re no longer here.

If they had a chance to know you. I think they’d all be sad and miss you too.

#coping with grief #missing you #griefjourney #blue sky

Missing you hard today…

#wish you were here #missing you #griefjourney

Grief is an interesting thing.

It comes at random moments and rushes me like a heavy current.

Keeping me under.

If there was a way to bring you back

I wouldn’t care the cost

I would do it.

To have you back even for a moment.

I didn’t realize the hole you left in me when you left this world for the next.

I can’t seem to fill it

Being the strong one

Is harder than you think.

When all I want to do

Is sink.

#coping with grief #griefjourney #it comes in waves #i’ll be okay

fairydrowning

I want a simple and quiet life. I want ordinary things in life like a simple breakfast with my own family. I want a life where home is not just a place to live but instead it's a place where no heartaches, where no-one grieve over people or different things, where no one hurt or fear from anything. I want a house where we all heal and we raise a family that doesn't need to heal. A simple life where we all eat dinner together while laughing over simple things.

fairydrowning

When i have a home of my own, it will be filled with so much love, so much warmth, so much tenderness, there will be space to be scared, to be vulnerable, to be held, and heard. There will be laughter, there will be closeness, cooking and sharing, the table will always have food, the door will always be open, there will be touch, there will be compassion, there will be kindness. there will be love, it will be love, everyone will be loved.

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“I am a different person to different people. Annoying to one. Talented to another. Quiet to a few. Unknown to a lot. But who am I, to me?”

— Unknown

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🤔 interesting question …

thehopefulquotes

“And that’s how you go on. You lay laughter over the dark parts. The more dark parts, the more you have to laugh. With defiance, with abandon, with hysteria, any way you can.”

— Laini Taylor, Strange the Dreamer

Six months.

It’s been a little over six months since your soul left this earth. It still doesn’t feel real. I feel like any moment my phone is gonna ring and I’ll be able to hear your voice again. It’s strange. I find myself continuously wanting to share things with you or call you about something. There is a bit of guilt deep in my heart that won’t go away, no matter how hard I try to make it. Things I never got to say before it was too late.

I’m sorry for always rushing you

I’m sorry for acting like taking you somewhere was an inconvenience to my day

I’m sorry for never saying sorry

Tata. You were never an inconvenience to me. I was just being selfish. I always loved the car rides with you. It’s hard listening to music sometimes knowing I’ll never be able to share it with you again. You weren’t just my aunt, you were like a big sister that I never had. I miss you terribly. I wish I could have you back, even if it was just for a day.

I’ll love you always and I hope I am making you proud.

#griefjourney #coping with grief #i am just sad #missing you

thepersonalquotes

““Note to self: You’ve gotta do this for you. This is for you. This isn’t about anybody. Live for you. Honour you. Never lose sight of that.” - Unknown”

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