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my friend, it's been a hard three years without you. I carry your picture in my wallet and a reminder on my wrist; aligned with a vein that runs to my heart. when I am old & forgetful I will remember you; my children will know you, and their children, too. I am always missing you, K. love forever, J.
"Sometimes I wish I could just sleep forever, everything is better in my dreams. You are there, we are happy, distance is an insignificant thing. Instead, I wake up each day because I have a long distance to travel to reach you; happiness is something worth earning; and now that you're gone I have to live for both of us. So I'll sleep only when I must and live the dream everyday that I can."
You don’t become a writer because you submit to magazines. You become a writer because you write. I feel more comfortable with that now, laying in the cut and letting the poems grow at their own pace. I’ve learned there is no need to rush a poem. In fact, it’s a bad idea to rush a poem. The poem will let you know when it’s ready for the world.
Adrian Matejka, interviewed by Mckendy Fils-Aimé for Button Poetry (via bostonpoetryslam)
Do you ever wonder how much you exist in other people’s lives? I’m always curious if people think of me when a certain song comes on, or when they pass through a certain town. I wonder if I still exist in the minds of people that I don’t speak to anymore. I wonder how many times a day I pass through someone’s head.
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this is probably going to be my last post on my personal tumblr page because i’ve decided to take a step back and focus more on posting my public writing, instead of hiding so much of my feeling on here.
so, my "final" post is in appreciation of my baby brother. fittingly, it’s you who made me realise i should stop hiding in this blog. i love you so much.
you’ve been through so much over the years; the life of an army brat is never easy but for the shy ones it can be overwhelming. you’ve pulled through each and every house move, school change, friend circle. you’re stronger than you could ever know and i understand now that you need to hear that more often. i am so proud to have a brother as kind and generous as you have always been. what you’ve been through the past year is something i wish i could take away from you - i’m so sorry that i can’t. just know that these things do not define us and you will make it through this. (i will be right there by your side).
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selfishly, i still cry some nights when i think about you not being here. i’ve let your sadness slip past my view a few times now and i’m not sure i forgive myself. i love you little brother, please don’t leave me behind. i talk to you about the friends i’ve lost and i watch your face for signs that you understand - i know you understand. it’s going to be so tough, and i know you won’t see the light for a little while, and that’s okay, because i am here and i can see you clearly now - take my hand.
tonight I add every memory of my little brother to this tattoo as I try and understand the how's and why's of almost losing him to himself. I can't imagine if things had gone differently; if I hadn't been able to hold his face and tell him how much I love him, how proud of him I am, how blessed I am to share my life with him. I love you baby brother, seventeen years isn't long enough in this world for you by far; you're stuck here with me for much longer yet.
"Why are you wearing that stupid bunny suit?"
"Why are you wearing that stupid man suit?"
Donnie Darko (2001) dir. Richard Kelly
A comparison between Raoul and the Phantom II
#see #here #it’s not about the key #or the way it’s sung #it’s about the wording#raoul chooses ‘need’ #’say you need me to be there’ ‘say you need me to be your protector - that you need me to be the one who will save you’ #because what’s going on in all i ask of you is a promis #but #what’s going on after the point of no return is a plea #because the phantom chooses ‘want’ #’say you’ll want me’ ‘say that you desire my company even just a bit’ #’say that you want me’ #’because i’m the one who needs you’
Asdfghjkhdhakfbdusbsduegruwncbafajafgjkbx I can’t. Sobbing.
