abigail ౨ৎ

nectar of the gods

[infestedapple]

[infestedapple]

[infestedapple]

i posted this on my twitter but it feels right to post this here too. i love you laura palmer.

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my life is so shit.

i have a father who doesn’t even have a job and takes all his problems out my mother, a mother who’s spending a ton of money trying to find me treatment for my anorexia that i’m not even sure i want, and a sister who’s terrified watching her older sister completely spiral out of control. i haven’t been to school in almost two years, i have no irl friends i’m in contact with regularly anymore, my therapist has given up on me, it’s hard to stay sober, and my body isn’t even functioning properly.

i cannot fathom that this is my ending and that my life has turned out like this. it’s insane

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aestheticizing the photos epstein’s child sex trafficking victims for your girlblogs on here using “#lanacore” is sick work i fucking hate this app jesus christ

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crazy how trauma will make it feel impossible for you to do the things that you used to find enjoyment in

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meow

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media literacy is dead

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dreaming away your life

[cleanlliness]

if healing were as romanticised online as engaging in self-destructive behaviours i think the internet would be a much safer place for adolescents

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the lioness does not concern herself with hearing damage from blasting music in her airpods

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i am so fucking cold

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literally nothing is more terrifying than my dad when he’s in a bad mood

[unempathize]

[wildnickk]

[infestedapple]

but suffering was not meant to be beautiful :(