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[livelikeitisyourlast]

[jongdality]

Are we going to talk about the fact that Nine9 got Jonghyun’s suicide letter almost 10 days in advance? Are we going to talk about the fact that not even her company knew what to do, so they just told his parents, who just acknowledged his suffering but left him alone long enough to get an apartment specifically to kill himself in? Are we finally going to open a narrative, especially in Korea, of taking mental health red flags and cries for help fucking seriously? He gave them 10 FUCKING DAYS, 10 days and multiple instagram posts to save him. I sincerely believe he, up until the day he decided nobody cared enough to do so, wanted someone to save him. And when nobody did, he rented an apartment out of the way so nobody knew where he was when he sent those last texts - he was resolute that he was alone and needed to die. 

If someone gives you that red flag, take it fucking seriously. Don’t let them out of your sight. Do whatever is in your power to keep them safe. You’ll be glad you did.

Rest in peace, Jonghyun.

[infinitehardcore]

This all just feels like a long bad dream. I cannot believe it. Right now, I think I’m just at the stage where I cannot accept that Jong Hyeon is no longer here. I’ve been crying for two days. It really hurts as a Shawol who’s been there since Shinee’s debut, and Jonghyeon was my ultimate bias. It hurts so much. Of course I do not know him, but Jonghyeon and Shinee literally healed my soul. When I was sad, he and Shinee cheered me up. When there wasn’t anything to heal me, his music and Shinee’s music spoke to me. Both relieved my heavy heart. Of course I do not know Jonghyeon, but I feel like I could have also done something for him because he did so many things for me too. How could I have not see those pains and sadness that was easily written all over his face. I’m sorry for noticing it so late. I hope you won’t be in pain anymore. I hope all of those bad feelings are all washed away now. I hope you’re smiling now.  I will always love you. I will always be your fan.  For saving me, thank you. For not being able to save you, I’m sorry.

[kandykanekai-deactivated2020022]

I know every thing has been confirmed and it’s literally been a whole damn day and there was already a funeral but I still feel like someone’s playing a trick or something and I’ll just wake up from this nightmare and we’ll see a smiling Jonghyun again. It still doesn’t feel real

[yaboysexo-blog]

Baekhyun-ah, Chanyeol-ah. I’m worried. Stay strong boys♥

[duckflyfly]

sleep tight fly high ♡

[scarareg]

Taeyeon wrote “I’ll make sure you´re not lonely”. 

Please, even you dont like her or SNSD , write a kind message to cheer her up in her Instagram. She has depression and Jonghyun was one of her best friend. It only take you a minute, dont let another person gone.

[aestheticminsung-deactivated201]

YOU DID SO WELL JONGHYUN ♡ YOU DID SO WELL SHINEE

YOU DID SO WELL EXO YOU DID SO WELL BTS YOU DID SO WELL GOT7 YOU DID SO WELL TWICE YOU DID SO WELL SEVENTEEN YOU DID SO WELL MONSTA X YOU DID SO WELL NU'EST YOU DID SO WELL SUPER JUNIOR YOU DID SO WELL IKON YOU DID SO WELL WINNER YOU DID SO WELL DAY6 YOU DID SO WELL SNSD YOU DID SO WELL TVXQ YOU DID SO WELL F(X) YOU DID SO WELL SHINWA YOU DID SO WELL BIG BANG YOU DID SO WELL HOTSHOT YOU DID SO WELL INFINITE YOU DID SO WELL HIGHLIGHT YOU DID SO WELL KARD YOU DID SO WELL SF9 YOU DID SO WELL NCT YOU DID SO WELL UP10TION YOU DID SO WELL BLOCK-B YOU DID SO WELL BAP YOU DID SO WELL WANNA ONE YOU DID SO WELL PENTAGON YOU DID SO WELL BTOB YOU DID SO WELL VIXX YOU DID SO WELL VICTON YOU DID SO WELL EXID YOU DID SO WELL GIRLS DAY YOU DID SO WELL PLAYBACK YOU DID SO WELL KNK YOU DID SO WELL ASTRO YOU DID SO WELL RED VELVET YOU DID SO WELL CNBLUE YOU DID SO WELL BLACKPINK YOU DID SO WELL DREAMCATCHER YOU DID SO WELL ACE YOU DID SO WELL GFRIEND YOU DID SO WELL LOONA YOU DID SO WELL MEKI MEKI YOU DID SO WELL TOPPDOGG YOU DID SO WELL THE BOYZ YOU DID SO WELL N.FLYING YOU DID SO WELL CROSS GENE YOU DID SO WELL THE ROSE YOU DID SO WELL STRAY KIDS YOU DID SO WELL JBJ YOU DID SO WELL HONEYST YOU DID SO WELL CLC YOU DID SO WELL BLANC7 YOU DID WELL APINK YOU DID SO WELL HYUNA YOU DID SO WELL HENRY YOU DID SO WELL SUNMI YOU DID SO WELL JESSI YOU DID SO WELL G-DRAGON YOU DID SO WELL CL YOU DID SO WELL SURAN YOU DID SO WELL JAY PARK YOU DID SO WELL AILEE YOU DID WELL IU YOU DID WELL TAO YOU DID WELL LUHAN YOU DID WELL KRIS YOU DID WELL JACKSON YOU DID SO WELL DEAN YOU DID SO WELL AMBER YOU DID SO WELL TAEYEON YOU DID SO WELL TAEYANG YOU DID SO WELL TAEMIN YOU DID SO WELL JAEHYUNG YOU DID SO WELL KEVIN YOU DID SO WELL ERIC YOU DID SO WELL JIMIN PARK

