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My four night work stretch has evolved into Sullivan’s worst nursing strike ever now 😵‍💫

WELL THAT SHIFT WAS DUMB.

😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫.

And a nurse put in an incident report on me regarding a blood pressure cuff (incorrect size) that was placed on the patient by anesthesia in the OR before I was even on shift.

😐.

Be so for real right now.

I was also the one that discovered and noted AND TOLD HER this happened.

It’s fine. They aren’t punitive but it’s just annoying

Time for night 4 of 4 at work.

Not Luke setting up a zoo date with a friend and we go there to meet said friend and then in strolls a coworker of mine with her two kids. And then five more coworkers with their kids. A whole mom meet up!

Was I invited? No. 🫠

It’s fine, we already had plans with someone but just being like ooooo, I suck was fun. One girl said, “I was literally inviting everyone! Even people without kids.”

🥴girl you did not remember me

It’s fine it’s fine it’s fine.

Sometimes I think about how some day my older kids will maybe get married and have to figure out how to have an event with both myself and their dad present and I wonder if their dad will have grown up by then or… not.

Or even like.. just high school graduation. How do I do that and not make it stressful for the kids? IM fine. I know how to play nice in the sandbox (hello I’ve been a nurse for 10+ years soooo I know how to be kind when someone is being a dick).

Like I see other divorced families still manage to get a photo of the parents + the kids together for whatever event, but we aren’t like that at all.

😵‍💫🥴😵‍💫🥴

We can maybe tell where I woke Luke up and declared the baby was his sole responsibility and I went to the basement to sleep ☠️

I am suffering with postpartum anxiety but also I’m just so TIREDDD all the time and that makes my anxiety worse. In general. (So working nightshift is great!!!)

I was having a meltdown because I couldn’t remember if I signed my son up for reading as one of the classes for summer school. I’ve been worrying for days. I finally figured out who to email to just ask and she got back to me within like 30 mins and was so kind and reassuring and said she’d make sure he got placed in that class (I had signed him up but you have alternate classes and stuff and you don’t know their schedule until the end of May for the summer). And I again thanked her and was so appreciative and she reminded me that’s what they’re there for and just 😭😭😭 I feel so thankful.

Luke is so bad at communicating that it actually amuses me (and only vaguely makes me want to pluck out his eyelashes one by one).

Last night he remarked that it was nice out and he wishes he could do his run at this local park near his work instead of on the treadmill. I said “you could do that tomorrow” and then our text conversation continued discussing other details of stuff.

So imagine my surprise when I get a text “I’m doing my run at the place.”

And I’m like ??? Huh?

And he’s like “didn’t I communicate that last night?”

Bruhhhh where.

Oh my god why did they change the keyboard.

I keep hitting @@@@@@

Mother’s Day is a weird holiday for me.

My relationship with my own mother is… weird. I don’t invest much time into the relationship anymore because I am *tired.* I have a lot of children and a full life. She lives five minutes away. She could be here if she wanted to be. (But isn’t)

I have a lot of memories that stick out on this day. Not pleasant ones.

One funny one I’ll share… my ex used to get me chocolate covered strawberries every year. The giant ones from the grocery store. He had his mom buy them for me. The strawberries were the size of your fist - so they were by no means good. They were gross every year. And I’d gently mention like - hey… I don’t… I don’t like this. Please don’t get me this. And yet - every year. The gross strawberries I ate to be polite. And now I see them at the store and cringe and laugh.

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Not me actually crying tears over getting rid of the baby bouncer chair I used with all my kids. 😭

I know we aren’t having any more babies but they were so tiny and perfect in the chair. 😭

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This was many years ago now but 😭😭😭😭

Not me actually crying tears over getting rid of the baby bouncer chair I used with all my kids. 😭

I know we aren’t having any more babies but they were so tiny and perfect in the chair. 😭

Give me 4 newborns or toddlers and I’ll be fine.

My one eight year old is the most work out of any of my kids and it is slowly driving me INSANE.

I have spent much of the year under the impression that I was 34.

….i am 33

And then I was so distracted I almost forgot to get the big kids out to the bus stop so I had to have them run for it 🤣🤣 I am a mess today

🫩🥴Not my car keys locked on my front seat.

Thankfully my parents live close by so my dad is going to pop over so I can get my toddler to daycare. Then I’ll decide if I’m going to drive 25 min to Luke at work to get the other set or if my dad will.

The blessing of it all other than them living close by is I had taken the car seats out to clean so I have those too. 🤣

Thanks to @honestalgernon I can finally now make my own shit posts and unload my random stream of consciousness to the internet, wooooooo!

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