WELCOME TO THE INFERNO

who are you when you strip away the façade? 22. scholar. artist. futch. xe/xir he/him they/them

[inferneid]

my thyroid levels are back to normal after years of constant fluctuating in extremes. now the worst symptoms i experienced are better, but more start revealing themselves. is this the price of building myself from the ground up again? i clear up one health issue and reveal another. im like a nesting doll of symptoms.

i’ve always been ahead of everyone — never suffering, constantly going. it’s like it all haulted. how do i navigate a world like this? how am i supposed to be on everyone else’s level when i am now somehow so painfully behind?

[inferneid]

spoke too soon, as they are anything but normal but my doctor is out of office for the next two months. also my period is concerningly late. i'm definitely not stressed

[inferneid]

finding messages from deep in ur lore posted on ig reel meme slideshows is crazy

[inferneid]

2025. bleed for it.

[inferneid]

working on my next literate discord roleplay. 2016 nostalgia meets halsey back to badlands. this server is everything 2 me rn! here’s a preview of it. find me on discord to join ( same user ).

the year 2000 marked an era of economic perfection, but right as it reached what was believed to be the peak, a solar flare rippled across our solar system. the world, for most life across the planet, moved into the end of times.

our city, by the grace of a god that few believe in anymore, managed to thrive. terra mesa was a city in the heart of the american desert. every building in terra mesa eventually became a neon-screened advert blaring in the faces of trapped citizens ignorant and desperate to consume anything but reality, and convenience had become the most profitable. nobody in our city nobody in our city is truly awake anymore— and nobody can leave.

terra mesa's shit quality of life fanned the flames of the angry youth, and soon enough, it was a movement. it was coined the badlands movement, a group of delinquent young adults with a plan to leave, to reclaim the loud audacity to rebel against a system never truly meant for them.

turns out, the badlands beyond the city border aren't the deadened wasteland we were warned of. in a way, they're alive, and they're us.

⧼ ✩ ⧽　18+ roleplayers

rated for content maturity; all muses will be young adults ( 20-30 range )

⧼ ✩ ⧽　24 total oc slots

predetermined archetypes written into the plot that you get to build upon. they provide guaranteed connections and oc relevancy. 2 role max, first come, first serve. ( searching for 4-5 active players )

⧼ ✩ ⧽　not a sandbox

side plots are open, but the sole focus is the plot and group interaction. think of it as collaborative storytelling.

⧼ ✩ ⧽　by application

reach out on discord + shoot me a little intro to who you are and what you like to write! i’d also like to hear about the ocs you’d like to add ( if u have ideas ).

[inferneid]

started my septum stretching today and stretched my septum from a 16g to a 14g.

took about an hour.

so much patience. discomfort and pressure, but little pain.

my ears are at a 1g.

it’s been quite the rewarding journey.

also found out that either my piercing is real crooked, or my septum is much more deviated than previously believed… soo whatever that means i guess.

[inferneid]

i hope goodwill blesses me with some treasures today.

[inferneid]

apparently my blog was password protected. oops.

[inferneid]

my thyroid levels are back to normal after years of constant fluctuating in extremes. now the worst symptoms i experienced are better, but more start revealing themselves. is this the price of building myself from the ground up again? i clear up one health issue and reveal another. im like a nesting doll of symptoms.

i’ve always been ahead of everyone — never suffering, constantly going. it’s like it all haulted. how do i navigate a world like this? how am i supposed to be on everyone else’s level when i am now somehow so painfully behind?

[inferneid]

follows 4 follows if u fw anything on those tags lets be mutuals :p

or whatever

[inferneid]

it cut me off i had so many other tags to add and now i forgot half of them. hey siri what is the max tags on tumblr now

[inferneid]

should i just tag everything i could possibly talk about on this blog?

[inferneid]

your early 20's are for smoking a lot of weed and contemplating the meaning of everything

and reuniting with who you were before the course of your life was derailed

if you're lucky, re-achieving your sense of self will be quick and easy.

how often do you question it all?

[inferneid]

the shadows in the void told me to make a blog to post my mortal ponderings.