the cage will rust one day

《☆ blog around my voidkin/crowkin experience ☆》

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《Introduction》

hi! im baron (@baronz-crow) and i go by he/him

i use the labels voidkin, crowkin, and godkin mostly as a way to give a general idea for alterhuman identities. if you have any questions about it, please ask! it helps me figure out myself in the process as well :D

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slowly figuring out who i am is a difficult struggle with my life at the current moment. with a not-so-loving family, minor religious trauma, and more anxiety-filled thoughts than there are pokèmon, figuring out im possibly alterhuman was certainly an... interesting realization.

i am EXTREMELY NEW to this and i usually don't focus on this part of myself, so pls be patient with me!

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there will probably be lots of vague quotes!!!! as those usually tie into how i am in general whether in feelings or identity stuff.

other than that, though, hoping to keep this blog can help me feel a little more at ease when it comes to being different.

thanks for being here!

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[will update this post as needed. please stand by...]

[stargazers-satellite]

Angels in baggy jeans and t-shirts smoking cigarettes. Angels with prescriptions they need to go pick up. Angels returning library books. Angels taking afternoon strolls to the grocery store. Angels in urban spaces. Angels learning to fit their wings into their small apartment bedrooms. Angels making their partners coffee and breakfast every morning. Angels existing and seamlessly blending divinity into the mundane.

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dissociation but you feel separate from your body and realize that oh... wait... that's MY vessel! and it hates itself????? wtf????? whyyy :(((

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when you whisper my name.... please let it be of love and praise. and please hold my vessel as something important to this world.

others have hurt it enough.

i have hurt it enough.

[neverbendstaystrange]

Wolf fun fact of the day! [#1] (Wolves and Crows)

Wolves and crows have an innate bond, scientists aren’t sure why, but they seem to have a naturel friendship.

Oftentimes crows will help wolves find prey, as wolves know that the crows know where dead animals are, and will follow the crows to the animal corpse, take what they need to feed the pack, and leave enough for the crows.

Also crows and wolves have been seen playing games together! Specifically, one will find a stick, take it to their friend and toss it back and forth like a game of catch.

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hey asking for a friend (lie) but is it possible to be divine in a void sense-?

like being angelkin/godkin but as a being of darkness-? is that a thing?????? does that make sense???

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when im able to, i might get eye tattoos on a shoulder and/or an arm

like yea suree they won't be real but it would be so dope and affirming to my urge to be literally ANYTHING but a person

[canidgirlfangs]

therianthropy is kinda funny. wolf in the library

[k9-cryptid]

werewolf on an airplane

[cas-d0es-barks]

dinosaur in the frozen foods isle

[meepmonstare]

coyote driving

[indigoisaspookyghost]

dragon at an open mic

[divine-wanderlust-777]

angel at a therapist’s office

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void creature at the library

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imo doctor gaster had it right

be a scientist, accidently take your experiments too far, disappear into the darkness of the universe, and let the fans scrape the floors for any semblance of your existence bc you're extremely relevant to the lore

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i need feathers and whimsy and until those are provided to me i will SIT IN A CORNER and DOODLE.

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not now honey, dad's busy becoming one with the darkness below and witnessing horrors beyond mortal comprehension

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although the cage rusts, that does not mean true freedom. after all...

how can an injured wing let a bird fly? what does it take? does it break the chains of those who put them there? perhaps it seeks help from its flock to aid it?

or does it use sheer will? fight through the pain like it never happened?

who determines the little bird's fate? which being deserves such a task?

so many questions left with no answers...

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sorry for not updating as of recently

recently discovered im a system/plural and been trying to process that its actually real

uh

be nice pls

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im happy with who i am but sometimes it feels like its not enough sometimes

like i have to more "connected" or something in order to actually be accepted in the community.

even if i wanted to i really don't see a point to it.

i just exist, man. i don't know what to tell you-

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whenever i question if im actually crowkin i suddenly remember:

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- screams sound like caws sometimes

- major enjoyment of random ass objects

- wanting to give said random ass objects to ppl i like

- repeating sentences i like over and over and over and over and over and o

- childhood kleptomainia /hj

- you're stuck with me forever ahh friendships

- not holding grudges often but when i do they are A GRUDGE.

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they don't know i like flying in sky: cotl because it vaguely reminds me of the wings i will never have

anyways-