YOU DID SO WELL 2NE1 YOU DID SO WELL AOA YOU DID SO WELL 4MINUTE YOU DID SO WELL SISTAR

[kokoshana]

Jonghyun was the purest soul. The world is now a darker place without him.

[forever5hines]

his biting

#imissyoujonghyun

[taetastic]

I just hope that, wherever you are, you’re smiling ❤️

[kristinaexo2018]

😭😭I want to say, appreciate your loved ones, be careful, right now call them, hug, say a kind word, because tomorrow they may not be around. ❤And take care of yourself, because, we should not allow our beloved and dear😢 people to experience this huge pain of loss😿😿

[mystericmoon]

missing you so much… rest in peace

[magiquilt-deactivated20220601]

The literal best Jonghyun moments I can think of off the top of my head

Since we should be appreciating him now more than ever, I made a list of ten of my many many favorite Jonghyun moments/things he did in life ❤️❤️

1. When he was one of the first kpop idols to openly support and defend lgbt rights

2. When he encouraged his fans not to diet, telling them that “chubby bodies are also cute”

3. When he made a comment that a fan thought was sexist (it wasn’t) he privately messaged her and explained what he meant by it, and asked her what about it offended her and how he could learn from it

4. In an interview- Q: “did you really cry?” Jonghyun: “Yes, I don’t know why. Maybe I was hungry.”

5. When he talked about how loved his mom and sister so so much!! His dad wasn’t in the picture but he always talked about how much he loved and respected his mom and sister. If you pray, please pray for them right now because they must be going through hell.

6. When people got mad about his Internet War performance with Taemin because it was too gay, so he made his Twitter profile picture a photo of Taemin feeling him up during the performance as a polite and hilarious “fuck you” to the haters.

7. When during said performance, he took his shirt off to reveal he wrote the names of all his fan clubs on his body as a show of appreciation 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

8. Honestly Internet War was just an iconic performance

9. When he was his band mates biggest fanboy, always showing up to their solo events with more enthusiasm and love than one person should be able to have.

10. Every fucking time he would cry on stage or in interviews or on shows, and when people judged him he would just say “men are people too, why can’t they cry?”

[meokmool-remade-deactivated2017]

if people around you are mocking you or saying unhelpful things like ‘you didn’t even know him’ or ‘he’s just a kpop idol’ kindly remind them that jonghyun was a real person. a beautiful wonderful person who wasn’t broken or weak, a person who was kind and loving to everyone around him, who supported those who didn’t have a voice by speaking for them, using his fame and talents for good rather than for bad. someone who suffered for a very long time and asked for help from their doctor, but sadly wasn’t heard. do not let these people downplay your grief or your sadness, you have every right to feel the way you do, and if they still can’t accept your grief then they’re not worth being around for at the present or even in the future.

[narika-a]

Goodbye sunshine. Goodbye Kim Jonghyun.

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[shimseulran]