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I wanted to do stuff :c

.

#maybe you should have asked when I had time instead of making me drop everything for you right now god fUCK #I'm really tired and sleep isn't working

ahaha yeah whatever

I'm exhausted

I couldn't sleep without interruption last night and I stayed up all day

just fuck

if you didn't want to fucking do anything, maybe you should have just said so

I guess it's fucking karma, isn't it? this is what you fucking wanted

fine

i don't fucking matter

i don't care anymore i just don't

no you know what just

fuck

i can't

i want to be loved but no

i'm just gonna fucking slit my throat because im trash

I'm always

caring more about people than they do for me hhh

idk my heart hurts and I'm sick for something I can't have

I will never be worthy of love or loved ahahaha

fuck I'm too messed up for people to care about

"does it go away"

I've been fucking hoping it would just go away but no my

brain will always be sick

I don't want to go anywhere or do anything ever again

I don't want to live

I'm getting on everyone's nerves and I know it, I just don't know what to do.

"You don't talk to me"

"You're too depressing"

"Why are you so quiet"

I can't

fucking win

and I keep ruining things

The people I want to talk to are done with me and I don't blame them

I thought I could get better and do something about this but I'm so fucked up and no one fucking gives a shit or loves me or wants me around and I can't blame them or be angry

but being angry is less painful than being sad

it's not so much needing validation as it is wanting it

my heart hurts

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